Sep 08, 2006 12:47
Well for the most part. If just about being immobile is "living" then woot i'm the life of the party. My lungs are still playing havoc on me, they're like tense or something.. i don't know how best to describe it. Simply put i feel like i'm getting less oxygen and if i try and actually do something i just about crumble and have to gulp a gallon of cold water to cool back down. it's *insane*
TWO doctors appointments haven't yielded a whole lot. Slight inflamation of lungs/diaphram, antiobiotics, inhaler, ranitidine for acid reflux, paxil for nerves which are being triggered by the physical mess i'm in, just YAY YAY YAY *hissssss*
If i have one more asthma/panic attack, i'm just gonna be done with playing doctor and go to the ER, cause i can't stand going on like this much longer. I haven't been at work all week and that has me stressed too. After having two of those overheating/breathing difficulty episodes at work I need to get myself "fixed" before something more serious happens to my system >.>
sorry if i'm scaring some of you but jesus its not like i'm not freaked out myself.