Dec 01, 2011 01:23
Title: Leader Miss His Boy friend
Rating: PG-13
Pairing(s): KangTeuk
Genre: (I don’t know)
Summary: Leeteuk miss Kang In so much.
A/N: Hearing to “A Short Journey” and it gives me idea to write this. But the song was so sad and… I can’t hold my tears!! >.< Oh yeah, I’m sorry if I’m wrong about Heechul and Leeteuk age.
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The time when we always hang out, the hand that I always hold, the body that I always hug, the lips that I always kiss, I miss all of that… I know we can’t return to the past, but I really wish we can.
As a leader of Super Junior, I really have to take care of the other members. I’m tired but I still don’t give up. But I’m tired of waiting for you. Sometimes I feel like give up on you, but when the ELFs say that they always believe in 13, I tell myself that you will comeback. I’m not just talking about as a member of Super Junior, but as my boyfriend, as a person whom I love…
“Leeteuk hyung!” Kyuhyun snaps his finger. “You’re not in yourself, huh?”
Since when did he come into my room? I don’t even notice. “Er, what did you asks me?”
“I didn’t ask you anything. I want to tell you that dinner is ready.” I nod and tailed behind him.
I sit on the chair and shove the fried rice into my mouth. Kang In face starts to appear in my mind again. His laugh echoed in my ear. I accidently drop the spoon and it caught everybody attention. “Hyung, are you okay?” Sungmin look at me with a worried face. I just reply with a smile.
“I think I want to go and sleep first. Shindong, do you want my rice?” He nods and I give my plate to him. I finish my orange juice in one shot and go to my room.
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I take my camera in my bag and turn on the power. I look at all the pictures and videos. Tears flowed on my cheek. I sobbing and I see Heechul enter my room. I quickly take my blanket and cover my face. I don’t want him to see I’m crying. “Are you okay?”
“I…I…I’m fine.” That’s all I reply and I wish he could leave me alone. But instead he sits next to me.
“Leeteuk, if you have a problem, tell me. I can be all ears.”
I know it’s the best way to talk to someone our problem but I just can’t. “I’m fine. *sobs*” Shit! Why must I sob?
“Are you crying?” He pulls my blanket away. “Leeteuk!” He hugs me tightly. “Who hurt you?”
“Nobody hurt me. I… I miss him… I miss him Heechul! I miss him!” My tears just won’t stop from flowing. I sit up and lean on the wall.
“You miss who?” He asks me with a confuse face.
“K… *sobs* Kang In…” He hugs me tightly and burst into tears. “We all miss him.”
I hug him back. “I miss the time when we always hang together. *sobs* He says he will never leave me. But it all just a lie! He is a liar!”
“Leeteuk, don’t say like that!” He comforts me. His shirt is wet because of my tears.
“I miss him so much, Heechul. *sobs* I hate to see all KangTeuk pictures on the internet!” He releases me from his hug and look at me with teary eyes.
“Kang In will never leave you. He will be with you always. Even you guys are far away from each other, but he always there in your heart. Kang In miss you too. I believe you can wait for him, right? If ELFs can wait for him to return, why not his own girlfriend?”
I think back his words. His right. He always be in my heart. If ELFs can wait, why not me? I’m his girlfriend and I can do better than other. “Heechul, thanks.” He smiles.
I curve a smile on my lips and say that I want to get some sleep. He nods and leaves my room. But before that, I tell him not to tell everybody else and he nods.
After he leaves, I lie down back and wish that times could pass fast so I can meet him again. “Kang In, I love you…” the only words that come out from my mouth before I go into my dreamland.
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I know it’s short. I don’t have any idea anymore. >.< I almost type something that might hurt ELF (I’m hurt too because I’m ELF!). Lucky I read it again, But that happen when I was really, really sleepy. Now, I’m wide awake! ^^ Keke
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