Weird...ness?
For SOME reason, the fact that I have absolutely no life outside of studying/FBLA/doing stuff toward my future lately is FULFILLING. It really shouldn't be. I eat lunch with just Spoink and Duck, just two of them, as opposed to the mass pile of people we had last year. But I dunno, it's like I don't really care. This year I've got two awesome bestest friends evur to eat lunch with, and then my other like, three friends who aren't around for my lunch, so it's not a big total. But I like it that way for whatever reason. Just lately, I've been bored with all the "little" relationships I have with people, and I'm just working on the big ones. Though I am gaining a bigger friendship with Andrew and Beer since I sit by them in Japanese and they drive me home, and I like that.
But...I'm in such a crazy mood. I haven't really done anything FUN activities lately except RP with Rei.
This sounds like a complaint post, doesn't it? But it's weird cuz for some reason I just feel grateful for what I have and where I'm going and that's it. I'm not unhappy at all. In fact, I'm happy. Doing FBLA crap with Duck isn't a typical FUN activity for most people, but I like doing it a lot. I'm really going to be focused on getting to Nationals again this year.
I don't even know what I'm trying to say with this post! XD I'm just in a weird mood. Even though I love all you online people too, I MUST NOTE SEPARATELY TO DUCK, REI, ALEX, SPOINK, TEMARI, ALL OF YOU OUT THERE. Thank you for being such awesome people.
Now I'm all excited to get to school early today so I can read the TIME magazine in the library and do my Business homework. I'm EXCITED about doing my business homework? It's not fun, but I think of it as a fun activity! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME. This is the weirdest mood ever, lately. I'm not getting stressed out by any of the crazy homework I have to do, I'm having FUN doing it. THIS IS STUPID. WTF IS GOING ON. WHY DOES TAKING THE PSAT SOUND MORE FUN TO ME THAN HOMECOMING? UAAAH. ;_;
But...I hope it sticks around. Because it makes me really productive.
EDIT: I've got like three hours to kill after school until the FBLA football concessions start and I have to be there. I wonder what I'll do. o__o
But...I'm in such a crazy mood. I haven't really done anything FUN activities lately except RP with Rei.
This sounds like a complaint post, doesn't it? But it's weird cuz for some reason I just feel grateful for what I have and where I'm going and that's it. I'm not unhappy at all. In fact, I'm happy. Doing FBLA crap with Duck isn't a typical FUN activity for most people, but I like doing it a lot. I'm really going to be focused on getting to Nationals again this year.
I don't even know what I'm trying to say with this post! XD I'm just in a weird mood. Even though I love all you online people too, I MUST NOTE SEPARATELY TO DUCK, REI, ALEX, SPOINK, TEMARI, ALL OF YOU OUT THERE. Thank you for being such awesome people.
Now I'm all excited to get to school early today so I can read the TIME magazine in the library and do my Business homework. I'm EXCITED about doing my business homework? It's not fun, but I think of it as a fun activity! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME. This is the weirdest mood ever, lately. I'm not getting stressed out by any of the crazy homework I have to do, I'm having FUN doing it. THIS IS STUPID. WTF IS GOING ON. WHY DOES TAKING THE PSAT SOUND MORE FUN TO ME THAN HOMECOMING? UAAAH. ;_;
But...I hope it sticks around. Because it makes me really productive.
EDIT: I've got like three hours to kill after school until the FBLA football concessions start and I have to be there. I wonder what I'll do. o__o