Title: Broken hearts, broken lies; he will take them all.. 5/?
Title: Broken hearts, broken lies; he will take them all..
Plot: Mine+ SJ<3
Chapters: 5/? P
airing: HaeHyuk , KyuMin, MinHyuk, KangTeuk, HanChul…err almost all SJ pairings^^
Genre: Fantasy/ Bittersweet Romance
Rating: PG13?
Summary: Away from the disturbance and unwanted pain. Knowing that he can’t make up for what he did to him, he yearned for forgiveness. He deserved to live with the shame of knowing that he was once something he didn’t want to be - a monster...
Note: I’m really enthusiastic over writing stories now...This is the first time I’m writing..So please bear with my grammatical errors^^ I allow you guys to kill me for the plot^^ Comments make me happy..So please comment
Chapter 1: http://kyuminss3ternal.livejournal.com/1284.html
Chapter 2 : http://kyuminss3ternal.livejournal.com/1788.html
Chapter 3: http://kyuminss3ternal.livejournal.com/1870.html
Chapter 4: http://kyuminss3ternal.livejournal.com/2103.html
Chapter 5
Hyukjae POV
Kicking the small rocks under his feet..walking aimlessly around the campus during his break time before his feet bring his toward the direction of their campus's garden on its own accord. He doesn't know why, but something tells him that he should be led then. Heart beating faster as neared the oldest tree hidden at the corner of the garden.
There, he saw the nerdy kid sitting by himself on the slighly damp grass, slowly bitting his harden bread (you know the kind that is damm cheap and hard ?yea~).Wincing in pain as he bite and slowly pull a small bite of bread away. Eunhyuk felt guilty..that kid shouldn't be experiencing that..
The younger male coughed..bits of his dry bread crumbs flying out from his dry slightly swollen lips, as he tried forcing the plain dry bread down his throat. Eyebrows turning into a frown when he reached into his worn out slingbag and found that his water is not there. Sighing softly..mumbling something like 'pabo' before sinking his teeth into the bread again..with his head hung low..
He slowly closes his distance and reach out to hand a bottle of water to the kid. Raising his head, the confused puppy-look turned into fear..looking terrified and in one glance Hyukjae could tell this isn’t what he wanted, at all. They had something in common and the terrified kid infront of him makes him want to protect him. “Why are you alone?"voice softening when he looked into the light brown orbs.
"Are you still in pain? I'm sorry for what I did to you..Dong.. -” he searches his mind for the last syllable but is at a lost. Donghae's eye flicked for a second, confused, before shifting his gaze to his bread nervously. “
Hae.” Donghae finishes. “I” He stutters, and Hyukjae gazes at him with slight amusement. He was like a kicked puppy. “I’m not going to hit you..i’m really very sorry.”Hyukjae gave him a gummy smile.
“I..I find you guys kind of intimidating.” DongHae finally admits, hugging his bag tightly. “Especially you.” he adds, but quickly regretting it. He guesses that isn’t the sort of thing you’re supposed to say when someone’s trying to be kind? to you..
Hyukjae laughs instead and pats Donghae fondly(slighty?) on the head.
“Well” Eunhyuk thought for a moment.. “um...nevermind..” he bites his lip, hesitating on what to say. “You know, I don’t hate you though..im just.. scared for you..I don’t really know why..”
Donghae manages to let out before Eunhyuk walks away. Hyukjae smiles. Donghae is so cute and naïve. He had pretty much won him over and it hadn’t even been more than ten minutes.
---- Heechul Side..
The following days, Heechul kept thinking about Kibum's words. He actually didn't even want to, but the words kept recalling in his head. 'Hyung! Please..Im really in love with him..i..' It seemed too unreal to him. He'd betrayed Eunhyuk and left him alone totally wrecked, why would he betray him if he loved him?
Suddenly, his phone rang. Heechul picked up and saw that it was a call from his lover. How did that guy even dare to call him when he is cracking his head, figuring out a solution to his cousin and Eunhyuk's relationship? thought the almighty Heechul. Not that he had already though of an idea, but still..
" Yeah?", he growled into his phone. "Hey, chullie ! Sorry, I can't come over today because I just met... someone. an old school friend~Yeah. you know what I mean. Haha, not that you actually care what I do in my free time but I just wanted to tell you because you might get angry when I don't come over today without telling you. So bye! ",Hangeng blabbered into the phone in an unbelievable fast pace(with some weird Korean accent) and hung up without letting Heechul say anything.
The older male actually wanted to say something but didn't get the chance to. Cursing under his breath..he threw the phone on his bed and went to grab something for breakfast. -
--- Kyuhyun POV (Side)~
"A night out with Sungmin-hyung, i wonder how this is going to turn out?" he asked himself as he turned back to face his precious computer."It might be fun~"He said..smirking to his reflection on the screen and text a reply.
4.15pm_
Sender: Unknown No.
Reciever: GameKyu
>Kyuuu! Guess who I am! I missed playing starcraft with u till midnight~ I'm back in Seoul lets hang out late today!! I miss my Mr. Snuggles! How could you take it without my permission-at least tell me you're taking before I'm off to Japan! I can't sleep becos of you! EVIL** <
4.23pm
Sender: GameKyu
Reciever: KyuProperty-M?
>Minnie! Lets play starcraft today!I bet your skills are just as lousy as yesung's~~keke..Hang out? sure!any time will do..where should we meet? **oh..i have thrown your ugly plushie..one of its ears had been riped off by Yesung Ddangkkoma. =P<
Kyuhyun laughed his famous evil laugh and reach out to take the bunny plushie..burying his nose into the bunny's pink fur, taking in the familiar scent of strawberries that calmed his senses.
"Let me win all this components today..Aish~why are all this opponents so slow... idiot..and even with such lousy skills~~~"He frowned..as his hand starts moving the mouse around at an amazing speed..tap..tap..click..tapp..click click~
----------- Unknown?-Min's nightmare
"Don't! Please don't do this!" came the cries of the child.
"Shut up! Do you want the neighbors to hear?" snapped the gruff voice of a man.
The boy shook his head as he struggled against the ropes that bound his arms to his bed.
"Please! I won't break anything again, I promise. Just don't do this please!" he begged.
"Promises, promises? That's all you people can think about! If it wasn't for my wife's promise to your mother, I wouldn't have to resort to this!" growled the man as he grabbed a roll of duct tape, cut off a piece and stuck over the boy's mouth, muffling his voice.
"Mmmmm!" came his muffled screams as his pants were yanked off and thrown somewhere in the dark room. He tried to kick the man away from him, but his weak legs ended up being tied together, leaving him with no escape.
"Mmmm mmmm! mmmm!!!" he screamed, earning him a slap across the face. Tears starts forming in his single lid eyes, threatening to fall.
"Pipe down! You slut! The faster you stop struggling, the sooner we can get this over with!" snapped the man as he began to unbuckle his belt. The boy knew he couldn't escape the man's clutches anymore, so he closed his eyes, letting his tears fall, stinging the red spot on his cheek when he had been slapped, trying to imagine himself somewhere else, anywhere, as long as he was away from...this monster.
As he tried to forget.. he felt a cool rush of air run down his legs, the last article of clothing covering him from the waist down are now removed, something heavy was holding his thrashing legs down. He screamed in his head, as he felt a seering pain enter his body.
The pain of being violated, of someone entering him against his will.
The pain of his punishment for entering the man's life.
The pain of losing everything dear to him..
Just like how his father left his mum and him..
and later..his mum too..
left
---- Sungmin side
"Ahhh!" screamed Sungmin as he woke up, gasping for air, sweat dripping down his neck. He pulled his knees up to his chest; resting his head on them to calm his heart and mind.
It was just a dream, just a dream, he told himself. He reach out to grabbed his favorite bunny plushie, a routine when he had a nightmare.. but it wasn't there..
"Isn't that right Mr. Snuggles, it was only a dream right?" he asked, after realizing that his bunny wasn't here. Sobbing he buried his head in the pillows..
"That's right, it was a dream," he told himself again and again. More like a memory, or nightmare, since I already lived through it, he thought. It have been quite sometime for him to have a nightmare of his mum's friend's husband.
Sungmin looked over to his clock, where the time read 7.25pm. Maybe he can ask Kyuhyun out now, since he needs company. He thought hoping Kyuhyun wouldn't be angry for getting disturbed (as he knows that kyuhyun has a habit of playing starcraft between 4pm-7+pm and from 10 till midnight!)
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A/N: I just watched the Superman MV when i wrote this. And my heart is still crying. I was so excited to see it and when I finally did, I was a bit surprised to see that it is far from what I've expected it. It is beautiful and touching and everything else.. Super Junior. This is Super Junior's last MV.... for now.
And it reminded me a lot of their Miracle MV. Have you noticed how the common thing in both MVs is that there are scenes of their different performances in it? And how in those MVs, ELF has played a huge part?
In Superman, you see scenes of the boys performing over seas of sapphire blue; holding out their hands to their fans; being showered with all their love. It's a video of them performing on different stages on different parts of the world. Superman is a video about Super Junior and ELF. It looks like a fanvid, yes.
It looks like a video made by fans but just like what Eunhae said in their twitter, its interesting. I don't know about the others but I feel like their last video is dedicated to us. ...their final gift~ suju13+2-ELFs forever
OH BTW~
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