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[kyuusai]

man it's weird...i ditch class and take the day that i'd normally have off, off and like it feels like i haven't been out doing anything for a week...kinda goes to show ya i'm out doing something all the time i guess...i just so tired of it all...so i've decided to quit FYE...it's just not worth it...i'm tired of coming home at a time when i should probably get to bed and not have any me time...also i'm doing it for the sake of my coworkers...i'm always asking to leave early so i can try and catch my bus...and because of that, i'm not able to vacuum or empty the trash...also i want to be able to go to concerts with my friends there and not have to worry if to many of us are going and there's not gonna be enough people to cover the shifts...so yeah...tomorrow...i'm gonna talk with john (my manager there) and work a day and stuff...

i soo can't wait...it makes me excited to not have to deal with it anymore...to know that around 6 or so, i'll be going home...which means more me time and hopefully not feeling as tired so i can start working on things again...sure i'm gonna miss the occasional $20 a week i'd get from it, but as of right now, it's not worth it...i'm becoming a working zombie of doom...but with FYE out, i'll be able to work on the master plan...i'll be able to start putting things into motion to help get my life going again...

things are gonna happen....things are gonna 'splode...but for now i think i'll sleep...