Can't tell you that I love you 7/?
Title: Can't tell you that I love you
Pairing: Kyuwook, (past!) Yewook, (slight!) Seokyu, Eunhae, Kangteuk. (brother!) Heewook
Rating: PG-13 (just in case)
Genre: Fluff, Romance, Angsty
Summary: Ryeowook and Kyuhyun have been friends for years. But troubles pass by and Ryeowook can't even confess to Kyu. Worse is, Kyu has feelings for someone else. What will happen to Ryeowook, who has feelings for a friend?
Disclaimer: This is a fic. It’s NOT real. That’s the whole point of “FIC” in fanfic. ‘cause it ain’t real. And I don’t own anything except the fanfic and my imagination.
The next day, I got off my bed and decided to make breakfast since I’m the only one who knows how to cook in our dorm. I got some flour, eggs, milk, coffee powder, vanilla extract, oranges and other ingredients. I’m goanna make breakfast today and whenever Kim Ryeowook cooks, he cooks perfectly.
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After hours of cooking, I finally finished breakfast. I made pancakes for Eunhyuk hyung. He would also love strawberry milk and a banana as a side dish with is pancakes.
Sandwiches, coffee, and fruit salad is for Kangin hyung since he’s on a diet. But Leeteuk hyung doesn’t mind if he’s a little fat.
Leeteuk hyung on the other hand always wants toasted bread w/ cheese, orange juice and an apple.
Donghae hyung will have Ramen, Ice tea and oatmeal cookies.
Kibum will have bacon and eggs, orange juice and garlic bread.
For the love of my life, He’ll also have pancakes. But his pancakes are different. They are heart shaped. Just a little decoration. He’ll also have milk and a scoop of icecream.
--------Kyuhyun’s POV--------
I was woken by this smell. A very, delicious smell. I went to the kitchen and saw Ryeowook cooking. He noticed me.
“Morning” He said with a smile.
“Morning.” I replied. He continued preparing the plates. I came closer. Saw all the foods that he made. I can smell the sweet, delicious, smell of the dishes. “mmmm.. Smells good Wook”
-------Ryeowook’s POV-----
I can’t believe it. I actually blushed. He complimented me.
“Thanks. Sit down and eat” I said with a smile. He did as I said. Leeteuk hyung and the others came out of their rooms.
“Wow! Ryeowook did you cook all of this?” Donghae hyung asked.
“Yup. Come on sit” I said. They all sat and almost choked after eating too fast.
“mmm… tastes good Wook! You did it again! Another perfect breakfast” Leeteuk hyung said after taking a bite of his bread. I just sat there and stared at them. I’m happy whenever I see them happy. Kyu was about to get his first bite when…
Knock Knock
Kyu stopped and looked at the door. “I’ll get it” I said. When in opened the door, I saw something that ruined my morning.
“Hi Ryeowook!” Seohyun said.
“Seohyun? What are you doing here?” I asked.
“I came to see Kyu! Is he here?”
“umm..yeah” without permission, she passed by me like I was invisible. I didn’t even tell her to come inside.
“Kyu! Where are you?” she screamed loudly. Kyu and the others went to her.
“Kyu! How are you? Did you eat already?” she asked. Kyu sighed.
“First of all, I’m ok. Second, I was about to until you came” he said with an annoyed tone.
“Oh. Well then let’s eat somewhere.” She said.
“It’s ok. I’m just goanna eat here.”
“Oppa…let’s eat outside~!!” she’s so demanding. She’s like a kid.
“No. Ryeowook already cooked breakfast.” Kyu said. She looked at me. She raised one eyebrow.
“Really? Well, I want to see the food that he made.” She said. She went to our kitchen. We all followed her. When she the food, she put on her disgusted face on.
“Eww oppa! You’re seriously goanna eat this?” she complained.
“Well, yeah”
“But oppa, it looks so….cheap” Freak. Like she knows how to cook.
“Well, I don’t care.” Kyu defended. Seohyun took a fork and took a piece from Eunhyuk pancakes.
“Yah!” Eunhyuk complained. But she ignored him. She tasted it, she chewed it and……she spit it out.
“Pweh! Pweh! Eww! It tastes horrible!” she said. She then looked at Kyu and smiled.
“But that’s ok since I’m here. Well go to a fancy café and eat there” Kyu closed his eyes and sighed.
“But Ryeowook already-”
“It always has to be about Ryeowook isn’t?” She cut him off.
“Tsk tsk. Why do you value Ryeowook more than me?” she said. She started crying. Wow. She’s good at acting. Kyu sighed and closed his eyes.
“Seohyun, Drop the acting okay?” Kyu said. She didn’t listen. She continued acting. Leeteuk hyung the spoke up.
“Seohyun, what Kyu is trying to say is that he doesn’t want the food to be spoiled and wasted. So maybe you can just go have breakfast with Kyu tomorrow morning” Leeteuk hyung said softly. She then looked at Leeteuk hyung with an angry expression.
“Tomorrow?! Do you know how impatient I am?! I have an interview tomorrow! You know, I’m starting to think that Kyu is in love with Ryeowook or something!” she screamed. Oh I wish Kyu IS in love with me.
“You know what people would think? They’ll think he’s GAY! Just. like. you” she said meanly to Hyung. Leeteuk hyung’s eyes widened. I then heard something unpleasant.
"YAH! Who do you think you are?!" Kangin hyung shouted. He was goanna come near Seohyun when Leeteuk hyung blocked him.
“Kangin. Kangin. Calm down. It’s okay.” Leeteuk hyung said while holding both of Kangin hyung upper arms. Leeteuk hyung then turned to Seohyun.
“I suggest you go home Seohyun. You’re already making a problem here.” He said.
“Fine!” She screamed and slammed the door before leaving.
“Aish! That girl is crazy! Who dos she think she is?! Freak.” Donghae complained while scratching his head.
“Yeah. She’s totally insane! Right Wook? She totally hated your food! That’s inpossibel! I think she has bad tastebuds.” Eunhyuk said. I just nodded. I tried to look at Kyu but he wasn’t there. I then heard a slam of a door. It came from My and Kyu’s room.
I knocked on his door. I slowly popped my head in.
“Kyu?” he was there but didn’t react. He’s just plopped on his bed. Lying on his stomach. I closed his door behind me. I sat next to him.
“Kyu…” I rubbed his back.
“I wanna die” he murmured. I sighed. I looked at him and tapped his back.
“Move” I said. He then turned around and lay down properly. He moved a little and gave me space to lie down next to him. We stared at the ceiling.
“Do you think I should break up with Seohyun?” He asked out of the blue.
“Hmm… I guess so…. Yeah” I replied. He just sighed.
“I’m starting to hate her. Really” He said. I laughed.
“All of us are” There was a long, dead, silence.
“Wook…”
“mmm?”
“I haven’t asked you this before but..”
“But?”
“Have you ever fallen in love with Someone after Yesung?” I was frozen. I pursed my lips. I can’t lie. But…..
“Nope. No one” I looked at him.
“Why?” I asked. He shrugged his shoulders.
“Nothing.”
“You’re lying.” I said playfully. He looked at me.
“Fine. I asked because….”
“Because?”
“’Cause I was curious” ok I believed a little. I looked back at the ceiling and chuckled.
“Ok. I lied too.”
“Mworago?” He looked at me So did I.
“I fell in love with someone after Yesung.” I thought Now is the right time to tell him this.
“I fell in love……with…. You” His eyes widened. I tried to smile but failed. I sat up straight. He did the same. I took a deep breath.
“The day…you told me that …..you asked Seohyun to be your girlfriend….I was about to confess to you” I didn’t cry. I ran out of tears.
“I’m sorry” he said. I faced him.
“Why?”
“I was blind. I never knew that you actually loved me. I made you bear this for…years. I’m sorry” I could hear the sincerity.
“It’s okay. At least now, you have Seohyun. If you’re happy, I’m happy” I said when I stood up I was about to go out when he caught my wrist.
“But I’m not happy. I would be happy if You’re with me” Kyu stood up. I turned around. Facing him. Our faces were so close.
“Kyu, you’re just saying that because I confessed to you. Tomorrow, You’ll treat me like friend again” I said. He chuckled.
“No. I won’t. I don’t know if you know this but…I actually love you too. Ever since I saw you in the music room, I actually liked you. I didn’t tell you because… I was a coward. I thought it was Impossible to fall in love with you. But …. I guess nothing is impossible.” I looked up. I saw his angelic face. He smiled.
“Remember yesterday when I screamed at you?”” I nodded.
“Do you know how bad I felt?” I bit my lower lip. I stared down.
“I ask myself everytime I do something bad to you: Why do I do this to the one I love?” I still kept my head down. He then kissed my forehead.
“I love you” Our foreheads touched each other.
“And I’m sorry for hurting you” I know he’s about to kiss me. Our lips. Centimeters away. I turned my heas to the right. He stopped.
“Kyu, you’re still in a relationship” I reminded. He chuckled.
“Then I’ll break up with Seohyun. Anyways, I can feel she doesn’t love me either”
“Just…. Just break up with her properly. Take it slow and don’t get angry. You are the one who is breaking up. You should be sorry” I said. He just nodded.
“But…. I think you shouldn’t break up with her”
“Wae?”
“Because I don’t think she has ever experienced a broken heart. I think you should leave me instead of her”
“Mworago? But I love you! Not her!”
“Kyu, I can handle a broken heart. Plus, if you do, the media will interfere with your life” He chuckled again.
“Then that will be a price that I’ll have to take.” He said. I then heard a knock on the door.
“Kyu?” I heard Kibum’s voice from outside. I looked at Kyu again. His hands were on my hips.
“You can’t tell anyone about this. Okay?” I said. He chuckled.
“Go back being miserable and wishing you were dead” I said with a smile. Kyu pouted.
“But I still want you to stay……” he said.
“Kyu?” I heard Kibum again.
“Bali! Bali! (Hurry Hurry)” I said. He then went back on his bed.
“Love you” he said.
“Love you too” I replied. I then opened the door. Kibum was still there.
“Hyung? You were inside?” Kibum asked.
“umm…yeah. I was. I tried to comfort Kyu” I said.
“Oh ok” Kibum said. He then went away.
One of the longest updates I have done. *phew* I'm quite tired. Happy commenting!
Pairing: Kyuwook, (past!) Yewook, (slight!) Seokyu, Eunhae, Kangteuk. (brother!) Heewook
Rating: PG-13 (just in case)
Genre: Fluff, Romance, Angsty
Summary: Ryeowook and Kyuhyun have been friends for years. But troubles pass by and Ryeowook can't even confess to Kyu. Worse is, Kyu has feelings for someone else. What will happen to Ryeowook, who has feelings for a friend?
Disclaimer: This is a fic. It’s NOT real. That’s the whole point of “FIC” in fanfic. ‘cause it ain’t real. And I don’t own anything except the fanfic and my imagination.
The next day, I got off my bed and decided to make breakfast since I’m the only one who knows how to cook in our dorm. I got some flour, eggs, milk, coffee powder, vanilla extract, oranges and other ingredients. I’m goanna make breakfast today and whenever Kim Ryeowook cooks, he cooks perfectly.
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After hours of cooking, I finally finished breakfast. I made pancakes for Eunhyuk hyung. He would also love strawberry milk and a banana as a side dish with is pancakes.
Sandwiches, coffee, and fruit salad is for Kangin hyung since he’s on a diet. But Leeteuk hyung doesn’t mind if he’s a little fat.
Leeteuk hyung on the other hand always wants toasted bread w/ cheese, orange juice and an apple.
Donghae hyung will have Ramen, Ice tea and oatmeal cookies.
Kibum will have bacon and eggs, orange juice and garlic bread.
For the love of my life, He’ll also have pancakes. But his pancakes are different. They are heart shaped. Just a little decoration. He’ll also have milk and a scoop of icecream.
--------Kyuhyun’s POV--------
I was woken by this smell. A very, delicious smell. I went to the kitchen and saw Ryeowook cooking. He noticed me.
“Morning” He said with a smile.
“Morning.” I replied. He continued preparing the plates. I came closer. Saw all the foods that he made. I can smell the sweet, delicious, smell of the dishes. “mmmm.. Smells good Wook”
-------Ryeowook’s POV-----
I can’t believe it. I actually blushed. He complimented me.
“Thanks. Sit down and eat” I said with a smile. He did as I said. Leeteuk hyung and the others came out of their rooms.
“Wow! Ryeowook did you cook all of this?” Donghae hyung asked.
“Yup. Come on sit” I said. They all sat and almost choked after eating too fast.
“mmm… tastes good Wook! You did it again! Another perfect breakfast” Leeteuk hyung said after taking a bite of his bread. I just sat there and stared at them. I’m happy whenever I see them happy. Kyu was about to get his first bite when…
Knock Knock
Kyu stopped and looked at the door. “I’ll get it” I said. When in opened the door, I saw something that ruined my morning.
“Hi Ryeowook!” Seohyun said.
“Seohyun? What are you doing here?” I asked.
“I came to see Kyu! Is he here?”
“umm..yeah” without permission, she passed by me like I was invisible. I didn’t even tell her to come inside.
“Kyu! Where are you?” she screamed loudly. Kyu and the others went to her.
“Kyu! How are you? Did you eat already?” she asked. Kyu sighed.
“First of all, I’m ok. Second, I was about to until you came” he said with an annoyed tone.
“Oh. Well then let’s eat somewhere.” She said.
“It’s ok. I’m just goanna eat here.”
“Oppa…let’s eat outside~!!” she’s so demanding. She’s like a kid.
“No. Ryeowook already cooked breakfast.” Kyu said. She looked at me. She raised one eyebrow.
“Really? Well, I want to see the food that he made.” She said. She went to our kitchen. We all followed her. When she the food, she put on her disgusted face on.
“Eww oppa! You’re seriously goanna eat this?” she complained.
“Well, yeah”
“But oppa, it looks so….cheap” Freak. Like she knows how to cook.
“Well, I don’t care.” Kyu defended. Seohyun took a fork and took a piece from Eunhyuk pancakes.
“Yah!” Eunhyuk complained. But she ignored him. She tasted it, she chewed it and……she spit it out.
“Pweh! Pweh! Eww! It tastes horrible!” she said. She then looked at Kyu and smiled.
“But that’s ok since I’m here. Well go to a fancy café and eat there” Kyu closed his eyes and sighed.
“But Ryeowook already-”
“It always has to be about Ryeowook isn’t?” She cut him off.
“Tsk tsk. Why do you value Ryeowook more than me?” she said. She started crying. Wow. She’s good at acting. Kyu sighed and closed his eyes.
“Seohyun, Drop the acting okay?” Kyu said. She didn’t listen. She continued acting. Leeteuk hyung the spoke up.
“Seohyun, what Kyu is trying to say is that he doesn’t want the food to be spoiled and wasted. So maybe you can just go have breakfast with Kyu tomorrow morning” Leeteuk hyung said softly. She then looked at Leeteuk hyung with an angry expression.
“Tomorrow?! Do you know how impatient I am?! I have an interview tomorrow! You know, I’m starting to think that Kyu is in love with Ryeowook or something!” she screamed. Oh I wish Kyu IS in love with me.
“You know what people would think? They’ll think he’s GAY! Just. like. you” she said meanly to Hyung. Leeteuk hyung’s eyes widened. I then heard something unpleasant.
"YAH! Who do you think you are?!" Kangin hyung shouted. He was goanna come near Seohyun when Leeteuk hyung blocked him.
“Kangin. Kangin. Calm down. It’s okay.” Leeteuk hyung said while holding both of Kangin hyung upper arms. Leeteuk hyung then turned to Seohyun.
“I suggest you go home Seohyun. You’re already making a problem here.” He said.
“Fine!” She screamed and slammed the door before leaving.
“Aish! That girl is crazy! Who dos she think she is?! Freak.” Donghae complained while scratching his head.
“Yeah. She’s totally insane! Right Wook? She totally hated your food! That’s inpossibel! I think she has bad tastebuds.” Eunhyuk said. I just nodded. I tried to look at Kyu but he wasn’t there. I then heard a slam of a door. It came from My and Kyu’s room.
I knocked on his door. I slowly popped my head in.
“Kyu?” he was there but didn’t react. He’s just plopped on his bed. Lying on his stomach. I closed his door behind me. I sat next to him.
“Kyu…” I rubbed his back.
“I wanna die” he murmured. I sighed. I looked at him and tapped his back.
“Move” I said. He then turned around and lay down properly. He moved a little and gave me space to lie down next to him. We stared at the ceiling.
“Do you think I should break up with Seohyun?” He asked out of the blue.
“Hmm… I guess so…. Yeah” I replied. He just sighed.
“I’m starting to hate her. Really” He said. I laughed.
“All of us are” There was a long, dead, silence.
“Wook…”
“mmm?”
“I haven’t asked you this before but..”
“But?”
“Have you ever fallen in love with Someone after Yesung?” I was frozen. I pursed my lips. I can’t lie. But…..
“Nope. No one” I looked at him.
“Why?” I asked. He shrugged his shoulders.
“Nothing.”
“You’re lying.” I said playfully. He looked at me.
“Fine. I asked because….”
“Because?”
“’Cause I was curious” ok I believed a little. I looked back at the ceiling and chuckled.
“Ok. I lied too.”
“Mworago?” He looked at me So did I.
“I fell in love with someone after Yesung.” I thought Now is the right time to tell him this.
“I fell in love……with…. You” His eyes widened. I tried to smile but failed. I sat up straight. He did the same. I took a deep breath.
“The day…you told me that …..you asked Seohyun to be your girlfriend….I was about to confess to you” I didn’t cry. I ran out of tears.
“I’m sorry” he said. I faced him.
“Why?”
“I was blind. I never knew that you actually loved me. I made you bear this for…years. I’m sorry” I could hear the sincerity.
“It’s okay. At least now, you have Seohyun. If you’re happy, I’m happy” I said when I stood up I was about to go out when he caught my wrist.
“But I’m not happy. I would be happy if You’re with me” Kyu stood up. I turned around. Facing him. Our faces were so close.
“Kyu, you’re just saying that because I confessed to you. Tomorrow, You’ll treat me like friend again” I said. He chuckled.
“No. I won’t. I don’t know if you know this but…I actually love you too. Ever since I saw you in the music room, I actually liked you. I didn’t tell you because… I was a coward. I thought it was Impossible to fall in love with you. But …. I guess nothing is impossible.” I looked up. I saw his angelic face. He smiled.
“Remember yesterday when I screamed at you?”” I nodded.
“Do you know how bad I felt?” I bit my lower lip. I stared down.
“I ask myself everytime I do something bad to you: Why do I do this to the one I love?” I still kept my head down. He then kissed my forehead.
“I love you” Our foreheads touched each other.
“And I’m sorry for hurting you” I know he’s about to kiss me. Our lips. Centimeters away. I turned my heas to the right. He stopped.
“Kyu, you’re still in a relationship” I reminded. He chuckled.
“Then I’ll break up with Seohyun. Anyways, I can feel she doesn’t love me either”
“Just…. Just break up with her properly. Take it slow and don’t get angry. You are the one who is breaking up. You should be sorry” I said. He just nodded.
“But…. I think you shouldn’t break up with her”
“Wae?”
“Because I don’t think she has ever experienced a broken heart. I think you should leave me instead of her”
“Mworago? But I love you! Not her!”
“Kyu, I can handle a broken heart. Plus, if you do, the media will interfere with your life” He chuckled again.
“Then that will be a price that I’ll have to take.” He said. I then heard a knock on the door.
“Kyu?” I heard Kibum’s voice from outside. I looked at Kyu again. His hands were on my hips.
“You can’t tell anyone about this. Okay?” I said. He chuckled.
“Go back being miserable and wishing you were dead” I said with a smile. Kyu pouted.
“But I still want you to stay……” he said.
“Kyu?” I heard Kibum again.
“Bali! Bali! (Hurry Hurry)” I said. He then went back on his bed.
“Love you” he said.
“Love you too” I replied. I then opened the door. Kibum was still there.
“Hyung? You were inside?” Kibum asked.
“umm…yeah. I was. I tried to comfort Kyu” I said.
“Oh ok” Kibum said. He then went away.
One of the longest updates I have done. *phew* I'm quite tired. Happy commenting!