bball game
did PK win? or Santa Fe? I couldn't remember if you paid me....
but i do remember the night itself. hmmm...long night indeed.
J.T is too stressed out. i know it, she knows it, everyone around her knows it. she needs a break. ...and she's too hard on herself. tonight she snapped at Rachel on accident and man....Rachel and J.T both were a mess.
i mean yea, i had my own problems, but i just need to suck it up and deal. so i put mine aside and tried to help J.T and Rachel. But that doesnt mean i couldnt help thinking about mine. oi.
so anyway during the game i got to play with james' hair and that made me happy for a while. and james realized that girls are only human and figured something was bugging me so he hopped over and asked. that was sweet of him. but i pretended like their was nothing wrong and kept my eyes on the game though i had no idea what was going on.
after the game we all got back into the bandroom and found that J.T's bottle had broken and leaked green tea all over the floor. oops. well me and james started to clean it up, and J.T came in a finished our job. although she didnt need to use her jacket to do it.....
anyway J.T left and James and I were standing a little apart from each other and suddenly he just walked off towards the flag pole. i decided it was the perfect time to talk to him just me and him, but i guess i thought wrong since MC and tilman decided at that same moment to go and bug james about friendship and crap. i think the only words i got to him before they took over was, "thanks.....for caring..."
so i was frustrated as girls can get. and i decided that it was time for my jog, or shall i say run? yea i just turned around a full-out sprinted away accross the campus. got about as far as the farthest empty parking lot. then i turned around to come back, breathing hard of course (its cold out ther!)....figured out my mom was waiting on me and sprinted most of the way back also. i guess i'm fast, b/c MC and tilman turned around and like ooh-ed and aah-ed at me running.....or maybe something was showing idk.
so i got some frustration out. though there's still some left. i hope it goes away with my consciousness when i go to bed.........
night, ya'll.
but i do remember the night itself. hmmm...long night indeed.
J.T is too stressed out. i know it, she knows it, everyone around her knows it. she needs a break. ...and she's too hard on herself. tonight she snapped at Rachel on accident and man....Rachel and J.T both were a mess.
i mean yea, i had my own problems, but i just need to suck it up and deal. so i put mine aside and tried to help J.T and Rachel. But that doesnt mean i couldnt help thinking about mine. oi.
so anyway during the game i got to play with james' hair and that made me happy for a while. and james realized that girls are only human and figured something was bugging me so he hopped over and asked. that was sweet of him. but i pretended like their was nothing wrong and kept my eyes on the game though i had no idea what was going on.
after the game we all got back into the bandroom and found that J.T's bottle had broken and leaked green tea all over the floor. oops. well me and james started to clean it up, and J.T came in a finished our job. although she didnt need to use her jacket to do it.....
anyway J.T left and James and I were standing a little apart from each other and suddenly he just walked off towards the flag pole. i decided it was the perfect time to talk to him just me and him, but i guess i thought wrong since MC and tilman decided at that same moment to go and bug james about friendship and crap. i think the only words i got to him before they took over was, "thanks.....for caring..."
so i was frustrated as girls can get. and i decided that it was time for my jog, or shall i say run? yea i just turned around a full-out sprinted away accross the campus. got about as far as the farthest empty parking lot. then i turned around to come back, breathing hard of course (its cold out ther!)....figured out my mom was waiting on me and sprinted most of the way back also. i guess i'm fast, b/c MC and tilman turned around and like ooh-ed and aah-ed at me running.....or maybe something was showing idk.
so i got some frustration out. though there's still some left. i hope it goes away with my consciousness when i go to bed.........
night, ya'll.