Frozen Memories
TITLE: Frozen Memories
PAIRING: (Eventually) YeKyu, (Past) Yesung/?, Kyuchul, One-sided Kihae, One-sided Yebum
CHARCTERS: Yesung, Kyuhyun, Donghae, Kibum, Leeteuk, Kangin Slight! Heechul
GENDER: Drama, Angst
CHAPTER: 3/?
RATING: PG (For this chapter)
SUMMARY: In life you can choose many things and there are many things you can't choose
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Donghae was running as fast as he could through the hospital hallways, he stopped in front of a white curtain, slowly with shaky hands he opened it.
He saw a man standing and his friend figure sitting on the bed with a bruised lip and small scratches on his face, and a white bandage on his neck which had a little blood traces on it. He didn't approach them, instead he asked from his spot " Kyu…. Are…..you…O….Okay?"
" I'm Okay " he said with a weak smile, the other stepped closed to him, Kyuhyun looked up to him "you reall…"
SLAP
Kibum was shocked, and Kyuhyun placed his hand on his burning cheek then turned to his friend to only find tears running down his cheeks.
"Do……Donghae….."
" YOU IDIOT " Donghae shouted stepping closer and pulled Kyuhyun head to his chest. " Do you have any idea how scared I was! ……. I…..I…….Thought ….. I…….was…….gonna los….."
Kyuhyun smiled to his friend chest and moved his hand to hug him with tears in the corner of his eyes, he was really thankful to have a friend that cared for him this much " I know……..I'm sorry"
Donghae moved from Kyuhyun a little to look at his face, he moved his hand from his cheek until he reached the bandage on his neck and sulked.
"I'm okay really……. It's doesn't even hurt " Kyuhyun said.
"Are you sure ………."
"Yes……even the doctor says it's not that serious, right Kibum-shi" Kyuhyun said looking at the man that saved his life.
Donghae then turned and saw Kibum; he was so concerned about his friend that he actually forgot about the other guy.
"No need to worry, He is going to be okay……" Kibum said smiling, then before he could continue he felt arms around him, hugging him really tight.
"Thank you so much……….I can't imagine what could've happened if you weren't there" Donghae said still hugging Kibum.
Kibum was surprised by Donghae action and just froze, not knowing what to do "…..It's…….really ……..nothing " he said with a little blush.
"Excuse me, Sir"
Everyone turned at the voice to see Leeteuk standing looking at Kibum smiling, Kibum realized that Donghae was still hugging him he moved him looking away, so no one would notice his flushed face. "What is it?"
"I'm sorry but it's time to go, Sir" Leeteuk said
Kibum nodded then started to leave, but was stopped by Kyuhyun talking "wait Kibum-shi….. I need to talk about the……"
"We're going to talk about that later……you need to rest know" Kibum said then left with Leeteuk.
Donghae looked at Kyuhyun "Talk about what?"
Kyuhyun looked at his friend, he actually didn't tell him about what really happened, he only told him that he was attacked by some thief who took his money near the shop, and it was his luck that Kibum arrived to get his coffee and helped him.
"oh….. that" Kyuhyun smiled " I just wanted to repay him properly, for saving my life"
"Oh……. I see" Donghae turned looking around then looked at Kyuhyun " By the way where is He, I don't see him around"
"Who?' Kyuhyun gave a confused look.
"Your Boyfriend of course" Donghae looked again "did he go to get your medicine" Donghae looked at Kyuhyun sad expression "oh don't tell me he didn't come!"
"It's not what you think….." Kyuhyun looked at Donghae trying to explain " I called but he didn't pick up so he doesn't even……."
"That bastard………" Donghae picked his phone to call Heechul "I'm gonna kill him how could he"
Kyuhyun stood up and held Donghae hands " please…….don't he's really busy these day's"
"Is his work more important that his boyfriend" Donghae said angrily trying to move Kyuhyun hands.
"Please Hae….. I don't want to bother him" Kyuhyun held his friend hand tighter " besides, I'm okay so he doesn't need to know, I Don't want to worry him"
"But Kyu……."
"please, I'm begging you"
He looked at Kyuhyun for a while then "Ahh……….Okay" Donghae sighed "But I'm letting him off the hook only this time, you hear me"
Kyuhyun nodded smiling "Thanks you're the best"
Donghae smiled back and played with Kyuhyun hair "But, tonight you're staying in my apartment, end of discussion"
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Leeteuk looked at Kibum as the walked through the hospital hallways, then he asked " Do you have any idea what time is it know?"
Kibum looked back at Leeteuk surprised by the question, then looked at his watch " it's 7:15 why?"
Leeteuk stopped walking and stared at Kibum, the other stopped and turned to him "Sir, Don't you think you forgot something really important"
Kibum stared at him for a while to think, then it hit him "Oh my god the meeting" Kibum quickly tried to look for his phone in his pockets.
" your phone was in the car" Leeteuk said holding Kibum phone to him "and the meeting is over already" Kibum looked at Leeteuk waiting to know what happened, Leeteuk looked away then said "we didn't come so they were angry and took it as sign of disrespect………… They even called master and told him"
Kibum took his phone and noticed that he had a lot of missed calls, he placed his hand on his head, how could he forget such an important meeting, he never did this before, of course he doesn't regret saving Kyuhyun, but he at least should've called and rescheduled the meeting, this wasn't good for the company, and he knew that.
Leeteuk looked at him "I'm sorry Sir, I tried to tell you but you wouldn't listen"
"It's okay, it's not your fault" Kibum looked apologetically "Does he know what happened?" Kibum knew he would be extremely angry, that he missed the meeting and that he spent a load of money on a stranger.
"I'm Sorry Sir, but I already told Kangin" Leeteuk knew that Kangin would never keep anything from the master "But Kangin told me that he didn't say anything"
" I see" Kibum knew this wasn't a good sign " I think we should head back"
All the way home Kibum kept thinking of what he should say, How would he explain that he gave the money away to save a guy he barley knew, even he didn't understand why he did it in the first place, it wasn't something that he usually did, but there was something in him that told him to save that kid, he didn't know why, but he had to.
When they arrived Kibum went strait to the study he knocked then entered, he saw him sitting placing his elbows on the desk and folding his fingers in front of his mouth, and Kangin was standing near the desk.
Kibum took a deep breath then approached them, then stopped in front of the desk " let me explain "
"I don't need your explanation, Just get out of my sight!" the other said not looking at Kibum with a low voice.
"Please, Yesung…………. Just listen to me" Kibum said almost begging.
"And tell me why should I?" Yesung said then looked at Kibum "Apparently you didn't listen to what I said" Yesung said calmly but frigidly.
"That's not true…….. I know how important this was for the company" Kibum really did, and that made him more diffident.
"So you're telling me that you did this on purpose" Yesung said coldly still not rising his voice.
"No…….never……… you know I would never do anything like that" Kibum said freaking a little at the statement, he would never do that to Yesung " it's just …….. he was in danger and I didn't think……..I'm sorry……"
"Okay, so what are you going to do about the money?" Yesung said calmly "How is he going to payback?"
"I…….that…..." Kibum knew that Kyuhyun didn't have any money, even if he worked in ten jobs he won't be able to gather quarter the amount "about that……"
"Oh right, I forgot…….. he can't since he's broke" Yesung said mockery.
Kibum didn't replay looking down; there wasn't anything he could say, after all everything Yesung said was true.
"Make him come to the office tomorrow"
"The office………" Kibum looked confused " …..Why…."
"Well, he needs to pay anyway"
Kibum looked up shocked " you're not going to …."
"Yes, he can be my servant…………..after all I paid for him" Yesung said coldly " you can leave know"
Kibum was shocked he didn't believe what he heard "Please Yesung don't, I'll do anything you want".
"I said you can leave"
"Please, he didn't ask for this I did it"
"I don't want to talk……… just leave"
"Please, just this once …….….for me" Kibum never asked him for anything, and he wished he would do this for him.
Yesung was getting irritated; he just wished Kibum would leave.
"I guess you really like him" Yesung said.
Kibum was so shocked that he couldn't say anything.
Kangin turned to Yesung, but the other didn't mind him he stood from the chair looking at Kibum with cold eyes.
"Well…………..I'm just wondering how much you will give him if he slept with you"
"YESUNG"
Kangin shouted at Yesung, but the other just walked to the window behind him and looked out side.
Kibum just froze, he felt his chest tighten and he couldn't keep his breathe balanced, Yesung words felt like a knife that went through his heart " I……I……"
"Leave……. I don't want to see your face" Yesung said still looking outside.
Kibum swallowed hardly "I'm really sorry" he said shakily then left the room.
After the door was closed Kangin turned to look at Yesung still angry, he sighed "That was really low, you know how much he loves you"
Yesung didn't replay, he just kept his gaze outside.
"it wouldn't kill you if you told him that you were really worried about him" Kangin knew Yesung was worried when Kibum didn't make it to the meeting and didn't answer his calls.
"….." no answer.
Kangin approached and placed his hand on the other shoulder "I know you don't love him, but I know you really care about him, so please stop hurting him"
"I'm tired…………..leave" Yesung said.
Kangin sighed, then he moved his hand and walked away when he reached the door he looked at the small figure, he was never like this, Kangin knew who made him like this, but didn't blame Him, he just couldn't, even thought Yesung eyes used to be warm and always sparkling with happiness, he was nice and cheerful and always smiled brightly to everyone, but that changed so much, know his eyes are icy cold and lifeless and his feeling seem to be frozen, he never smile or laugh, and he never shout even if he was deadly angry or cried if he was sad, he never show any emotions as if his soul just left him, and this was killing Kangin and everyone around him.
"I just wish you would Stop bushing us away ……………. You know we will never leave" Kangin said then left.
Yesung stood not moving and lifted his gaze to the moon " I'm not sure about that, after all……" he stayed quite for moment then looked down and clutched his fists "…….. He left me".
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Kibum entered his room and closed the door, he walked and sat on the couch, he was still under the shock, how can Yesung even think that, he thought that it would've hurt much less if Yesung had hit him or even shouted at him, anything would be better that this cold treatment, he let out a cold sad laugh "I guess you really can't love me after all" Kibum have loved Yesung since they were kids, they grew together and he found his feeling growing even more for his best friend, He even confessed, but the other clearly said that he don't feel the same and that he loved him as a friend only, and that didn't stop them from staying best friends and even when Yesung found the love of his life Kibum was happy for him, after all he introduced them to each other, But seeing Yesung like this he wished he didn't. Kibum leaned resting his head on the couch, he turned his head and saw a frame on the small table next to him, he smiled a little it was a picture of the three of them and Yesung was smiling brightly, Kibum felt tears falling, he wished he could turn back time just to see his beautiful smile and listen to the sweet sound of his laugh that he missed so much, then his gaze went to the third person and his smile faded and his tears started falling harder he felt pain in his chest, he kept looking then at last he managed to let out sobbing …….
"please…………… Give him back"
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A/N: I know it's been a while since I posted, but work is just killing me :(
Honestly I don't think I did good in this chapter, But I hope things became a little clear and not confusing, and if they are a little confusing please tell me. ^ ^
Comments are loved & Criticism are well taken.