Multi-chapter | Faraway | chapter 7
Title: Faraway
Author:
kyu_x
Beta by:
lovekame02
Main pairing(s): Akame
Side Pairing(s): Jin/Naka Riisa, RyoKame
Banner: kawaiikame
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Summary: Two super idols, full of themselves. They are the best of the best, the most loved upon Japan. The two of them shared past, but separated and never got along after that. What if they’re forced to be together for 6 months to film a drama?
Chapter Seven - “My heart beats for you”
“Do you two have plans tonight?” Riisa asked, sitting on the sofa, next to Kazuya, while Jin was sitting on a chair opposite the room. Jin was sitting on it wrong, but Kazuya couldn’t help but to think he looked hot, sitting on it weirdly. He had his legs apart, hanging from each side of the chair, and his head resting on his arms.
Kazuya looked at Riisa, smiling. “I promised to meet a friend tonight.” he said, turning to smirk at Jin. Now that the two of them were dating, there’s no reason not to spend the night together, even if they wouldn’t have sex. He was a bit worried about their relationship, and how it’d go. Last time it based on sex, no feelings, no obligations, nothing. Just sex. Now there was more, and even though they couldn’t go on a proper dates, they could do relationship-like things on their own places, like watching a movie, he could cook for Jin, they could cuddle the whole night without sex. A small smile appeard on Kazuya’s face, and he didn’t even notice it.
“Oh, how about you?” Riisa turned on Jin, smiling. “I was thinking it’d be nice to share a dinner or something, the three of us, but we can go, just the two of us, if Kauzya-kun’s busy.” she said then, making a small smile.
Kazuya noticed Jin gave him a quick look, before watching the door, and Kazuya could hear their director’s voice, talking about the drama sets and work hours. Jin looked somehow focused, and Kazuya couldn’t rip his eyes off him. Suddenly Jin looked at him, or perhaps behind him? Kazuya was about to turn around, when he felt a heavy breath on his ear.
“Hello princess.”
He turned around and saw a black haired, rather good built man, standing behind him. A sudden realization hit him when he noticed it was the man from the club, when he was looking for Jin! Kazuya smiled at him, and was about to greet the guy, when the director started talking.
“This is Nishikido Ryo,” he said. “He’ll be a guest star for two episodes. He’ll working with us this week.”
Kazuya looked at Ryo, pretty much from head to toe. He had no idea the guy was an actor! That was rather sad, actually. He thought he was pretty good with name and faces, even with people he had actually never met, even if it was rather freaky.
“Hi.” Kazuya smiled and got up to shake Ryo’s hand but got pulled into a hug instead. “How are you?” he asked, starting to chit chat with Ryo and not noticing the glares they got from his beloved boyfriend.
“Hello.” he smiled at Kazuya the same way he did back the night when they met on the club. His voice was deep and his eyes never left Kazuya’s and Kazuya couldn’t help but to feel like he was drowning into them. They were deep and confident, and it seemed like Jin noticed it as well.
Sighing Jin turned to look other way around. “So what did you have in mind?” Jin asked Riisa then, knowing very well that when Kazuya said he already had plans, but when he saw this horse walking in and treating Kazuya the way Jin should be doing but couldn’t because of the people around them, it just made him so mad. He wans’t sure why he was trying to make Kazuya jealous because he wasn’t mad at Kazuya, he was mad at himself, but perhaps he just wanted some attention.
“Eh? I was thinking maybe dinner or something.” Riisa smiled at Jin, eyes full of hope. Jin knew he shouldn’t play with Riisa because it was obvious she had crush on him. Jin knew it, he also knew that Kazuya knew it which made it easy to play with in order to get some attention from Kazuya.
“Sounds great.” Jin smiled, before giving a quick glance at Kazuya who was pouting a bit and looking away. Jin could swear he saw a small smirk appearing on Kazuya’s face before he walked to Jin, pouting a bit.
“But you promised to take me home! And you own me that much! I picked you up!” Kazuya walked in front of Jin so that Jin was the only one to see his face when he showed he was serious. He wanted to spend some time alone time with Jin because he couldn’t do it anytime soon. He couldn’t sit on Jin’s lap or cuddle him or hold his hand. So the least Jin should do for him was to spend some time with him when they could actually do things that couples do.
Jin fight the urge to slide his hand on Kazuya’s thigh and pull him into kiss promising he’d do everything for Kazuya as long as he let him, but instead he just smiled before turning to Riisa. “Some other time then?” he asked and after he received a sad nod from the girl, he stood up and saw a small happy smirk on Kazuya’s face. “Shall we go then?” he asked and when Kazuya nodded they started walking and Jin gave a meaningful smirk to Ryo knowing that Ryo probably understood it, but thought about misunderstanding it.
Before going to the car Kazuya made sure Jin was able to drive and as it seemed he was, Kazuya sat on the other side. “So you know the guy? Nishikido.” Kazuya heard Jin asking which took him by a surprise. “Well enough for him to call you princess. So what, ex-boyfriend?” he said and Kazuya couldn’t help but to chuckle.
“Jealous?”
“Damn right I am!” Jin tunred to face Kazuya for a brief second before continuing, “Don’t you think I have a right to be jealous when some dude calls my boyfriend a princess?” he said truthfully, and Kazuya smiled at him for two reasons mostly. One, he just called Kazuya his boyfriend and two, he was admitting he was jealous which could mean only the fact that he did care for Kazuya.
“When I came to pick you up from the club, he tried to hit on me.” Kazuya told then deciding lying would bring nothing but shit. “We didn’t do anything, though.” he wanted to make that perfectly clear with Jin.
“Okay.” Jin smiled, eyes on the road sliding his hand on Kazuya’s.
When they got to Kazuya’s place, the first thing Kazuya did after Jin closed the door was to give a soft kiss brushed against Jin’s lips. He had wanted to do that all day with Jin licking ang biting lips, playing with his tongue. How could Kazuya not want to kiss something like that? He always loved Jin’s lips, they were soft and very talented.
“So what do you want to do?” Kazuya smiled stripping his jacket off and walking further to his apartment. When Jin didn’t answer Kazuya turned to face Jin just to find him only few inches apart, smirking. And Kazuya knew Jin wanted sex. Again.
“I’ve got something in my mind.” he murmured againt Kazuya’s neck, finally giving in to the urge to slide his hands on Kazuya’s thighs sliding them upwards cupping Kazuya’s ass, squeezing it a little.
When Kazuya placed his hands on Jin’s chest he seemed to think it was a sign of agreement, but as a matter of fact it was Kazuya trying to refuse Jin. “I’m tired Jin, and we just had sex this morning.”
Jin leaned back just to lean to capture Kazuya’s lips. “I know,” he whispered against Kazuya’s lips. “Can’t help my dick, baby.” he smirked, deepening the kiss, sliding his tongue in. “I don’t have to do anything but look at you and I’m hard.”
“J-Jin.” Kazuya leaned back. “I- I don’t want to.” he said, and was actually lying. He wanted to, pretty bad actually.
“Huh?”
Kazuya sighed. “I don’t want this to be another sex relationship Jin.” he locked their eyes. “I want more. I want romance, I want cuddling, I want watching movies, I want us to have dinners together, I want us to talk.”
Jin looked at Kazuya awhile and Kazuya couldn’t figure if Jin was offended by what he just said. “So you’re saying we won’t have sex? That’s not a relationship, that’s friendship.” he ended up saying which told Kazuya that he did take it the wrong way and was offended by it.
“Just sex is not a relationship either! It’s just sex for you again, isn’t it?” Kazuya didn’t even notice, but his lips started to tremble and Jin noticed it. He stepped closer, but Kazuya stepped back the same steps. “Isn’t it!?”
“It’s not.” Jin said, looking at Kazuya. “I’m sorry, I know- I just don’t know how to have a relationship properly and-”
“You were engaged after dating a year!” Kazuya said remembering how they met. It was Meisa, Jin’s fiancé who introduced them in the first place.
“Relationship with a guy.” Jin said then calmly and knew it was a mistake to say after seconds of saying it. “I don’t know how to treat you. I can’t treat you like a girl and-”
“What the fuck, Jin? You know me, you know what I like, you treat me like always, just add some actions to it!” he said turning around taking a deep breath. “I can’t believe this.”
“Kazuya.” Jin tried and reached to let his palm rest on Kazuya’s shoulder, but on the second he did, Kazuya moved his shoulder enough to let Jin’s hand slide away.
“I think you should leave.”
“Kazu-”
“Now.” he said then without turning to face Jin. “Please.” Kazuya let his head fall down, closing his eyes, taking deep breaths. This could not be happening. He never heard Jin answering back at him, but he did hear the door open and when it got closed, Kazuya let his face rest on his palms, giving in and letting it all out.
When Jin got back home, he walked straight to his bedroom and collapsed on it. “Fuck!” he let out regretting everything he said and did. Why he couldn’t just hold Kazuya, watch a freaking movie with him, ask for Kazuya to cook for him and praise him to heaven after eating it? Jin was always the type of guy who thought with his dick, and Kazuya being sexy and perfect didn’t help it.
When his phone rang, Jin reched out and saw it was Riisa calling. “Hey.” he answered rolling on his back, running his free hand through his hair. He was so not on the mood.
“Hi! Just calling to ask if you’d like to go to that new club tonight? Club 99 Gaspanic. They say everyone is going to be there!” Jin sighed and thought of all the different ways to reject her offer when she continued, “The whole crew’s gonna be there too, it’d be nice if you were there too.”
“Eh?” the whole crew. “Even Kamenashi?”
“Yeah, Nishikido-kun invited him.” Jin heard Riisa talking and he had to close his eyes to control the rage. Of all the people Nishikido invited him. Even though Jin knew they haven’t done anything, the fact that he’s hitting his boyfriend is a good enough reason for Jin to smach the dude’s teeth off. Only he doesn’t exactly know Kazuya isn’t available. “Why?”
“No reason. So Club 99 what?”
“Gaspanic. Sounds kind of funny, don’t you think?” Jin heard her chuckling, and to think of the name it actually made Jin chuckle too. It did sound weird. “See you there then? 11 o’clock?” she asks and Jin took a deep breath before agreeing. Maybe he could apologue to Kazuya there. And to think of it, it is the first time they’re drinking together, with Kazuya.
Riisa said everyone was going to be there. In Jin’s eyes that means hell lot of paparazzis, which meant it’s a perfect opportunity to show them some loving between him and Riisa. If that’s what the media wanted, Jin should give it to them.
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Jin took a deep breath, giving himself a last look in the mirror. Hair, good. His hair was a bit puffy as always and covering pretty much of his face, and Jin knew that if everything was going to go as he planned, he was going to be dancing so much he’d be all sweaty and he knew Kazuya loved it when his hair was dropping sweat. Clothes, good enough. He was wearing a normal white blouse, open enough to show his chest. Jin rolled the sleeves till his elbows and not to look too boring, he took one of his vests on top of it. Cologne, damn sexy. He has many different colognes but he has used this one for the past couple of days becsue he knows the smell drives Kazuya absolutely nuts. Giving himself a last nod, Jin left.
When Jin arrived he went right away to get himself a drink, because there was no way he’ll be pleading for forgiveness sober. “Beer.” he ordered, and searches Kazuya with his eye while the bartender was picking up the bottle. He couldn’t find Kazuya but when he got the beer a pays for it, he heard Riisa’s voice behind him.
Turning around, Jin found Riisa standing in front of him, smiling fully to him. She was all dressed up and it was the first time Jin had to actually watch her closer. He’s never really though of her anyhow, but seeing her now actually made Jin lick his lips. “Hey.” she said.
Riisa’s hair was huge and curls falling on her chest over her bare shoulders. She was wearing a pink top that shower pretty much skin and Jin was pretty sure she was so going to get laid tonight. Jin had also never noticed how nice her boobs actually were. Not too big, not too small. Just nice. “Hi.” he answered then. “You want something to drink?” Jin pointed the bar, raising his eyebrows.
“No, I got one,” she said taking Jin’s hand. “Come we have a table there!”
Jin was a bit taken aback by the hand holding. He didn’t do anything to get away from it, but he didn’t squeeze her hand, not the way she was at least. Jin could see rightaway paparazzis taking photos of them, so Jin took the adevance of the situation and pulled her a bit, by accident of course and when she was about to fall, Jin took a proper hold on her. “You okay?”
“Yes, I’m sorry, I’m a bit tipsy.” she chuckled. Jin smiled to her, grabing her hand properly. Wihtout any better answer, Jin leaded them further to the club.
They sat down, and Riisa was right. Pretty much everyone was at that club. “Is Kamenashi here yet?” Jin asked Riisa, leaning close enough for her to hear. He hasn’t seen him since he got there. What made him even more anxious was the fact that he hasn’t seen Nishikido either.
“Yeah, I saw him a little before I came to pick you!”
As Champagne Showers by LMFAO started to play, Riisa went crazy. She stood up and started shake her ass and Jin couldn’t help but to smirk as her ass was almost on his lap. She turned around and leaned closer. “Let’s go to dance!
Jin took the last gulp of his beer before getting pulled to the dancefloor. Jin felt Riisa placing her hand around his neck while shaking her booty along with the music. Jin looked around if he’d find Kazuya but all he saw was cameras at them, so Jin placed his hand around her wais and shook his lower body along with her hips.
Jin turned Riisa around to feel her ass on his groins. He couldn’t help but to let out a piece of a moan when Riisa’s hands raised on his neck while her ass was against his cock. Jin leaned closer to murmur on her ear the lyrics. “I’m gonna get you wet,” he said and could hear Riisa groaning and pressing herself even closer as if that was possible. “I’m gonna make you sweat,” Jin continued feeling Riisa’s hand travelling through his body finding his cock, so Jin grabbed those hands and spun her around, puling her closer but facing her this time. “A night you won’t forget.” he sang and he froze as he saw Kazuya then.
Kazuya was dancing at least as sexily as he was with Riisa, but he wasn’t dancing alone. He was dancing with that new guy, Nishkido. The way Kazuya moved his hips, shook his ass, it made Jin hard. And he knew Riisa noticed it. When her hands were back at his groinds, he took a proper hold on them using the same technique as last time and spinning Riisa around. All he could do was to imagine that Nishikido was pole, and Kazuya was giving him a show. Wihtout realizing Jin let out a moan, which made RIisa turn around again and lean closer trying to lock their lips, but Jin pulled Riisa closer and told her that he’d go to smoke and then get them something to drink so she should go to the table to wait. When she nodded Jin took his cigarettes, placing one of them on his mouth as he started walking towards Kazuya. He decided to make sure Kazuya knew that Jin saw them. He walked through Kazuya and Ryo, giving Kazuya a glare and getting out just in time for people to start screaming, “Shake, shake, shake that bottle and make it pop!”
The fact that Kazuya looked gorgeous as ever didn’t help his jealousy issues at all. His hair was styled perfectly. It basically screamed Jin to grab it and make Kazuya suck him right there. His jeans were highlighting his ass, as always. They were black and so tight Jin wondered how he will get them off tonight. He had a white t-shit that almost glowed in the lighting. It had light blue print on it but Jin wasn’t sure if it had a picture or text.
Kazuya looked Jin’s back as he left to smoke. He looked at Ryo and leaned close enough to tell him that he’d go to smoke and bathroom after it. He gave Ryo a last smile before walking out just in time to see Jin swallowing something form his hands, which reminded Kazuya of the morning he saw the medicines Jin had. He didn’t dare to starte the conversation with it, but he knew he had to ask Jin if he’s having some sort of problem with pills.
“Why is it okay for you to dance with Riisa-chan and go to clubs but it’s not okay for me to dance with Ryo?” he said instead walking closer to Jin and when Jin didn’t even turn around, Kazuya walked even closer and sat next to him.
“So you know him well enough to call him by his first name?” Jin lowered his head, puffing out some smoke. “I guess that what it takes, a little ass rubbing on other’s cock.”
Kazuya looked at Jin, and on the outside he may have seemed worried, but in reality he was having troubles understanding why he couldn’t dance with his friend when Jin could. “That’s not the point. I’m gay Jin. In public. If I dance with a guy, it isn’t a big deal, I can’t dance with you, can I?” Kazuya noticed that Jin looked away taking in so much of his cigarette Kazuya was sure he was going to smoke the whole cigarette with one inhale. Kazuya sighed then asking again, “So tell me, why is it okay for you to hold hands with Riisa-chan and getting on tabloids of it, but it’s not okay for me to have a little fun with-”
“There’s a difference!” Jin loced their eyes finally. He stood up but his eyes never left from Kazuya’s who was still sitting. “You know I don’t fuck her! You know I don’t want her! You know I want only you! But how the fuck am I supposed to know whether you fuck him? He’s a guy! And as you said, you’re gay!”
“By fucking trusting!” Kazuya snapped standing up as well. “If you can’t trust me enough to let me dance with a friend, this relationship has no future. There’s no way it’ll work if you get jealous of every fucking guy!” he said, and noticed Jin stepping back few steps, shocked of Kazuya’s snap.
Jin gulped getting a little teary. He licked his lips, looking the ground. Then he snapped the cigarette out with his fingers and walked past Kazuya stopping next to him. “Go dance with him then,” he said with a calm voice. “Fuck him even,” he continued, sounding much more hurt than before. “I don’t care.” he finished and cleared his throat since his voice was hoarse before walking back to the club knowing exactly who with Riisa was going to get laid that night.
TO BE CONTINUED
Author:
kyu_x
Beta by:
lovekame02
Main pairing(s): Akame
Side Pairing(s): Jin/Naka Riisa, RyoKame
Banner: kawaiikame
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Summary: Two super idols, full of themselves. They are the best of the best, the most loved upon Japan. The two of them shared past, but separated and never got along after that. What if they’re forced to be together for 6 months to film a drama?
Chapter Seven - “My heart beats for you”
“Do you two have plans tonight?” Riisa asked, sitting on the sofa, next to Kazuya, while Jin was sitting on a chair opposite the room. Jin was sitting on it wrong, but Kazuya couldn’t help but to think he looked hot, sitting on it weirdly. He had his legs apart, hanging from each side of the chair, and his head resting on his arms.
Kazuya looked at Riisa, smiling. “I promised to meet a friend tonight.” he said, turning to smirk at Jin. Now that the two of them were dating, there’s no reason not to spend the night together, even if they wouldn’t have sex. He was a bit worried about their relationship, and how it’d go. Last time it based on sex, no feelings, no obligations, nothing. Just sex. Now there was more, and even though they couldn’t go on a proper dates, they could do relationship-like things on their own places, like watching a movie, he could cook for Jin, they could cuddle the whole night without sex. A small smile appeard on Kazuya’s face, and he didn’t even notice it.
“Oh, how about you?” Riisa turned on Jin, smiling. “I was thinking it’d be nice to share a dinner or something, the three of us, but we can go, just the two of us, if Kauzya-kun’s busy.” she said then, making a small smile.
Kazuya noticed Jin gave him a quick look, before watching the door, and Kazuya could hear their director’s voice, talking about the drama sets and work hours. Jin looked somehow focused, and Kazuya couldn’t rip his eyes off him. Suddenly Jin looked at him, or perhaps behind him? Kazuya was about to turn around, when he felt a heavy breath on his ear.
“Hello princess.”
He turned around and saw a black haired, rather good built man, standing behind him. A sudden realization hit him when he noticed it was the man from the club, when he was looking for Jin! Kazuya smiled at him, and was about to greet the guy, when the director started talking.
“This is Nishikido Ryo,” he said. “He’ll be a guest star for two episodes. He’ll working with us this week.”
Kazuya looked at Ryo, pretty much from head to toe. He had no idea the guy was an actor! That was rather sad, actually. He thought he was pretty good with name and faces, even with people he had actually never met, even if it was rather freaky.
“Hi.” Kazuya smiled and got up to shake Ryo’s hand but got pulled into a hug instead. “How are you?” he asked, starting to chit chat with Ryo and not noticing the glares they got from his beloved boyfriend.
“Hello.” he smiled at Kazuya the same way he did back the night when they met on the club. His voice was deep and his eyes never left Kazuya’s and Kazuya couldn’t help but to feel like he was drowning into them. They were deep and confident, and it seemed like Jin noticed it as well.
Sighing Jin turned to look other way around. “So what did you have in mind?” Jin asked Riisa then, knowing very well that when Kazuya said he already had plans, but when he saw this horse walking in and treating Kazuya the way Jin should be doing but couldn’t because of the people around them, it just made him so mad. He wans’t sure why he was trying to make Kazuya jealous because he wasn’t mad at Kazuya, he was mad at himself, but perhaps he just wanted some attention.
“Eh? I was thinking maybe dinner or something.” Riisa smiled at Jin, eyes full of hope. Jin knew he shouldn’t play with Riisa because it was obvious she had crush on him. Jin knew it, he also knew that Kazuya knew it which made it easy to play with in order to get some attention from Kazuya.
“Sounds great.” Jin smiled, before giving a quick glance at Kazuya who was pouting a bit and looking away. Jin could swear he saw a small smirk appearing on Kazuya’s face before he walked to Jin, pouting a bit.
“But you promised to take me home! And you own me that much! I picked you up!” Kazuya walked in front of Jin so that Jin was the only one to see his face when he showed he was serious. He wanted to spend some time alone time with Jin because he couldn’t do it anytime soon. He couldn’t sit on Jin’s lap or cuddle him or hold his hand. So the least Jin should do for him was to spend some time with him when they could actually do things that couples do.
Jin fight the urge to slide his hand on Kazuya’s thigh and pull him into kiss promising he’d do everything for Kazuya as long as he let him, but instead he just smiled before turning to Riisa. “Some other time then?” he asked and after he received a sad nod from the girl, he stood up and saw a small happy smirk on Kazuya’s face. “Shall we go then?” he asked and when Kazuya nodded they started walking and Jin gave a meaningful smirk to Ryo knowing that Ryo probably understood it, but thought about misunderstanding it.
Before going to the car Kazuya made sure Jin was able to drive and as it seemed he was, Kazuya sat on the other side. “So you know the guy? Nishikido.” Kazuya heard Jin asking which took him by a surprise. “Well enough for him to call you princess. So what, ex-boyfriend?” he said and Kazuya couldn’t help but to chuckle.
“Jealous?”
“Damn right I am!” Jin tunred to face Kazuya for a brief second before continuing, “Don’t you think I have a right to be jealous when some dude calls my boyfriend a princess?” he said truthfully, and Kazuya smiled at him for two reasons mostly. One, he just called Kazuya his boyfriend and two, he was admitting he was jealous which could mean only the fact that he did care for Kazuya.
“When I came to pick you up from the club, he tried to hit on me.” Kazuya told then deciding lying would bring nothing but shit. “We didn’t do anything, though.” he wanted to make that perfectly clear with Jin.
“Okay.” Jin smiled, eyes on the road sliding his hand on Kazuya’s.
When they got to Kazuya’s place, the first thing Kazuya did after Jin closed the door was to give a soft kiss brushed against Jin’s lips. He had wanted to do that all day with Jin licking ang biting lips, playing with his tongue. How could Kazuya not want to kiss something like that? He always loved Jin’s lips, they were soft and very talented.
“So what do you want to do?” Kazuya smiled stripping his jacket off and walking further to his apartment. When Jin didn’t answer Kazuya turned to face Jin just to find him only few inches apart, smirking. And Kazuya knew Jin wanted sex. Again.
“I’ve got something in my mind.” he murmured againt Kazuya’s neck, finally giving in to the urge to slide his hands on Kazuya’s thighs sliding them upwards cupping Kazuya’s ass, squeezing it a little.
When Kazuya placed his hands on Jin’s chest he seemed to think it was a sign of agreement, but as a matter of fact it was Kazuya trying to refuse Jin. “I’m tired Jin, and we just had sex this morning.”
Jin leaned back just to lean to capture Kazuya’s lips. “I know,” he whispered against Kazuya’s lips. “Can’t help my dick, baby.” he smirked, deepening the kiss, sliding his tongue in. “I don’t have to do anything but look at you and I’m hard.”
“J-Jin.” Kazuya leaned back. “I- I don’t want to.” he said, and was actually lying. He wanted to, pretty bad actually.
“Huh?”
Kazuya sighed. “I don’t want this to be another sex relationship Jin.” he locked their eyes. “I want more. I want romance, I want cuddling, I want watching movies, I want us to have dinners together, I want us to talk.”
Jin looked at Kazuya awhile and Kazuya couldn’t figure if Jin was offended by what he just said. “So you’re saying we won’t have sex? That’s not a relationship, that’s friendship.” he ended up saying which told Kazuya that he did take it the wrong way and was offended by it.
“Just sex is not a relationship either! It’s just sex for you again, isn’t it?” Kazuya didn’t even notice, but his lips started to tremble and Jin noticed it. He stepped closer, but Kazuya stepped back the same steps. “Isn’t it!?”
“It’s not.” Jin said, looking at Kazuya. “I’m sorry, I know- I just don’t know how to have a relationship properly and-”
“You were engaged after dating a year!” Kazuya said remembering how they met. It was Meisa, Jin’s fiancé who introduced them in the first place.
“Relationship with a guy.” Jin said then calmly and knew it was a mistake to say after seconds of saying it. “I don’t know how to treat you. I can’t treat you like a girl and-”
“What the fuck, Jin? You know me, you know what I like, you treat me like always, just add some actions to it!” he said turning around taking a deep breath. “I can’t believe this.”
“Kazuya.” Jin tried and reached to let his palm rest on Kazuya’s shoulder, but on the second he did, Kazuya moved his shoulder enough to let Jin’s hand slide away.
“I think you should leave.”
“Kazu-”
“Now.” he said then without turning to face Jin. “Please.” Kazuya let his head fall down, closing his eyes, taking deep breaths. This could not be happening. He never heard Jin answering back at him, but he did hear the door open and when it got closed, Kazuya let his face rest on his palms, giving in and letting it all out.
When Jin got back home, he walked straight to his bedroom and collapsed on it. “Fuck!” he let out regretting everything he said and did. Why he couldn’t just hold Kazuya, watch a freaking movie with him, ask for Kazuya to cook for him and praise him to heaven after eating it? Jin was always the type of guy who thought with his dick, and Kazuya being sexy and perfect didn’t help it.
When his phone rang, Jin reched out and saw it was Riisa calling. “Hey.” he answered rolling on his back, running his free hand through his hair. He was so not on the mood.
“Hi! Just calling to ask if you’d like to go to that new club tonight? Club 99 Gaspanic. They say everyone is going to be there!” Jin sighed and thought of all the different ways to reject her offer when she continued, “The whole crew’s gonna be there too, it’d be nice if you were there too.”
“Eh?” the whole crew. “Even Kamenashi?”
“Yeah, Nishikido-kun invited him.” Jin heard Riisa talking and he had to close his eyes to control the rage. Of all the people Nishikido invited him. Even though Jin knew they haven’t done anything, the fact that he’s hitting his boyfriend is a good enough reason for Jin to smach the dude’s teeth off. Only he doesn’t exactly know Kazuya isn’t available. “Why?”
“No reason. So Club 99 what?”
“Gaspanic. Sounds kind of funny, don’t you think?” Jin heard her chuckling, and to think of the name it actually made Jin chuckle too. It did sound weird. “See you there then? 11 o’clock?” she asks and Jin took a deep breath before agreeing. Maybe he could apologue to Kazuya there. And to think of it, it is the first time they’re drinking together, with Kazuya.
Riisa said everyone was going to be there. In Jin’s eyes that means hell lot of paparazzis, which meant it’s a perfect opportunity to show them some loving between him and Riisa. If that’s what the media wanted, Jin should give it to them.
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Jin took a deep breath, giving himself a last look in the mirror. Hair, good. His hair was a bit puffy as always and covering pretty much of his face, and Jin knew that if everything was going to go as he planned, he was going to be dancing so much he’d be all sweaty and he knew Kazuya loved it when his hair was dropping sweat. Clothes, good enough. He was wearing a normal white blouse, open enough to show his chest. Jin rolled the sleeves till his elbows and not to look too boring, he took one of his vests on top of it. Cologne, damn sexy. He has many different colognes but he has used this one for the past couple of days becsue he knows the smell drives Kazuya absolutely nuts. Giving himself a last nod, Jin left.
When Jin arrived he went right away to get himself a drink, because there was no way he’ll be pleading for forgiveness sober. “Beer.” he ordered, and searches Kazuya with his eye while the bartender was picking up the bottle. He couldn’t find Kazuya but when he got the beer a pays for it, he heard Riisa’s voice behind him.
Turning around, Jin found Riisa standing in front of him, smiling fully to him. She was all dressed up and it was the first time Jin had to actually watch her closer. He’s never really though of her anyhow, but seeing her now actually made Jin lick his lips. “Hey.” she said.
Riisa’s hair was huge and curls falling on her chest over her bare shoulders. She was wearing a pink top that shower pretty much skin and Jin was pretty sure she was so going to get laid tonight. Jin had also never noticed how nice her boobs actually were. Not too big, not too small. Just nice. “Hi.” he answered then. “You want something to drink?” Jin pointed the bar, raising his eyebrows.
“No, I got one,” she said taking Jin’s hand. “Come we have a table there!”
Jin was a bit taken aback by the hand holding. He didn’t do anything to get away from it, but he didn’t squeeze her hand, not the way she was at least. Jin could see rightaway paparazzis taking photos of them, so Jin took the adevance of the situation and pulled her a bit, by accident of course and when she was about to fall, Jin took a proper hold on her. “You okay?”
“Yes, I’m sorry, I’m a bit tipsy.” she chuckled. Jin smiled to her, grabing her hand properly. Wihtout any better answer, Jin leaded them further to the club.
They sat down, and Riisa was right. Pretty much everyone was at that club. “Is Kamenashi here yet?” Jin asked Riisa, leaning close enough for her to hear. He hasn’t seen him since he got there. What made him even more anxious was the fact that he hasn’t seen Nishikido either.
“Yeah, I saw him a little before I came to pick you!”
As Champagne Showers by LMFAO started to play, Riisa went crazy. She stood up and started shake her ass and Jin couldn’t help but to smirk as her ass was almost on his lap. She turned around and leaned closer. “Let’s go to dance!
Jin took the last gulp of his beer before getting pulled to the dancefloor. Jin felt Riisa placing her hand around his neck while shaking her booty along with the music. Jin looked around if he’d find Kazuya but all he saw was cameras at them, so Jin placed his hand around her wais and shook his lower body along with her hips.
Jin turned Riisa around to feel her ass on his groins. He couldn’t help but to let out a piece of a moan when Riisa’s hands raised on his neck while her ass was against his cock. Jin leaned closer to murmur on her ear the lyrics. “I’m gonna get you wet,” he said and could hear Riisa groaning and pressing herself even closer as if that was possible. “I’m gonna make you sweat,” Jin continued feeling Riisa’s hand travelling through his body finding his cock, so Jin grabbed those hands and spun her around, puling her closer but facing her this time. “A night you won’t forget.” he sang and he froze as he saw Kazuya then.
Kazuya was dancing at least as sexily as he was with Riisa, but he wasn’t dancing alone. He was dancing with that new guy, Nishkido. The way Kazuya moved his hips, shook his ass, it made Jin hard. And he knew Riisa noticed it. When her hands were back at his groinds, he took a proper hold on them using the same technique as last time and spinning Riisa around. All he could do was to imagine that Nishikido was pole, and Kazuya was giving him a show. Wihtout realizing Jin let out a moan, which made RIisa turn around again and lean closer trying to lock their lips, but Jin pulled Riisa closer and told her that he’d go to smoke and then get them something to drink so she should go to the table to wait. When she nodded Jin took his cigarettes, placing one of them on his mouth as he started walking towards Kazuya. He decided to make sure Kazuya knew that Jin saw them. He walked through Kazuya and Ryo, giving Kazuya a glare and getting out just in time for people to start screaming, “Shake, shake, shake that bottle and make it pop!”
The fact that Kazuya looked gorgeous as ever didn’t help his jealousy issues at all. His hair was styled perfectly. It basically screamed Jin to grab it and make Kazuya suck him right there. His jeans were highlighting his ass, as always. They were black and so tight Jin wondered how he will get them off tonight. He had a white t-shit that almost glowed in the lighting. It had light blue print on it but Jin wasn’t sure if it had a picture or text.
Kazuya looked Jin’s back as he left to smoke. He looked at Ryo and leaned close enough to tell him that he’d go to smoke and bathroom after it. He gave Ryo a last smile before walking out just in time to see Jin swallowing something form his hands, which reminded Kazuya of the morning he saw the medicines Jin had. He didn’t dare to starte the conversation with it, but he knew he had to ask Jin if he’s having some sort of problem with pills.
“Why is it okay for you to dance with Riisa-chan and go to clubs but it’s not okay for me to dance with Ryo?” he said instead walking closer to Jin and when Jin didn’t even turn around, Kazuya walked even closer and sat next to him.
“So you know him well enough to call him by his first name?” Jin lowered his head, puffing out some smoke. “I guess that what it takes, a little ass rubbing on other’s cock.”
Kazuya looked at Jin, and on the outside he may have seemed worried, but in reality he was having troubles understanding why he couldn’t dance with his friend when Jin could. “That’s not the point. I’m gay Jin. In public. If I dance with a guy, it isn’t a big deal, I can’t dance with you, can I?” Kazuya noticed that Jin looked away taking in so much of his cigarette Kazuya was sure he was going to smoke the whole cigarette with one inhale. Kazuya sighed then asking again, “So tell me, why is it okay for you to hold hands with Riisa-chan and getting on tabloids of it, but it’s not okay for me to have a little fun with-”
“There’s a difference!” Jin loced their eyes finally. He stood up but his eyes never left from Kazuya’s who was still sitting. “You know I don’t fuck her! You know I don’t want her! You know I want only you! But how the fuck am I supposed to know whether you fuck him? He’s a guy! And as you said, you’re gay!”
“By fucking trusting!” Kazuya snapped standing up as well. “If you can’t trust me enough to let me dance with a friend, this relationship has no future. There’s no way it’ll work if you get jealous of every fucking guy!” he said, and noticed Jin stepping back few steps, shocked of Kazuya’s snap.
Jin gulped getting a little teary. He licked his lips, looking the ground. Then he snapped the cigarette out with his fingers and walked past Kazuya stopping next to him. “Go dance with him then,” he said with a calm voice. “Fuck him even,” he continued, sounding much more hurt than before. “I don’t care.” he finished and cleared his throat since his voice was hoarse before walking back to the club knowing exactly who with Riisa was going to get laid that night.
TO BE CONTINUED