my inspiration
I just read a personal interview Shou-san did for Neo Genesis about his relationship with the fans. He is so sweet. I think he's so genuine and truly cares about the fans. It's so nice to think that they read their fanmail before lives :) Except he said he was so upset by a harsh one that he got. It's sad to think people send them negative letters T________T I can't imagine how much that must hurt. I can just see Shou fretting over it...poor dear. I always wish I could like be his girlfriend or marry him etc, but really, I would give anything to know the real him, just to be an actual friend of his. It's hard to say whether we'd be compatible or not, but he seems like an amazing guy to be friends with. The more I read about him and learn about him in his interviews, the more I feel like I could never deserve someone so kind and compassionate. But he's seriously like my ideal guy...well, maybe if he were into sports more XDD but anyway, I feel like I could explode with the love that I feel for him right now. I think I need to listen to Number Six. Seriously. *SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEE* ok had to get that out. MOVING ON!
Why am I watching Scream 2?
Another grueling day at work. My body actually aches. My back and feet hurt. Today, the world seemed really ugly. Dishonest people. Lazy people. Bad, dangerous weather. Everything was depressing. I almost cried (again...I think I'm just PMSing). This time it was because my assistant was talking about vacation. She said she wanted to take the end of march or something, so that she could go backpacking in Italy with her friend. Why did I almost run to the bathroom to cry? Because I've been wanting to go to Japan for 10 years now, and I might not even have the $ to go in October like I'm planning. And my assistant can just say "I want to go to Italy next month" and just go. No saving needed. Just say, I want to go, and go. It's just not fair. Anyway, I wanted to cry because something I've wanted more than anything is so hard for me to obtain and yet someone else can do something similar without any struggle. I just don't understand. It's so painful.
Now it's picture time!!! :DDD
WORK PICTURES! First, we have an office full of papers I had to organize. It seems that people hadn't kept up with this since 2007. So guess who got to do that -_______- Next, my starbucks of the day. Also, if you notice, I have 2 other drinks behind that. Lots of liquids haha. "The Abercrombie Push-Up"...yes, a push-up swimsuit for 8-16 year olds. Fabulous. Lastly, the syncing cradle for our scanners. Look! It says PSC!!! <3 how lovely.
FOOD! the first is of some REALLY good pho. I even got my sister and dad loving pho. We are going to go have some soon :) The next 3 I had at sushi zushi in austin. Sukiyaki udon, key west roll, and raspberry mont blanc cake. I have to admit, I only got that cake cos Shou once mentioned it was his favorite somewhere. God I'm so crazy.
Randoms! First is the fortune I got at the mochitsuki. I actually got 2, but this was the better one so I tied the other to the tree XDDD "pretty good"...not as good as Shou's "excellent luck", but I'll take it. For love, it says "You'll be happy in the future"...How FAR into the future O__________O And travel: "no problems" O RLY?! haha let's see about that. Next, is a lovely Lotus I happen to park very close to, but not too close. I love those cars <3 All the jrock loot! That was my car seat full of the packages I got from cdjapan that I opened while in the post office parking lot. I told you I couldn't wait!! My cat Hershey has separation anxiety problems, so he snuggles up as close as possible when he finds an opening. I have been pushing him off my arms for a while because I was actually trying to write, but as soon as I sat up and left my lap exposed, he darted in and curled up. He was like a ninja seriously. Lastly, because it was another one of "those" days and I had a headache, I decided to get some ice cream. Strawberry and sprinkles, LOVE it soooo much.
Ok that's all the pic spam I have for now and OMG only one more day of Shou for the musician of the week. Unless Sunday counts! I'm too used to Sunday being the beginning of the week. I have to post something tomorrow to contribute! RAWR! and my conch piercing is driving me nuts. I just ripped some skin off and it's bleeding like crazy. I'm going to get this ho out PRONTO! I'll probably try to do it myself Sunday, when I have a day off to mess with it. Please stop bleeding! maybe if I sleep, it will too :) So off to bed I gooooooo~
Why am I watching Scream 2?
Another grueling day at work. My body actually aches. My back and feet hurt. Today, the world seemed really ugly. Dishonest people. Lazy people. Bad, dangerous weather. Everything was depressing. I almost cried (again...I think I'm just PMSing). This time it was because my assistant was talking about vacation. She said she wanted to take the end of march or something, so that she could go backpacking in Italy with her friend. Why did I almost run to the bathroom to cry? Because I've been wanting to go to Japan for 10 years now, and I might not even have the $ to go in October like I'm planning. And my assistant can just say "I want to go to Italy next month" and just go. No saving needed. Just say, I want to go, and go. It's just not fair. Anyway, I wanted to cry because something I've wanted more than anything is so hard for me to obtain and yet someone else can do something similar without any struggle. I just don't understand. It's so painful.
Now it's picture time!!! :DDD
WORK PICTURES! First, we have an office full of papers I had to organize. It seems that people hadn't kept up with this since 2007. So guess who got to do that -_______- Next, my starbucks of the day. Also, if you notice, I have 2 other drinks behind that. Lots of liquids haha. "The Abercrombie Push-Up"...yes, a push-up swimsuit for 8-16 year olds. Fabulous. Lastly, the syncing cradle for our scanners. Look! It says PSC!!! <3 how lovely.
FOOD! the first is of some REALLY good pho. I even got my sister and dad loving pho. We are going to go have some soon :) The next 3 I had at sushi zushi in austin. Sukiyaki udon, key west roll, and raspberry mont blanc cake. I have to admit, I only got that cake cos Shou once mentioned it was his favorite somewhere. God I'm so crazy.
Randoms! First is the fortune I got at the mochitsuki. I actually got 2, but this was the better one so I tied the other to the tree XDDD "pretty good"...not as good as Shou's "excellent luck", but I'll take it. For love, it says "You'll be happy in the future"...How FAR into the future O__________O And travel: "no problems" O RLY?! haha let's see about that. Next, is a lovely Lotus I happen to park very close to, but not too close. I love those cars <3 All the jrock loot! That was my car seat full of the packages I got from cdjapan that I opened while in the post office parking lot. I told you I couldn't wait!! My cat Hershey has separation anxiety problems, so he snuggles up as close as possible when he finds an opening. I have been pushing him off my arms for a while because I was actually trying to write, but as soon as I sat up and left my lap exposed, he darted in and curled up. He was like a ninja seriously. Lastly, because it was another one of "those" days and I had a headache, I decided to get some ice cream. Strawberry and sprinkles, LOVE it soooo much.
Ok that's all the pic spam I have for now and OMG only one more day of Shou for the musician of the week. Unless Sunday counts! I'm too used to Sunday being the beginning of the week. I have to post something tomorrow to contribute! RAWR! and my conch piercing is driving me nuts. I just ripped some skin off and it's bleeding like crazy. I'm going to get this ho out PRONTO! I'll probably try to do it myself Sunday, when I have a day off to mess with it. Please stop bleeding! maybe if I sleep, it will too :) So off to bed I gooooooo~