Feb 06, 2006 17:25
Sorry about the earlier post... Just that something bad happen to me and my mind just went crazy last night. Just something that i have to get used now. Never knew that things would change so much in just a couple of hours. *sigh* Guess i gotta get used to this new life of mine... gawd... i miss him so much. Keep having this flashback of him the whole time. All the happy moments and the gifts that he gave me. Shed my tears and cried each time i look at the drawings and stuff that he gave me, passing by the places that we've been together, his SMSs... all this makes me wanna cry out loud, but have been holding them back. Even right now while writing this journal entry... But no matter what, i'll never give up on him, i'll always be waiting for the day...