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things aren't going good...my cat may not last the week ;_;...apparently she ate some string...it's not coming out...i don't have money for a trip to the vet...plus she's old so it may not be worth it...if i do take her to the vet...and they can save her for a few hundred, i'll probably do it...but if it's a whole lot more, i'll have to put her to sleep...and if she goes to the vet, i'll probably won't be able to go to the concert in LA...i'll have to use the money i set aside to pay for vet bills...
i just don't know...and now my anxiety wants to fuck with me...and all of it is making me feel even worse about it...
madison's drinking water right now ;_;...it's sooo hard for her to do it...she just kinda has her head in her water dish...
it doesn't matter...she needs to go to the vet...i don't think she'll be able to get through this by herself...and unless there's a magic pill or shot that will make her better again, i'm pretty sure it's gonna be something rather costly...and that means i'll have to have her put to sleep ;_;...
we'll see how things turn out...
i just don't know...and now my anxiety wants to fuck with me...and all of it is making me feel even worse about it...
madison's drinking water right now ;_;...it's sooo hard for her to do it...she just kinda has her head in her water dish...
it doesn't matter...she needs to go to the vet...i don't think she'll be able to get through this by herself...and unless there's a magic pill or shot that will make her better again, i'm pretty sure it's gonna be something rather costly...and that means i'll have to have her put to sleep ;_;...
we'll see how things turn out...