Midnight Fantasy [One-Shot]
Author: kyumin86eunhae
Genre: Angst, Romance, Fluff
Pairings: Kyumin, broken!Hyukmin, broken!Haemin, hints of Haehyuk
Rating: R
Warnings: Just plain fail. All of this.
Summary: It all started with a bet or How to fall in love with a sleeping angel.
"Hi.", Sungmin got surprised by someone who suddenly sat down next to him. He was sitting in a bar and staring intensely at his cocktail glass in front of him. He was actually to young to drink alcohol but neither he nor the barkeeper cared about it. Plus, he really needed some distraction right, because even though it had happened two weeks ago, it was still hurting him. Again. What did he even do to deserve such a treatment? And now, someone really dared to speak to him.
When he tried to ignore the person next to him, his cocktail glass suddenly disappeared.
"Nnghh.", he murmured, not quite sober anymore and finally turned to the person next to him. It didn't really lightened up his mood.
"You. I know you.", Sungmin growled and took his glass back from the person who had taken it.
"I hope you do.", the guy grinned cockily. He was really handsome but Sungmin couldn't have care less.
"You are Hyukjae's friend."
"And I already hoped that I would be more than just Lee Hyukjae's friend.", the other man sighed in exaggerated desperation.
"You are not funny."
"Would you go out with me?", the guy asked and Sungmin let out a scoffed laugh.
"I'd rather die."
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"Seems like the point had come.", Eunhyuk grinned and crossed his arms. Kyuhyun rolled his eyes.
"I can do it."
"You can't. Sungmin is not that stupid."
"Mmmhhh..."
Lee Hyukjae was the most popular brat in SM high school, hence he had a bunch of friends. But most of the popular people nowadays are assholes who don't have any conscience when it came to their own good.
A few months ago, he was bored and invented a new game; and Lee Sungmin became the unlucky victim of that game. There was no specific reason for picking Sungmin as their toy. It was just bad luck. Because Lee Hyukjae didn't care about other people feelings.
Eunhyuk had started the game the moment he bumped into Sungmin on the hallway, purposely of course. He had apologised with a fake blush and so they got to know each other.
And while he and Sungmin got closer and closer, he made a bet with friends at the same time. How long would he need to get into Sungmin's pants? And Donghae had won the bet with two weeks while Eunhyuk had overestimated himself with his three days bet. And Sungmin was dropped after those two weeks, of course. Eunhyuk had told him that he had never been interested in him and that it was a bet. Sungmin hadn't said any word and had just left.
One week later, Donghae had crossed Sungmin's way and this time, he had to change his method of course. It was a bet, again. And Donghae managed to make Sungmin believe that he had been jealous on Eunhyuk for spending time with Sungmin and that he really hated his best friend to hurt Sungmin like that.
Donghae was more than welcomed In that situation when Sungmin was broken and really needed someone. Sungmin wasn't exactly the most outcoming person on this world and so his friends were reduced on a certain Donghee who would spend his time with his girlfriend the whole time anyway and Ryeowook, who was busy in his own world the whole though he really tried his best to be a good friend.
And then Donghae came and Sungmin was happy to have someone who could understand him and help him out of his depression about being used as some toy shit. Little did he know that Donghae was actually the one initialising the whole game and that was also how it ended. It lasted one and a half week until Sungmin was alone again, the night before had settled his fate. This time, Kyuhyun had won the bet and was the next one.
But all of them knew that Sungmin wasn't a fool and that it would be extremely difficult to get his trust again. More like impossible. Kyuhyun wasn't the type of guy who would give up that easily so he really tried his best.
"We won't even try it?", Kyuhyun had tried it on Sungmin again, but it had always been a hopeless game since Donghae had tricked him.
"What exactly is wrong with you guys? I said no, didn't I. Is it really that funny to make a fool of me?", Sungmin growled and left the bar. Kyuhyun narrowed his brows. He never had any problems with settling dates. Everyone he knew was practically begging for it and here he was, presenting the date on a silver tablet and Sungmin really dared to reject him.
"Ryeowook.", Sungmin whispered quietly to his friend who was sitting next to him in the cafeteria the day after. Luckily, it were one of those moments where Ryeowook was not too busy, so he smiled and turned to his friend.
"What is it, Minnie?"
"Kyuhyun asked me to go out with him." Ryeowook shut his eyes.
"No, he didn't.", the younger growled in anger.
"He did.", Sungmin sighed and looked at his food.
"Sungmin, I'm sorry that I couldn't be the friend I actually had to be, but this is definitely going too far.", he said madly and stood up, walking up to Eunhyuk's table.
"Are you Lee Hyukjae?", he asked and despite his missing height he seemed like six feet from his attitude.
"Who is asking?"
"I am. I don't know what sick games you all are playing, but leave Sungmin out of it. He didn't deserve it, he never did any harm to you, did he?", the little boy with the high cheek bones almost shouted but Eunhyuk just grinned.
"Dear whoever-you-are, this is my game and absolutely none of your business. If Sungmin has any problem with it, he should say it himself and not being a coward for gods sake. Now excuse me, I'm trying to eat."
Ryeowook's lower lip began to tremble as he stumbled backto his table. That was not how he expected it.
"Man, I'm so fucking sorry. I wish I could beat them up or something like that."
"It's okay, Wookie. All I have to do is reject him and he will give up.", Sungmin forced a smile. If he had the steel hard patience for that. Because there was a little problem.
He had a crush on Kyuhyun for already 2 years.
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When Sungmin was on his way home, he piped a little song, just like he often did it. He didn't live that far away from school, so he would always walk by feet.
"Could you please tell me why?", Kyuhyun had appeared next to him all of sudden.
Sungmin bit down on his lip, drowning a bit blood. What was that mindfucking game? Why was it him? What did he do to deserve this humiliation over and over again? He felt tears coming into his eyes. It was just not fair.
"Is it fun? To see me suffering, I mean. You know why. I really liked Hyukjae after those two weeks and it was even my first kiss and my first time he had stolen. I have no fucking clue why I'm telling you this, but please leave me alone. I just don't want to end up even worse than I already am."
"What if I say that I really like you?" Kyuhyun had bet 3 weeks. He didn't want to lose 50 bucks again. Not that he cared, he was rich enough anyway, but it was about his pride.
And Sungmin would have given so much to believe what Kyuhyun was saying, that his crush was really liking him back, but it was just so obvious that he just wanted to punch the other's face.
"Just leave me alone." His voice was already trembling. He felt so bad. He wanted to vomit or something like that. Why was it him?
Kyuhyun rolled his eyes. If he would lose his 50 bucks because of Sungmin... It wouldn't add any sympathy points to him, definitely not.
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"I hate you two for smashing him down like that. Look at the poor guy, he is totally down."
"As if you would actually care. You are just angry because you are going to lose your 50 bucks.", Donghae grinned.
"True." No need to hide it.
"Well... If you really need a week more... I think we can do something about it and even helping you with your task.", Eunhyuk sing-songed and Kyuhyun immediately looked at him.
"What is it?" Right now, he would do everything to save his pride.
"Hmmm... Break into his house."
"What?", Kyuhyun gasped. "I have to do what?"
"Are you deaf, Kyu? Break into his house. He practically lives alone, his parents are always on business trips in other countries and his brother has a scholarship abroad. Plus, you can find out what interests he has so it's easier to get him. Isn't that great?"
If Kyuhyun wouldn't have known him that well, he would have almost believed that Eunhyuk really found it great.
"Can't you two just tell me what he likes?" Donghae shook his head and made a disappointed noise.
"Oh, Kyu. Of course not! Where would be the whole fun if we tell you what Sungminnie likes?"
Kyuhyun sighed. What men do to keep their pride.
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Kyuhyun really hoped that Eunhyuk hadn't kid him and that Sungmin's parents were really abroad when he stood in front of Sungmin's house. He was lucky that he didn't have to break in because he had seen Sungmin putting the keys under the footmat in front the door. He took the keys and opened the door and really, even though it was only 10 pm, everything was dark inside of the house and Kyuhyun couldn't see any sign of life in it. It was like nobody was home and he slowly made his way upstairs, always careful not to make a noise.
Kyuhyun hoped that Sungmin would snore, so he could hear it and doesn't have to look through all the rooms, but no, not a noise was heard. He started at at the first room in the hallway. It was a bathroom and right when Kyuhyun entered it, a sweet scent attacked him. If Sungmin was really the only one living in that house, it had to be his scent. He had never got that close to Sungmin and was surprised that Sungmin smelled so... nice. Everything was clean and neat, unlike his own bath room that was a mess, just like the bathroom of a 17-year old teen was actually supposed to be.
The next room was Sungmin's room. Kyuhyun was lucky that it was already the second room in the floor. He entered the room that was absolutely silent. Sungmin was obviously asleep and Kyuhyun could see the even movements of the blanket on Sungmin's body that was turned to the wall. He trippled over to the bed and looked at Sungmin's sleeping face, making sure that he was really asleep.
Sungmin looked calm and contented in his sleep, his lips were curved into a slight smile but Kyuhyun only had to blink once to see what had happened. Sungmin's eyes were swollen and red, his milky white cheeks tracked with dried tears. Kyuhyun bit his lip. Sungmin had been crying before he had fallen asleep. A lot.
But still, Sungmin looked so calm in his sleep. His pouty lips were slightly parted but no snore escaped from them. His long lashes were resting on his soft, milky white cheeks and his perfect shaped nose was slightly moving everytime Sungmin breathed in and out. Damn, what was that guy beautiful., Kyuhyun thought with an inner gasp. He had never really looked at Sungmin and now, in his sleep, he looked like an angel. But Kyuhyun wasn't here to flail over Sungmin's face, but to look for things that could help him.
So he ripped his glance away from Sungmin and looked around. He could see a guitar, so Sungmin was obviously interested in music. And so was he, Kyuhyun thought in triumph. He glanced over to Sungmin's bed from time to time, hoping that he wouldn't wake up. But Sungmin seemed to sleep like a rock, so Kyuhyun didn't worry.
That was when he saw something under Sungmin's pillow. Something pink. Well, he already knew that Sungmin was a pink addict. But it looked like a note book. His diary? That would be something really helpful to Kyuhyun.
He lurked to the bed and bent down to the pillow and came so close to Sungmin's face that he was afraid that his own breathe might wake him up. And yes, it was Sungmin who smelled like a little piece of heaven. Kyuhyun really wondered if Sungmin was an angel, naive, nice and even his look and smell was angelic.
Kyuhyun let his hand slip under the pillow when Sungmin let out a little moan in his sleep. Kyuhyun freezed in his movements. But Sungmin just seemed to have a dream as his face already relaxed the next second and Kyuhyun exhaled in relief. He pulled out the note book, as slowly as possible, and luckily, Sungmin didn't move again.
"Phew.", Kyuhyun whispered to himself. He looked at the note book. It really was a diary. Perfect. Now he could get to know everything he wanted to know about his... victim. He opened the note book and was surprised not to see any hearts or stars or little cute bunnies. Seemed like Sungmin wasn't as girly as he had thought, what had he thought anyway? Only because he liked pink?
Dear Diary,
I already told you many times that I'm often sad because Wookie doesn't have time for me, right? Well, recently I've been a reallly happy person because I met Hyukkie! Haha, now that I think about it, I remember that I told you that I actually don't like him because he is popular and gives a fuck about other people... But we got along really well recently and he is very nice! And not only nice, like polite and such, but like... really nice! I think I like him a lot... And I trust him. Hadn't happened for quite a while now. Mom and dad had promised me so many things but they never could hold their promises. But since Hyukjae came, I have the hope that there are really people who like and care about me! He really makes me happy, so I hope that our friendship will last long!
Sincerely, Sungmin~
Dear Diary,
Today, Hyukkie confessed to me and I realised that I like him too. He had smiled so cutely and kissed me then ~ I was so happy! I think that the last two weeks were one of the happiest in my life! We laughed together and he did so much for me, things I've never experienced! I think that Hyuk really makes me happy and even though it had been only two weeks, I sincerely adore him and never want to lose him...
Love, Sungmin ~
Kyuhyun suddenly felt sorry for Sungmin. Sungmin, who had liked Eunhyuk so much but was disappointed. And not only disappointed, but also broken. He looked at Sungmin, who had pulled a face in his sleep. It looked like he wanted to cry but couldn't. Maybe he had cried too much already. A single tear rolled down his flawless cheek and Kyuhyun didn't want to stay at that house any longer. There was an atmosphere that was surpressing him, making him sad and he neither wanted to read in that diary anymore.
He looked at Sungmin for a last time and decided to take a picture. To prove that he really had been in his house, of course. He really hoped that the tears weren't visible in the picture because he didn't want anyone to see Sungmin like that. There was no specific reason, it just felt so wrong. Kyuhyun let his cell phone snapping out and two seconds later, a picture was taken. He was lucky that Sungmin didn't have a light sleep.
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"Did you manage to do it?", Eunhyuk said. Kyuhyun didn't look at him.
"Yeah.", he said nonchalantely and took out his phone. Eunhyuk gave it a quick look and smiled satisfiedly.
"Oh yes, that's my Sungmin when he sleeps! Well done.", he mocked and laughed at his own joke, causing Donghae to join his laughter.
"Yeah. Whatever.", Kyuhyun murmured. He didn't find Eunhyuk's joke funny at all.
"What's wrong, bro? Pms-ing?", Donghae grinned.
"Haha. You two are just so funny again.", Kyuhyun replied and looked around the cafeteria, just to distract himself from those obviously stupid retards next to him. It was okay, they were used to his moods. He spotted Sungmin, sitting on his table all alone. He had seen how Shindong had left with his cell, typing SMS furiously. He had also seen how Ryeowook had left after some freshman had asked him something and dragging him along. And now, Sungmin was left on the big, empty table, an emotionless face and Kyuhyun just couldn't stop staring at him. Sungmin looked so vulnerable and Kyuhyun knew that he would only cry alone, but right in that moment, Sungmin really had to try his best.
"Be right back.", he said to Donghae and Eunhyuk who were discussing about something uninteresting right now.
"Uh-huh, he's taking that bet serious?", Eunhyuk wondered and raised an eye brow.
"Haha, that's the right attitude! Fighting, Kyu!", Donghae grinned and Kyuhyun just rolled his eyes again. He had already stopped counting how many times he had done it because of Donghae and Eunhyuk. Sometimes he really wondered how he could be befriended with them.
"Hey.", he said and dropped his butt on the chair next to Sungmin.
"Go away.", Sungmin said weakly.
"I won't."
Sungmin didn't reply, but stood up and went out of the cafeteria. Kyuhyun frowned and went back to his table.
"Haha. You fucked up. Loser.", Eunhyuk laughed after watching the whole situation. "What the heck did you say to him?"
"None of your business."
That incidence really left Kyuhyun clueless. How would he be able to talk to Sungmin if he would never get the chance to say more than three words? Kyuhyun knew that it was wrong, but the only answer seemd to be in Sungmin's diary. He really thought that the fear of being hurt was not the reason. If Sungmin already knew about Kyuhyun's intentions, he shouldn't fear anything, right? So why was he too cautious?
Sungmin's room was just like the night before and Sungmin was just laying in his bed like the night before. Even this time, Kyuhyun could see the tears on his face and he somehow really felt bad. It was so early but Sungmin was already asleep. He didn't have anything to do, being all alone at home, which might be the reason for him for going to sleep that early. He is still so beautiful., Kyuhyun noticed and let his hand slip under the pillow again. The diary was still there and Sungmin still slept like a rock.
Dear diary,
I told you about Eunhyuk's confession yesterday. The hour after was wonderful... we had sex. It was my first time and he was really gentle and geez, you can't believe how happy I'd been after that. We woke up together and then... everything was smashed down. He had grinned at me, saying that all was just a bet and that he never liked me. Oh thank you god. I trusted him, you know? I've been crying the whole day, I was not at school... Mom and dad already don't have time for me... I never had the feeling of being loved... and once it came, it was already gone the next day. God, I just want to die.
Kyuhyun bit his lower lip. He knew that it was wrong to read this. Those were Sungmin's deepest feelings and he was invading his most secret thoughts with his damn curiousity, only to win a fucking bet. His stomache ached. He really felt bad and even though he wanted to know the reason why Sungmin would always avoid him that badly, he just felt plain bad and wanted to go home. Going home.
And leaving Sungmin alone in this big house.
Of course, what else? It's not the time to be a nice guy. It's not like he's noticing you, Kyuhyun. He doesn't care! He's asleep! Plus, he had survived this for such a long time already. It's not like you can change anything.
So Kyuhyun left Sungmin's house. But it was giving him headache.
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Dear Diary,
Today, I cried a lot again. I still can't believe that he was doing this to me. Am I really that hateable? I even hate myself.
Kyuhyun couldn't stop it. It had been one week already and Sungmin's diary was like a book he so wanted to read but didn't want to at the same time. It was catching him, in his dreams and in his thoughts. He was aching to read it and already waited at 9 PM in front of Sungmin's house, hoping that the lights would finally turn off. It became a ritual, he would go into Sungmin's room, which was as familiar as his own room now, he would stare at Sungmin's beautiful face again, that had always cried before he had fell asleep and then he would read the next page of his diary.
After the fourth day, he felt really bad about leaving Sungmin alone in that big, dark house. He had somehow developed a relationship to that boy, without ever having talked to him, but after reading his deepest thoughts and feelings, he just felt pure sympathy for him. He would always sit there for a while and because Kyuhyun never wanted to read more than just one page a day, he just looked at Sungmin in his sleep. Still like a resting angel, so beautiful but so vulnerable.
Dear Diary,
Today, I had maths. I know, so interesting. But... Donghae started to talk to me. Not in maths, there was just Kyuhyun again. You and I both know that I have some kind of crush on him, but it's more like an 'Oh-god-so-handsome'-crush, or else I could never have developed any feelings for Hyukjae. So, I started with maths to tell you about Kyuhyun, nothing more... he is just in my math class^^ I often feel a bit better after seeing him... Back to Donghae? I don't have a good feeling about him. He is Hyukjae's friend, you know.
Love, Sungmin
Kyuhyun's lips suddenly curved into a little smile. That would explain a few things if Sungmin really had a crush on him. He was just afraid of getting too close to him which was more than just possible if he already had a crush on him. Kyuhyun had thought that he would feel disgusted when he had finally managed to get Sngmin liking him, which was the point of the bet, but no. He just found it plain cute. And That was even a diary entry where Sungmin had his sign again. His cute autograph with the star. After all those depressing entries because of Eunhyuk. Kyuhyun's mood lightened after he had read the entry. Because Sungmin was a bit happier here.
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Only two more weeks. Until his bet was over. Actually, he had all the time he needed, but he really wanted to win that bet. And today, he was standing in front of Sungmin's house and it was not 10 pm. Kyuhyun had realised that he had to hurry up and no matter how much he enjoyed to get close to Sungmin in his very own, specific way, he had never forgotten the bet.
Sungmin opened the door and his face, that was already so familiar to Kyuhyun that he was dreaming of it in the night, brightened for the split of a second until it returned to his sad, sorrowful eyes again. Kyuhyun looked at the ground. His heart was slightly aching. That was not his angel Sungmin he would see in the night and his face looked like there had never been those little smiles he had when he was dreaming. This face was trying to be emotionless but Kyuhyun already knew it too well, he saw the sadness and he hated himself for not being able to change it.
"Hi."
"What are you doing here?"
"Uhhm... just visiting you."
"Why?" Kyuhyun wanted to smack himself when he saw almost invisible tears forming in Sungmin's eyes. Kyuhyun had read the entries where Donghae had left him, just like Eunhyuk did, just dropping him like a useless piece of shit. And he read the entries where Sungmin had been standing in the kitchen, the knife in his hand, where he had been standing on the opened window, one foot already on the window sill, where Sungmin had written how he felt hatred by everyone and useless, how not even his friends had time for him and how they couldn't help him or not even tried to. Sungmin's feelings were so familiar to Kyuhyun, too familiar and everytime he went home, he felt like crying. He really wanted to get Sungmin out of that sorrow.
Sungmin liked him and it was hurting him so much that Kyuhyun was only playing with him, Kyuhyun had read that entry too. He would always avoid Kyuhyun because his heart was already left as a piece of trash that was only held by some stripes of sticky tape.
"Just because. I wanted to see you."
"Goodbye." It was meant to be a goodbye forever.
"See you tomorrow." And Kyuhyun just ignored it.
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Kyuhyun was in love with Sungmin. Without ever having talked more than 5 words to him. He realised it that night, when he was sitting in Sungmin's room again. His sleeping angel hadn't been crying today. His cheeks were just white, no tears were glittering and when Kyuhyun felt his heart skipping a beat from happiness, he knew it. He felt every pain Sungmin had felt, not as hard as Sungmin did, but still. And now, that he felt the joy over Sungmin's decrease of sadness, he knew that he loved Sungmin.
"I love you.", he whispered into the darkness. He wanted Sungmin to hear it. Sungmin just had to know that there was someone who really loved him, sincerely and with his full heart. And it was not a bet for Kyuhyun anymore. He wanted Sungmin to love him back because he wanted him to be happy and having someone he can really trust in. Kyuhyun was leaning on Sungmin's bed, he already knew what would bother Sungmin when he was asleep and what wouldn't. His face was so close to his angel's sleeping face... Kyuhyun was already calling Sungmin his little angel.
The angel he was waiting for every night, sometimes it would be his sleeping angel, his crying angel, his sad angel... he wished to call him his laughing angel, his smiling angel, his happy angel... but he couldn't. No matter how much he wished to.
His beautiful angel.
Kyuhyun leaned closer and kissed Sungmin's slightly parted lips. And hoped that he wouldn't wake up from that kiss. His beautiful sleeping angel.
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"What are you doing here again?", Sungmin asked. Kyuhyun noticed that he didn't look sad, but afraid. His scared angel.
"I wanted to see you."
"How many times do I have to turn you down until you give up?", Sungmin said with a trembling voice. "I don't want to get hurted... don't you understand it?", he added with a whisper. Kyuhyun wanted to cry. His angel was desperated and he hated it.
"I understand it. But I will never leave you." Kyuhyun just loved him too much.
Because no matter what I say, he always finds his way. It's like I'm shutting the door... and he comes through the window....
A cat you leave on the street... but it will always find it's way home.
He wants to be the last who stands.
How does he keep on landing on his feet?
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"How's the bet going?", Eunhyuk grinned. Kyuhyun stared at him.
"Good."
"Only one more week~", Donghae sing-songed.
"Yeah." Silence.
"What's wrong? You've been so quiet recently...", Eunhyuk wondered. Kyuhyun felt blood rushing up his head. He stood up, took his stuff and sat down on the next table.
And everyone in the cafeteria knew what it meant.
"He didn't just break up with us?", Donghae gasped. Eunhyuk shrugged.
"Won't save you from that bet, Kyu!"
"I never intended on ending that bet. Don't worry.", Kyuhyun growled. Too bad that he had ever been friends with those assholes.
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But he had never met his angel if he hadn't hung around with them, he told himself at night. He grinned when he saw that Sungmin was smiling in his sleep tonight. It made him so happy. He wondered what Sungmin was dreaming about. Kyuhyun was done with Sungmin's diary since the latter had only written major events in it and not every day of his life. It had become a habit to him in the last week to kiss Sungmin before he would leave and once, Sungmin had smiled after the kiss, causing Kyuhyun's heart to skip a bit from joy.
Even if it was only a smile in his sleep, something that was unreal, it was more than enough for Kyuhyun. And just like today, when only 2 days were left until he would lose his bet, the smile was much more important for him than anything else on this world. The bet was not important anymore, everything Kyuhyun wanted to see was his angel smiling.
He wiped some distracting hair from Sungmin's forehead, kissed his lips which he loved like nothing else on this world and left the room.
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Today was the last day. Kyuhyun knew that he would lose. But at least he didn't hurt Sungmin, he told himself. He was contented because 50 bucks were nothing compared to the love he felt for Sungmin.
"I love youuu~", he sing-songed quietly into the room. He knew that it was quiet enough and Sungmin wouldn't wake up. His sleeping angel was just as beautiful as always again and Kyuhyun giggled from joy.
"The bet it over tomorrow, isn't it?", a soft, weak voice suddenly spoke up. Kyuhyun freezed in his position next to Sungmin's bed.
"Su-sungmin?", he gasped.
"Yeah, I'm awake. Actually I've been awake everyday since you've kissed me.", Sungmin whispered.
"Oh." Kyuhyun was still in shock.
"Your bet."
"What's with my bet?"
Sungmin sighed. "You won."
Kyuhyun blinked. "What?"
"I really tried my best. And I hate you for it. But I love you. I don't want you to lose your bet. If you need to fuck me to win your stupid bet, just do it. As long as it makes you happy."
Kyuhyun felt like dying. What Sungmin just said made him so unbelievable happy and sad at the same time. Sungmin didn't get that Kyuhyun loved him so much, more like everything else on this world. It hurted Kyuhyun because he didn't want anything more than Sungmin knowing that there was something who loved him. That he was such a precious person. That he would destroy his whole life if he would die.
But still. Sungmin loved him back and that was making him dizzy from happiness.
"I will never fuck you. And even less if it's for that stupid bet." Sungmin turned his head to him. "All I want to do is make love to you. Sungmin, do you actually know that I've been here from the first day of that bet? That stupid bet? I don't want to win it if it means to hurt you. I know that it will hurt you if I just fuck you and leave, no matter how much I loved you in the moment we fucked. I don't want to make love to you because of that bet. But because I fucking sincerely love you."
Sungmin shook his head. He had blushed so hard. And it was so adorable in Kyuhyun's eyes. His adorable angel.
"Kyuhyun... Please don't hurt me. Really. I beg you. Just do it and leave then. I won't have to make myself any stupid hopes if you just do it and leave then. You will win your bet and I won't be hurted too much."
Kyuhyun crawled on Sungmin's top, his hands on each side of Sungmin's shoulder.
"Really. Tell me what I have to do until you believe me that I love you? If you want, I can sign a contract. Or you can tie me up or whatever."
"Kyuhyun, you know that this is ridiculous. I won't believe you."
"You won't believe me? So why am I kissing you when I think that you are asleep? Why am I confessing to you every day when I think that you are asleep? Does it make any sense to throw all my feelings away for a person who can't hear me anyway? I fucking love you, I would die for you, I would kill anyone who hurts you and if you don't believe me, I'll kill myself. I read your diary and I know that you think that you are worthless and hatred and that is the reason why I want you to know that I love you. I bet your parents and your brother love you too. I want you to know that there are people who love you. I love you. I just fucking love you."
Kyuhyun felt tears in his eye corner and he could see tears flowing down Sungmin's face. The latter didn't seem to be bothered by the fact that Kyuhyun had read his diary, because he realised that Kyuhyun really loved him. Like he loved him.
"You love me? You won't leave me after this is over? You really love me?", he whispered, just because he wanted to hear it again. Kyuhyun chuckled.
"If you really like to hear it over and over again, yes. I love you, my sleeping angel."
And his lips just fitted perfectly on Sungmin's.
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Kyuhyun would have never hurted him. Sungmin was so fragile and tender and Kyuhyun had never thought that sex could give him so much pleasure. Sungmin hands all over his body, Sungmin's tight heat around him, Sungmin's lips on his own. It was so perfect that Kyuhyun wondered if it was a dream. He could feel that Sungmin really loved him but what made Kyuhyun much happier was the fact that he could show Sungmin how much he loved him.
And the moment he came was like pure heaven to him, his whole mind went blank and everything he felt was Sungmin around him, coming at the same time as him. It was a million times better than Kyuhyun had ever dreamed or thought of and if he could have loved Sungmin even more, he would have.
Sungmin had never been that happy in his whole life. Both were laying on his bed now and Kyuhyun couldn't do else but kiss his love over and over the whole time. His cheeks, his nose, his forehead and his lips of course.
"What did I do to deserve this?", Sungmin whispered and looked at Kyuhyun with big eyes. Kyuhyun bit his lower lip and his eyes got teary from happiness when he saw that the sadness was gone. "Kyu, why are you crying?", Sungmin continued in worry.
"You called me Kyu.", Kyuhyun just answered and kissed his lips again. His hands were cupping Sungmin's cheeks and he just loved his taste.
"Uhm... okay." Sungmin was confused but it didn't make him less happy. And when Kyuhyun's face was in his neck crotch, inhaling his sweet scent, he dared to ask a last time.
"And you will never leave me?"
"For the last time: No. Never. God would be really mad if I would leave a sleeping angel alone."
A/N: Let's say... I don't hate this xD enough? Hahahaha longest one-shot I've ever written ;)
Genre: Angst, Romance, Fluff
Pairings: Kyumin, broken!Hyukmin, broken!Haemin, hints of Haehyuk
Rating: R
Warnings: Just plain fail. All of this.
Summary: It all started with a bet or How to fall in love with a sleeping angel.
"Hi.", Sungmin got surprised by someone who suddenly sat down next to him. He was sitting in a bar and staring intensely at his cocktail glass in front of him. He was actually to young to drink alcohol but neither he nor the barkeeper cared about it. Plus, he really needed some distraction right, because even though it had happened two weeks ago, it was still hurting him. Again. What did he even do to deserve such a treatment? And now, someone really dared to speak to him.
When he tried to ignore the person next to him, his cocktail glass suddenly disappeared.
"Nnghh.", he murmured, not quite sober anymore and finally turned to the person next to him. It didn't really lightened up his mood.
"You. I know you.", Sungmin growled and took his glass back from the person who had taken it.
"I hope you do.", the guy grinned cockily. He was really handsome but Sungmin couldn't have care less.
"You are Hyukjae's friend."
"And I already hoped that I would be more than just Lee Hyukjae's friend.", the other man sighed in exaggerated desperation.
"You are not funny."
"Would you go out with me?", the guy asked and Sungmin let out a scoffed laugh.
"I'd rather die."
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"Seems like the point had come.", Eunhyuk grinned and crossed his arms. Kyuhyun rolled his eyes.
"I can do it."
"You can't. Sungmin is not that stupid."
"Mmmhhh..."
Lee Hyukjae was the most popular brat in SM high school, hence he had a bunch of friends. But most of the popular people nowadays are assholes who don't have any conscience when it came to their own good.
A few months ago, he was bored and invented a new game; and Lee Sungmin became the unlucky victim of that game. There was no specific reason for picking Sungmin as their toy. It was just bad luck. Because Lee Hyukjae didn't care about other people feelings.
Eunhyuk had started the game the moment he bumped into Sungmin on the hallway, purposely of course. He had apologised with a fake blush and so they got to know each other.
And while he and Sungmin got closer and closer, he made a bet with friends at the same time. How long would he need to get into Sungmin's pants? And Donghae had won the bet with two weeks while Eunhyuk had overestimated himself with his three days bet. And Sungmin was dropped after those two weeks, of course. Eunhyuk had told him that he had never been interested in him and that it was a bet. Sungmin hadn't said any word and had just left.
One week later, Donghae had crossed Sungmin's way and this time, he had to change his method of course. It was a bet, again. And Donghae managed to make Sungmin believe that he had been jealous on Eunhyuk for spending time with Sungmin and that he really hated his best friend to hurt Sungmin like that.
Donghae was more than welcomed In that situation when Sungmin was broken and really needed someone. Sungmin wasn't exactly the most outcoming person on this world and so his friends were reduced on a certain Donghee who would spend his time with his girlfriend the whole time anyway and Ryeowook, who was busy in his own world the whole though he really tried his best to be a good friend.
And then Donghae came and Sungmin was happy to have someone who could understand him and help him out of his depression about being used as some toy shit. Little did he know that Donghae was actually the one initialising the whole game and that was also how it ended. It lasted one and a half week until Sungmin was alone again, the night before had settled his fate. This time, Kyuhyun had won the bet and was the next one.
But all of them knew that Sungmin wasn't a fool and that it would be extremely difficult to get his trust again. More like impossible. Kyuhyun wasn't the type of guy who would give up that easily so he really tried his best.
"We won't even try it?", Kyuhyun had tried it on Sungmin again, but it had always been a hopeless game since Donghae had tricked him.
"What exactly is wrong with you guys? I said no, didn't I. Is it really that funny to make a fool of me?", Sungmin growled and left the bar. Kyuhyun narrowed his brows. He never had any problems with settling dates. Everyone he knew was practically begging for it and here he was, presenting the date on a silver tablet and Sungmin really dared to reject him.
"Ryeowook.", Sungmin whispered quietly to his friend who was sitting next to him in the cafeteria the day after. Luckily, it were one of those moments where Ryeowook was not too busy, so he smiled and turned to his friend.
"What is it, Minnie?"
"Kyuhyun asked me to go out with him." Ryeowook shut his eyes.
"No, he didn't.", the younger growled in anger.
"He did.", Sungmin sighed and looked at his food.
"Sungmin, I'm sorry that I couldn't be the friend I actually had to be, but this is definitely going too far.", he said madly and stood up, walking up to Eunhyuk's table.
"Are you Lee Hyukjae?", he asked and despite his missing height he seemed like six feet from his attitude.
"Who is asking?"
"I am. I don't know what sick games you all are playing, but leave Sungmin out of it. He didn't deserve it, he never did any harm to you, did he?", the little boy with the high cheek bones almost shouted but Eunhyuk just grinned.
"Dear whoever-you-are, this is my game and absolutely none of your business. If Sungmin has any problem with it, he should say it himself and not being a coward for gods sake. Now excuse me, I'm trying to eat."
Ryeowook's lower lip began to tremble as he stumbled backto his table. That was not how he expected it.
"Man, I'm so fucking sorry. I wish I could beat them up or something like that."
"It's okay, Wookie. All I have to do is reject him and he will give up.", Sungmin forced a smile. If he had the steel hard patience for that. Because there was a little problem.
He had a crush on Kyuhyun for already 2 years.
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When Sungmin was on his way home, he piped a little song, just like he often did it. He didn't live that far away from school, so he would always walk by feet.
"Could you please tell me why?", Kyuhyun had appeared next to him all of sudden.
Sungmin bit down on his lip, drowning a bit blood. What was that mindfucking game? Why was it him? What did he do to deserve this humiliation over and over again? He felt tears coming into his eyes. It was just not fair.
"Is it fun? To see me suffering, I mean. You know why. I really liked Hyukjae after those two weeks and it was even my first kiss and my first time he had stolen. I have no fucking clue why I'm telling you this, but please leave me alone. I just don't want to end up even worse than I already am."
"What if I say that I really like you?" Kyuhyun had bet 3 weeks. He didn't want to lose 50 bucks again. Not that he cared, he was rich enough anyway, but it was about his pride.
And Sungmin would have given so much to believe what Kyuhyun was saying, that his crush was really liking him back, but it was just so obvious that he just wanted to punch the other's face.
"Just leave me alone." His voice was already trembling. He felt so bad. He wanted to vomit or something like that. Why was it him?
Kyuhyun rolled his eyes. If he would lose his 50 bucks because of Sungmin... It wouldn't add any sympathy points to him, definitely not.
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"I hate you two for smashing him down like that. Look at the poor guy, he is totally down."
"As if you would actually care. You are just angry because you are going to lose your 50 bucks.", Donghae grinned.
"True." No need to hide it.
"Well... If you really need a week more... I think we can do something about it and even helping you with your task.", Eunhyuk sing-songed and Kyuhyun immediately looked at him.
"What is it?" Right now, he would do everything to save his pride.
"Hmmm... Break into his house."
"What?", Kyuhyun gasped. "I have to do what?"
"Are you deaf, Kyu? Break into his house. He practically lives alone, his parents are always on business trips in other countries and his brother has a scholarship abroad. Plus, you can find out what interests he has so it's easier to get him. Isn't that great?"
If Kyuhyun wouldn't have known him that well, he would have almost believed that Eunhyuk really found it great.
"Can't you two just tell me what he likes?" Donghae shook his head and made a disappointed noise.
"Oh, Kyu. Of course not! Where would be the whole fun if we tell you what Sungminnie likes?"
Kyuhyun sighed. What men do to keep their pride.
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Kyuhyun really hoped that Eunhyuk hadn't kid him and that Sungmin's parents were really abroad when he stood in front of Sungmin's house. He was lucky that he didn't have to break in because he had seen Sungmin putting the keys under the footmat in front the door. He took the keys and opened the door and really, even though it was only 10 pm, everything was dark inside of the house and Kyuhyun couldn't see any sign of life in it. It was like nobody was home and he slowly made his way upstairs, always careful not to make a noise.
Kyuhyun hoped that Sungmin would snore, so he could hear it and doesn't have to look through all the rooms, but no, not a noise was heard. He started at at the first room in the hallway. It was a bathroom and right when Kyuhyun entered it, a sweet scent attacked him. If Sungmin was really the only one living in that house, it had to be his scent. He had never got that close to Sungmin and was surprised that Sungmin smelled so... nice. Everything was clean and neat, unlike his own bath room that was a mess, just like the bathroom of a 17-year old teen was actually supposed to be.
The next room was Sungmin's room. Kyuhyun was lucky that it was already the second room in the floor. He entered the room that was absolutely silent. Sungmin was obviously asleep and Kyuhyun could see the even movements of the blanket on Sungmin's body that was turned to the wall. He trippled over to the bed and looked at Sungmin's sleeping face, making sure that he was really asleep.
Sungmin looked calm and contented in his sleep, his lips were curved into a slight smile but Kyuhyun only had to blink once to see what had happened. Sungmin's eyes were swollen and red, his milky white cheeks tracked with dried tears. Kyuhyun bit his lip. Sungmin had been crying before he had fallen asleep. A lot.
But still, Sungmin looked so calm in his sleep. His pouty lips were slightly parted but no snore escaped from them. His long lashes were resting on his soft, milky white cheeks and his perfect shaped nose was slightly moving everytime Sungmin breathed in and out. Damn, what was that guy beautiful., Kyuhyun thought with an inner gasp. He had never really looked at Sungmin and now, in his sleep, he looked like an angel. But Kyuhyun wasn't here to flail over Sungmin's face, but to look for things that could help him.
So he ripped his glance away from Sungmin and looked around. He could see a guitar, so Sungmin was obviously interested in music. And so was he, Kyuhyun thought in triumph. He glanced over to Sungmin's bed from time to time, hoping that he wouldn't wake up. But Sungmin seemed to sleep like a rock, so Kyuhyun didn't worry.
That was when he saw something under Sungmin's pillow. Something pink. Well, he already knew that Sungmin was a pink addict. But it looked like a note book. His diary? That would be something really helpful to Kyuhyun.
He lurked to the bed and bent down to the pillow and came so close to Sungmin's face that he was afraid that his own breathe might wake him up. And yes, it was Sungmin who smelled like a little piece of heaven. Kyuhyun really wondered if Sungmin was an angel, naive, nice and even his look and smell was angelic.
Kyuhyun let his hand slip under the pillow when Sungmin let out a little moan in his sleep. Kyuhyun freezed in his movements. But Sungmin just seemed to have a dream as his face already relaxed the next second and Kyuhyun exhaled in relief. He pulled out the note book, as slowly as possible, and luckily, Sungmin didn't move again.
"Phew.", Kyuhyun whispered to himself. He looked at the note book. It really was a diary. Perfect. Now he could get to know everything he wanted to know about his... victim. He opened the note book and was surprised not to see any hearts or stars or little cute bunnies. Seemed like Sungmin wasn't as girly as he had thought, what had he thought anyway? Only because he liked pink?
Dear Diary,
I already told you many times that I'm often sad because Wookie doesn't have time for me, right? Well, recently I've been a reallly happy person because I met Hyukkie! Haha, now that I think about it, I remember that I told you that I actually don't like him because he is popular and gives a fuck about other people... But we got along really well recently and he is very nice! And not only nice, like polite and such, but like... really nice! I think I like him a lot... And I trust him. Hadn't happened for quite a while now. Mom and dad had promised me so many things but they never could hold their promises. But since Hyukjae came, I have the hope that there are really people who like and care about me! He really makes me happy, so I hope that our friendship will last long!
Sincerely, Sungmin~
Dear Diary,
Today, Hyukkie confessed to me and I realised that I like him too. He had smiled so cutely and kissed me then ~ I was so happy! I think that the last two weeks were one of the happiest in my life! We laughed together and he did so much for me, things I've never experienced! I think that Hyuk really makes me happy and even though it had been only two weeks, I sincerely adore him and never want to lose him...
Love, Sungmin ~
Kyuhyun suddenly felt sorry for Sungmin. Sungmin, who had liked Eunhyuk so much but was disappointed. And not only disappointed, but also broken. He looked at Sungmin, who had pulled a face in his sleep. It looked like he wanted to cry but couldn't. Maybe he had cried too much already. A single tear rolled down his flawless cheek and Kyuhyun didn't want to stay at that house any longer. There was an atmosphere that was surpressing him, making him sad and he neither wanted to read in that diary anymore.
He looked at Sungmin for a last time and decided to take a picture. To prove that he really had been in his house, of course. He really hoped that the tears weren't visible in the picture because he didn't want anyone to see Sungmin like that. There was no specific reason, it just felt so wrong. Kyuhyun let his cell phone snapping out and two seconds later, a picture was taken. He was lucky that Sungmin didn't have a light sleep.
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"Did you manage to do it?", Eunhyuk said. Kyuhyun didn't look at him.
"Yeah.", he said nonchalantely and took out his phone. Eunhyuk gave it a quick look and smiled satisfiedly.
"Oh yes, that's my Sungmin when he sleeps! Well done.", he mocked and laughed at his own joke, causing Donghae to join his laughter.
"Yeah. Whatever.", Kyuhyun murmured. He didn't find Eunhyuk's joke funny at all.
"What's wrong, bro? Pms-ing?", Donghae grinned.
"Haha. You two are just so funny again.", Kyuhyun replied and looked around the cafeteria, just to distract himself from those obviously stupid retards next to him. It was okay, they were used to his moods. He spotted Sungmin, sitting on his table all alone. He had seen how Shindong had left with his cell, typing SMS furiously. He had also seen how Ryeowook had left after some freshman had asked him something and dragging him along. And now, Sungmin was left on the big, empty table, an emotionless face and Kyuhyun just couldn't stop staring at him. Sungmin looked so vulnerable and Kyuhyun knew that he would only cry alone, but right in that moment, Sungmin really had to try his best.
"Be right back.", he said to Donghae and Eunhyuk who were discussing about something uninteresting right now.
"Uh-huh, he's taking that bet serious?", Eunhyuk wondered and raised an eye brow.
"Haha, that's the right attitude! Fighting, Kyu!", Donghae grinned and Kyuhyun just rolled his eyes again. He had already stopped counting how many times he had done it because of Donghae and Eunhyuk. Sometimes he really wondered how he could be befriended with them.
"Hey.", he said and dropped his butt on the chair next to Sungmin.
"Go away.", Sungmin said weakly.
"I won't."
Sungmin didn't reply, but stood up and went out of the cafeteria. Kyuhyun frowned and went back to his table.
"Haha. You fucked up. Loser.", Eunhyuk laughed after watching the whole situation. "What the heck did you say to him?"
"None of your business."
That incidence really left Kyuhyun clueless. How would he be able to talk to Sungmin if he would never get the chance to say more than three words? Kyuhyun knew that it was wrong, but the only answer seemd to be in Sungmin's diary. He really thought that the fear of being hurt was not the reason. If Sungmin already knew about Kyuhyun's intentions, he shouldn't fear anything, right? So why was he too cautious?
Sungmin's room was just like the night before and Sungmin was just laying in his bed like the night before. Even this time, Kyuhyun could see the tears on his face and he somehow really felt bad. It was so early but Sungmin was already asleep. He didn't have anything to do, being all alone at home, which might be the reason for him for going to sleep that early. He is still so beautiful., Kyuhyun noticed and let his hand slip under the pillow again. The diary was still there and Sungmin still slept like a rock.
Dear diary,
I told you about Eunhyuk's confession yesterday. The hour after was wonderful... we had sex. It was my first time and he was really gentle and geez, you can't believe how happy I'd been after that. We woke up together and then... everything was smashed down. He had grinned at me, saying that all was just a bet and that he never liked me. Oh thank you god. I trusted him, you know? I've been crying the whole day, I was not at school... Mom and dad already don't have time for me... I never had the feeling of being loved... and once it came, it was already gone the next day. God, I just want to die.
Kyuhyun bit his lower lip. He knew that it was wrong to read this. Those were Sungmin's deepest feelings and he was invading his most secret thoughts with his damn curiousity, only to win a fucking bet. His stomache ached. He really felt bad and even though he wanted to know the reason why Sungmin would always avoid him that badly, he just felt plain bad and wanted to go home. Going home.
And leaving Sungmin alone in this big house.
Of course, what else? It's not the time to be a nice guy. It's not like he's noticing you, Kyuhyun. He doesn't care! He's asleep! Plus, he had survived this for such a long time already. It's not like you can change anything.
So Kyuhyun left Sungmin's house. But it was giving him headache.
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Dear Diary,
Today, I cried a lot again. I still can't believe that he was doing this to me. Am I really that hateable? I even hate myself.
Kyuhyun couldn't stop it. It had been one week already and Sungmin's diary was like a book he so wanted to read but didn't want to at the same time. It was catching him, in his dreams and in his thoughts. He was aching to read it and already waited at 9 PM in front of Sungmin's house, hoping that the lights would finally turn off. It became a ritual, he would go into Sungmin's room, which was as familiar as his own room now, he would stare at Sungmin's beautiful face again, that had always cried before he had fell asleep and then he would read the next page of his diary.
After the fourth day, he felt really bad about leaving Sungmin alone in that big, dark house. He had somehow developed a relationship to that boy, without ever having talked to him, but after reading his deepest thoughts and feelings, he just felt pure sympathy for him. He would always sit there for a while and because Kyuhyun never wanted to read more than just one page a day, he just looked at Sungmin in his sleep. Still like a resting angel, so beautiful but so vulnerable.
Dear Diary,
Today, I had maths. I know, so interesting. But... Donghae started to talk to me. Not in maths, there was just Kyuhyun again. You and I both know that I have some kind of crush on him, but it's more like an 'Oh-god-so-handsome'-crush, or else I could never have developed any feelings for Hyukjae. So, I started with maths to tell you about Kyuhyun, nothing more... he is just in my math class^^ I often feel a bit better after seeing him... Back to Donghae? I don't have a good feeling about him. He is Hyukjae's friend, you know.
Love, Sungmin
Kyuhyun's lips suddenly curved into a little smile. That would explain a few things if Sungmin really had a crush on him. He was just afraid of getting too close to him which was more than just possible if he already had a crush on him. Kyuhyun had thought that he would feel disgusted when he had finally managed to get Sngmin liking him, which was the point of the bet, but no. He just found it plain cute. And That was even a diary entry where Sungmin had his sign again. His cute autograph with the star. After all those depressing entries because of Eunhyuk. Kyuhyun's mood lightened after he had read the entry. Because Sungmin was a bit happier here.
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Only two more weeks. Until his bet was over. Actually, he had all the time he needed, but he really wanted to win that bet. And today, he was standing in front of Sungmin's house and it was not 10 pm. Kyuhyun had realised that he had to hurry up and no matter how much he enjoyed to get close to Sungmin in his very own, specific way, he had never forgotten the bet.
Sungmin opened the door and his face, that was already so familiar to Kyuhyun that he was dreaming of it in the night, brightened for the split of a second until it returned to his sad, sorrowful eyes again. Kyuhyun looked at the ground. His heart was slightly aching. That was not his angel Sungmin he would see in the night and his face looked like there had never been those little smiles he had when he was dreaming. This face was trying to be emotionless but Kyuhyun already knew it too well, he saw the sadness and he hated himself for not being able to change it.
"Hi."
"What are you doing here?"
"Uhhm... just visiting you."
"Why?" Kyuhyun wanted to smack himself when he saw almost invisible tears forming in Sungmin's eyes. Kyuhyun had read the entries where Donghae had left him, just like Eunhyuk did, just dropping him like a useless piece of shit. And he read the entries where Sungmin had been standing in the kitchen, the knife in his hand, where he had been standing on the opened window, one foot already on the window sill, where Sungmin had written how he felt hatred by everyone and useless, how not even his friends had time for him and how they couldn't help him or not even tried to. Sungmin's feelings were so familiar to Kyuhyun, too familiar and everytime he went home, he felt like crying. He really wanted to get Sungmin out of that sorrow.
Sungmin liked him and it was hurting him so much that Kyuhyun was only playing with him, Kyuhyun had read that entry too. He would always avoid Kyuhyun because his heart was already left as a piece of trash that was only held by some stripes of sticky tape.
"Just because. I wanted to see you."
"Goodbye." It was meant to be a goodbye forever.
"See you tomorrow." And Kyuhyun just ignored it.
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Kyuhyun was in love with Sungmin. Without ever having talked more than 5 words to him. He realised it that night, when he was sitting in Sungmin's room again. His sleeping angel hadn't been crying today. His cheeks were just white, no tears were glittering and when Kyuhyun felt his heart skipping a beat from happiness, he knew it. He felt every pain Sungmin had felt, not as hard as Sungmin did, but still. And now, that he felt the joy over Sungmin's decrease of sadness, he knew that he loved Sungmin.
"I love you.", he whispered into the darkness. He wanted Sungmin to hear it. Sungmin just had to know that there was someone who really loved him, sincerely and with his full heart. And it was not a bet for Kyuhyun anymore. He wanted Sungmin to love him back because he wanted him to be happy and having someone he can really trust in. Kyuhyun was leaning on Sungmin's bed, he already knew what would bother Sungmin when he was asleep and what wouldn't. His face was so close to his angel's sleeping face... Kyuhyun was already calling Sungmin his little angel.
The angel he was waiting for every night, sometimes it would be his sleeping angel, his crying angel, his sad angel... he wished to call him his laughing angel, his smiling angel, his happy angel... but he couldn't. No matter how much he wished to.
His beautiful angel.
Kyuhyun leaned closer and kissed Sungmin's slightly parted lips. And hoped that he wouldn't wake up from that kiss. His beautiful sleeping angel.
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"What are you doing here again?", Sungmin asked. Kyuhyun noticed that he didn't look sad, but afraid. His scared angel.
"I wanted to see you."
"How many times do I have to turn you down until you give up?", Sungmin said with a trembling voice. "I don't want to get hurted... don't you understand it?", he added with a whisper. Kyuhyun wanted to cry. His angel was desperated and he hated it.
"I understand it. But I will never leave you." Kyuhyun just loved him too much.
Because no matter what I say, he always finds his way. It's like I'm shutting the door... and he comes through the window....
A cat you leave on the street... but it will always find it's way home.
He wants to be the last who stands.
How does he keep on landing on his feet?
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"How's the bet going?", Eunhyuk grinned. Kyuhyun stared at him.
"Good."
"Only one more week~", Donghae sing-songed.
"Yeah." Silence.
"What's wrong? You've been so quiet recently...", Eunhyuk wondered. Kyuhyun felt blood rushing up his head. He stood up, took his stuff and sat down on the next table.
And everyone in the cafeteria knew what it meant.
"He didn't just break up with us?", Donghae gasped. Eunhyuk shrugged.
"Won't save you from that bet, Kyu!"
"I never intended on ending that bet. Don't worry.", Kyuhyun growled. Too bad that he had ever been friends with those assholes.
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But he had never met his angel if he hadn't hung around with them, he told himself at night. He grinned when he saw that Sungmin was smiling in his sleep tonight. It made him so happy. He wondered what Sungmin was dreaming about. Kyuhyun was done with Sungmin's diary since the latter had only written major events in it and not every day of his life. It had become a habit to him in the last week to kiss Sungmin before he would leave and once, Sungmin had smiled after the kiss, causing Kyuhyun's heart to skip a bit from joy.
Even if it was only a smile in his sleep, something that was unreal, it was more than enough for Kyuhyun. And just like today, when only 2 days were left until he would lose his bet, the smile was much more important for him than anything else on this world. The bet was not important anymore, everything Kyuhyun wanted to see was his angel smiling.
He wiped some distracting hair from Sungmin's forehead, kissed his lips which he loved like nothing else on this world and left the room.
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Today was the last day. Kyuhyun knew that he would lose. But at least he didn't hurt Sungmin, he told himself. He was contented because 50 bucks were nothing compared to the love he felt for Sungmin.
"I love youuu~", he sing-songed quietly into the room. He knew that it was quiet enough and Sungmin wouldn't wake up. His sleeping angel was just as beautiful as always again and Kyuhyun giggled from joy.
"The bet it over tomorrow, isn't it?", a soft, weak voice suddenly spoke up. Kyuhyun freezed in his position next to Sungmin's bed.
"Su-sungmin?", he gasped.
"Yeah, I'm awake. Actually I've been awake everyday since you've kissed me.", Sungmin whispered.
"Oh." Kyuhyun was still in shock.
"Your bet."
"What's with my bet?"
Sungmin sighed. "You won."
Kyuhyun blinked. "What?"
"I really tried my best. And I hate you for it. But I love you. I don't want you to lose your bet. If you need to fuck me to win your stupid bet, just do it. As long as it makes you happy."
Kyuhyun felt like dying. What Sungmin just said made him so unbelievable happy and sad at the same time. Sungmin didn't get that Kyuhyun loved him so much, more like everything else on this world. It hurted Kyuhyun because he didn't want anything more than Sungmin knowing that there was something who loved him. That he was such a precious person. That he would destroy his whole life if he would die.
But still. Sungmin loved him back and that was making him dizzy from happiness.
"I will never fuck you. And even less if it's for that stupid bet." Sungmin turned his head to him. "All I want to do is make love to you. Sungmin, do you actually know that I've been here from the first day of that bet? That stupid bet? I don't want to win it if it means to hurt you. I know that it will hurt you if I just fuck you and leave, no matter how much I loved you in the moment we fucked. I don't want to make love to you because of that bet. But because I fucking sincerely love you."
Sungmin shook his head. He had blushed so hard. And it was so adorable in Kyuhyun's eyes. His adorable angel.
"Kyuhyun... Please don't hurt me. Really. I beg you. Just do it and leave then. I won't have to make myself any stupid hopes if you just do it and leave then. You will win your bet and I won't be hurted too much."
Kyuhyun crawled on Sungmin's top, his hands on each side of Sungmin's shoulder.
"Really. Tell me what I have to do until you believe me that I love you? If you want, I can sign a contract. Or you can tie me up or whatever."
"Kyuhyun, you know that this is ridiculous. I won't believe you."
"You won't believe me? So why am I kissing you when I think that you are asleep? Why am I confessing to you every day when I think that you are asleep? Does it make any sense to throw all my feelings away for a person who can't hear me anyway? I fucking love you, I would die for you, I would kill anyone who hurts you and if you don't believe me, I'll kill myself. I read your diary and I know that you think that you are worthless and hatred and that is the reason why I want you to know that I love you. I bet your parents and your brother love you too. I want you to know that there are people who love you. I love you. I just fucking love you."
Kyuhyun felt tears in his eye corner and he could see tears flowing down Sungmin's face. The latter didn't seem to be bothered by the fact that Kyuhyun had read his diary, because he realised that Kyuhyun really loved him. Like he loved him.
"You love me? You won't leave me after this is over? You really love me?", he whispered, just because he wanted to hear it again. Kyuhyun chuckled.
"If you really like to hear it over and over again, yes. I love you, my sleeping angel."
And his lips just fitted perfectly on Sungmin's.
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Kyuhyun would have never hurted him. Sungmin was so fragile and tender and Kyuhyun had never thought that sex could give him so much pleasure. Sungmin hands all over his body, Sungmin's tight heat around him, Sungmin's lips on his own. It was so perfect that Kyuhyun wondered if it was a dream. He could feel that Sungmin really loved him but what made Kyuhyun much happier was the fact that he could show Sungmin how much he loved him.
And the moment he came was like pure heaven to him, his whole mind went blank and everything he felt was Sungmin around him, coming at the same time as him. It was a million times better than Kyuhyun had ever dreamed or thought of and if he could have loved Sungmin even more, he would have.
Sungmin had never been that happy in his whole life. Both were laying on his bed now and Kyuhyun couldn't do else but kiss his love over and over the whole time. His cheeks, his nose, his forehead and his lips of course.
"What did I do to deserve this?", Sungmin whispered and looked at Kyuhyun with big eyes. Kyuhyun bit his lower lip and his eyes got teary from happiness when he saw that the sadness was gone. "Kyu, why are you crying?", Sungmin continued in worry.
"You called me Kyu.", Kyuhyun just answered and kissed his lips again. His hands were cupping Sungmin's cheeks and he just loved his taste.
"Uhm... okay." Sungmin was confused but it didn't make him less happy. And when Kyuhyun's face was in his neck crotch, inhaling his sweet scent, he dared to ask a last time.
"And you will never leave me?"
"For the last time: No. Never. God would be really mad if I would leave a sleeping angel alone."
A/N: Let's say... I don't hate this xD enough? Hahahaha longest one-shot I've ever written ;)