HunHan Drabble meme
another Itunes drabble meme! this time HunHan
iTunes Drabble Meme
How it works:
1. Pick a character, pairing, or fandom you like.
2. Put iTunes or equivalent media player on random.
3. For each song that plays, write something related to the theme you picked inspired by the song. You have only the time frame of the song: no planning beforehand: you start when it starts, and no lingering afterward; once the song is over, you stop writing. (No fair skipping songs either; you have to take what comes by chance!)
4. Do 10 of these, then post.
The Veronicas - Speechless
"The way you smile, the way you touch my face, there's something that you do I can't explain, I'd run a million miles just to hear you say my name, baby, you leave me speechless"
He looked over the pillows, observing the silent, still sleeping face of Sehun. And he smiled. Carefully, oh so carefully, Luhan reached his hand out to caress his cheek, holding his breath. Not daring to make a sound, not wanting to wake him up. Sehun groaned a little and moved under his touch. Swiftly Luhan pulled his hand back, tucking it in under the pillow again as his eyes never averted Sehun's face. He had never felt like this, not ever. Never had anyone made him as flustered and stupid as Sehun, never had he thought that a simple touch could make his heart get stuck in his throat, never had he thought that a look could make him mute, make him stutter, speechless. He had been in love before of course, but never like this. Not ever. Never ever, and Sehun woke up, blinking slowly. "hi there" and as usual, Luhan couldn't say a word.
KoRn - Alone I Break
"Pick me up, been bleeding too long. Right here, right now. I'll stop it somehow.I will make it go away. Can't be here no more"
Sehun panicked, what should he do, what could he do. He shook Luhan's lifeless body roughly, tears flushing, snot running, his hands shaking. He called Luhan's name, again, "WAKE UP" his breathing was hitched and he pulled a hand through his hair and looked around, he saw the syringe on the bedside table, the lit candle, the spoon. Luhan was coughing, or more like frothing as Sehun pulled him into his arms, holding him tightly and rocking them back an forth, small whining noises leaving his throat. "please wake up please wake up please wake up" He waited for the sound of sirens, he waited and he prayed, and he hoped and wanted Luhan to get well, he wanted to help Luhan. All Sehun wanted to do was to get help, but no one could know, no one, this was Luhan's secret. But Sehun just wanted to make Luhan's pain go away, he wanted him to not be alone.
Lady Gaga - Again Again
"Again and again, again, again, again, again. Never stop, oh
They tell me if I leave him. Baby, would you be there? 'Cause maybe you could
Be m-m-mine all the t-t-time"
"You got alot of nerve to come here" Sehun rolled his eyes at Luhan. "I'm just getting the rest of my things" Sehun murmured as he walked up to his drawer. Luhan sat on the bed, a small pout on his lips as he watched Sehun's every move. "I miss you" No response. Luhan really did, he wanted Sehun back. Even though Sehun had acted like a total prick for the majority of their relationship. He wanted him back, because he was Luhan's prick. No one elses. They broke up every other week. Over and over. Again and again.
Jonas Brothers - What I go to school for
"Can't tell my friends 'cause they will laugh. I love a girl from senior class. I daydream through my freshman math while she fills out her college apps"
His shoes echoed against the hallway floor, first day of school and Sehun's heart was beating as fast as ever. Even faster when he saw him. Luhan. He fought the urge to smile like a fool, he bit his lip, glanced down, grabbed the straps of his bag and walked up to his locker, sneaking peeks at the senior boy. Quickly darting it back into his locker when Luhan catched his eyes, Luhan's perfect eyes, all about him was perfect. And Sehun knew he wasn't alone thinking this, he knew he stood no chance, first of all he's a freshman... and second of all he's a boy and Sehun was pretty sure Luhan was straight as a ruler. But it was enough. Just seeing him in the hallway was worth going to school for.
Superchic[k] - Wonder (if she'll get it)
"This time I know it's true love! He is the one that I've been waiting for, I promise to love him forevermore"
"One true love?" Kris raised his brow at Luhan, "well yes! this one his different! He's my soulmate", Kris shot a sceptic look at him, "and his name is Sehun?" Luhan nodded, happily, excited, but also annoyed. Why didn't Kris believe him? I mean sure Luhan would date alot of guys, he would say "this is the one" alot but still! Sehun was something special, this time he knew it was true love. No matter what they said, he knew it would be Sehun. Two weeks had passed and Luhan rushed to Kris. "We're going on a date!!" his voice was excited, filled with happiness. "Sehun?" and this time Luhan rolled his eyes "NO! that's old news, Jongdae!" and Kris frowned. "I thought about what you said, and I'm done playing around! This time it's for real" Kris rolled his eyes. Again.
My Chemical Romance - Skylines and Turnstiles
"This broken city sky like butane on my skin stolen from my eyes. Hello Angel, tell me where are you. Tell me where we go from here?"
Glass shattered, words thrown, screaming, they were fighting again. And Luhan shoved Sehun hard, right in the wall, screaming, half an inch from his face. Sehun was crying, trying to fight him off, push him away, he didn't even know why they were fighting. All he knew was that Luhan scared him, in fact he was frightened of him. He tried to run off but Luhan grabbed him roughly, his eyes drilling a hole into Sehun's soul. When did it become like this, when did things turn so dark, when did they change into other people? And the hits came, as usual, where did he go from there?
Lindsay Lohan - Something I never had
"Am I a shadow on your wall? Am I anything at all? Anything to you? Am I a secret that you keep?"
Luhan looked at his phone, chewing on his lip, contemplating whether or not to send another text message. He had already sent three. And Sehun didn't answer, as usual, not when he called, not ever did he answer. And Luhan let out a heavy breath, fighting the tears back. Why didn't he just break it off, why didn't he just leave Sehun? Why did he let him toy him around, play with his emotions the way he did. Sehun didn't love him, Sehun didn't care. But Luhan did, he just wanted Sehun, more than anything, he wanted to mean something to him, he wanted to be loved, he wanted Sehun to hold him, he wanted Sehun to tell the world about them. And he hoped that one day maybe he would. He remembered, that's why he stayed even though it hurt him endlessely. The hopes of one day maybe, finally having Sehun take his hand, maybe one day have Sehun, for real. Maybe one day have Sehun feel him like he felt Sehun,
Justin Bieber - As Long As You Love Me
"As long as you love me we could be starving, we could be hungry, we could be broke.
As long as you love me I'll be your silver, I'll be your platinum, I'll be your gold"
He gripped Sehun's hand and shot him a reassuring smile as they walked down the streets, the managers pushing away their fans. Sehun had that tired face on that he always had recently. And Luhan knew, he knew why Sehun was tired and what he was tired over.
"Can we run away?" Sehun looked at him with pleading eyes as they laid in the grass.
-- And they did. Away, far from everything, everywhere and nowhere at the same time. "Can we survive this?... for how long?" Sehun looked at him as they sat on the rooftop of an abandoned hotel. And Luhan squeezes his hand, leaning in to gently press his lips against Sehun's. "We can manage anything... as long as you love me" and Sehun smiled softly, leaning his head against the older one's shoulder. "I can live with that"
Katy Perry - Teenage Dream
"Let's go all the way tonight, you and I, we'll be young forever. You make me feel like I'm living a teenage dream the way you turn me on."
They tumbled on the bed, hands everywhere, shirts off, skin against skin, lips on lips, eyes on eyes. Luhan looked down at Sehun, a small smile on his lips "you sure?" and all Sehun did was nod, he wanted him, badly. He wanted Luhan to do everything, he wanted him inside, physcially and mentally, he just wanted him and Luhan wanted Sehun. They had been fooling around for so long Sehun was bursting with desire and urges, his fingers trembling as he unbuttoned Luhan's jeans, a shy smile on his lips, his cheek red and flustered as he pushed them down, his heart was racing, everything was in a daze and all he could see and feel was Luhan, everything was Luhan, nothing existed but them in that moment, his heart skipping beats whenever he felt Luhan's lips on his skin, every kiss made him feel a little more alive. They weren't allowed, they were guys, they couldn't do this. But that didn't matter. Because Luhan made him feel alive and dying at the same time.
Good Charlotte - The young and the hopeless
"I'm young and I'm hopeless, I'm lost and I know this, I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say. I'm troublesome, I've fallen, I'm angry at my father, it's me against the world and I don't care"
He was drunk and he laughed, he threw a stone in a window, he staggered home, he was wasted beyond borders. And Sehun sighed as he came through the door, tipping things over, falling, laughing, crying. No one knew how he felt, no one understood Luhan, no one got it. No one grasped what he was doing, he was doing exactly what he wanted. He did it to drench the pain, everything he ever felt, his past, everything. No one understood, no one but Sehun.
He would sit there listening to Luhan ramble, he would go with him, help him, defend him, stand up for him, whenever people made assumptions, said things. Sehun would stay stalwart and true. Luhan knew what people said about him, he knew what they thought about him, he knew he was young and hopeless. But he didn't care as long as Sehun was there.