ONCE IS COINCIDENCE, .../ Chap 11 / MASTER PLAN part 2
title: MASTER PLAN part 2 / sequel to DON'T FORGET ME!
main pairing: Kyumin
genre:angst, romance, fluff
type: oneshot / split in two parts
rating: PG13
disclaimer: i do not own them, the plot is mine
summary:sequel to DON'T FORGET ME
A/n:
You can read the prequel story DON'T FORGET ME! here:
http://kyu-min.livejournal.com/2377264.html
and part 1 from Master plan here:
http://kyu-min.livejournal.com/2379873.html
It was an usual evening like so many more before: him, alone, in front of a half empty plate of food and a half empty glass of wine, after an exhausting schedule day.
His eyes stopped for a moment on the date displayed on his phone screen, before checking out the caller's id.
"Should i answer?
Why Min are you torturing me like this, why don't you simply accept that i try my best to ignore you and to stay away from you?
I understood from our friends's last visit at your place that you live a happy life. I hope you were not feeling upset i didn't want to go with them...
Don't get me wrong, i am really happy for you, i was thrilled watching the video you sent me through Ryeong: your smiling eyes full of love and happiness while rocking in your arms your new born daughter were worth it to sacrifice my love for you."
He couldn't believe how fast time flew since his arms pressed for the last time at his chest his oh-so missed lover...former lover, though...
The phone went silent eventually, but a message was received after a few seconds.
His fingers were attracted to the screen like magnets, even though his brain was commanding him to not open that message.
But, his fingers won over his brain, and the text appeared on the screen:
"TONIGHT I'M...
missing talking to you
missing your touch
missing your arms around me
missing your sweet voice in my ears, gentle but alluring
missing your heart beat softly pulsing under my head
missing your lips trailing down my body
missing your hands softly rubbing my stomach, massaging my back
missing the way you feel beside me...on top of me...under me...inside me...
I'M DESPERATELY AND PAINFULLY MISSING YOU!!!
.
.
.
I NEED YOU!!!"
"...I need you, too...", whispered Kyuhyun, a hot tear rolling down his cheek, while typing the short reply:
"Where are you?"
"At our place from Han river."
"Our place, OUR...don't you know that this word is forbidden for us, dammit Min?!
Why are you making everything so hard for me?", mumbled Kyuhyun while riding his car in a too high speed for the sake of the traffic laws. But he didn't care about any laws in that moment, not about traffic laws, not about any wisdom laws, not about society's laws, all he cared was to be beside the man he never stopped from loving him,for all these past fucking three years.
Yes, he met him sometimes on different occasions, but always accompanied by his wife.
She was never confident enough to let them alone in the same room, and Kyuhyun respects her for that. It means she loves her husband and wants for him to love her back in exchange.
Yes, it was hard for Kyuhyun to ignore those pleading eyes always looking for his, in their short meetings, but he was heroically resisting...
Not this time, though.
His Minimin should be in a great trouble to send that message. He never called him or texted since the next morning after his wedding , when he locked himself in the bathroom and they were on the phone for a whole hour.
After climbing down his car he instantly spotted the small, crouched form from a pile of rocks.
He was slightly trembling from the cold late autumn wind, or maybe from other reasons.
Sungmin closed his eyes and exhaled in a long sigh of relief when warm hands sneaked under his arms and stopped on his stomach, pressing him against the body attached at his back.
He didn't say anything, just tilted a bit his head, savoring with his eyes still closed, the soft hair strands tickling his cold cheek.
"Minimin, can i ask you a question?", murmured Kyuhyun, warming Sungmin's cheek with his hot breathing.
"Uh-huh...oh, how i missed being called like that...", said Sungmin pulling out his hands from the jacket pockets and wrapping the hands pressing his stomach.
"Why did you quit the band after your army discharging? And i want the truth, not your official statement from that time.", asked Kyuhyun, feeling how the man from his arms straightened his back and tightened the grip of his hands.
"I just felt like a burden and i felt unwanted by everybody, the fans, the members, the company..."
"But, that's not true!You know how elf always brought supporting banners with your face or name during the group's concerts, while you were in the army. And the members never said something wrong to you or about you..."
"Maybe they said nothing to you, or maybe you didn't hear, and yes they said nothing wrong to me neither, but Kyu i felt...i felt their coldness towards me! Shortly i felt unloved by members, also by elf, but don't worry, i am content with my life, at least with my artistic life. Maybe you know that i am a pretty requested musical actor, so it's enough for me. Besides i have more time to spend with my..."
"Your lovely family.", interrupted him Kyuhyun.Are you happy, Minimin?"
"I was gonna say that i have more time to spend with my beloved daughter . If i am happy you ask? Don't know how to answer you:if watching my daughter's smile when i hold her in my arms can be called as happiness, then yes i can say i am happy, but..."
"But, what my lo... i mean...what is the meaning of that BUT?", stuttered Kyuhyun, almost calling the married man from his arms as MY LOVE.
Sungmin turned around , sitting on his heels and looking for the first time at the man he called so desperately an hour ago:
"Kyu, that BUT is meaning that i miss to be called like you almost called me right now , i miss to hear your voice calling me MY LOVE!
Don't get me wrong, she calls me all the time like that, but it's not YOU! Kyu, i still love you, i never stopped from loving you, no matter how hard i tried. She tried so hard to make me loving her, but, but, but...there are so many BUT in my life!"
Kyuhyun cupped the other's cheeks in his palms and stared in his eyes sighing:
"I'm so sorry my Minimin, it's only my own fault i pushed you and her together, maybe if i would have searched more, i would have found a better wife for you."
"No, Kyu, it's not your fault, and it's not her to be blamed either. She is, i mean she was a good wife for me. You would never imagine what she was up to do only for pleasing me and for making me to love her, but i just couldn't!
Yes i like her, i respect her, i always did my duty of husband towards her and i tried hard to not upset her in any way, but...yet again that BUT..."
Kyuhyun wiped with his thumbs the warm tears rolling down on his palms holding Sungmin's cheeks:
"Why did you say that she was a good wife for you, why using the past tense?"
"Because today she told me she wants to divorce from me..."
"But why? She said she doesn't care about your past and she loves you so much that she will fight for you! Please, don't cry baby, do you want me to try talking to her?"
"Of course not, it's not why i called you, i just, i just...reached the edge of the endurance, i missed you too much for all these years, i needed to see you, to hear you, to hug you!", let Sungmin his tears to run freely while nesting himself at Kyuhyun's chest.
"I can feel you, my.lo.ve, yes i will call you my love, even if it's not right to call somebody else's man like that, but for me you will be forever my love!
I didn't love somebody else but you in these three years, and i will love only you for the rest of my life.
I see you are crying because she asked you for divorce, tell me why this divorce issue all of a sudden?"
"Well, it's not so sudden, though, and i'm not crying because she might divorce. I am afraid that she would want to take my daughter away from me."
Kyuhyun's heart was stinging at the sight of that beautiful face he adores and missed so much, painted with pain and fear.
He stood up, pulling up Sungmin by his shoulders:
"You need to tell me everything, but not here. The wind is getting colder, look at you, your lips are purple and your nose is red. Come on, let's go in a warmer place, where is your car?"
"I am not with the car, i took a taxi because i drank some alcohol after she said that to me."
Kyuhyun took him by his hand and headed to his car:
"What if she already took your kid while we were being here?"
"No, my daughter is at my parents house. I found out this morning why Shaun (a/n:it's how Sungmin is calling Saeun) was not against when my dad came to take the baby for the weekend at their house, but let's go and i will tell you everything from the beginning."
They didn't talk anymore in the car. Kyuhyun parked the car in front of a small pension from a side street.
"We should wear these!", said Kyuhyun giving Sungmin a pair of black sunglasses and a cap, and pulling over his head the hood of his jacket.
"Why, i am not an idol anymore?", said Sungmin, but accepting the disguising more for Kyuhyun's sake who was recognizable in public as a member from the still famous pop band Super Junior, but as the very successful balladeer. too.
"Why are you saying this? Didn't you read all the online messages asking for you to come back in SuJu, or all those banners with COME BACK OUR BELOVED SUNGMIN OPPA!?", smiled Kyuhyun squeezing gently the other's hand before climbing down the car.
The receptions was a sleepy old man who was not a SuJu fan for sure because he was not looking suspicious at all when Kyuhyun gave him his ID for registering.
Sungmin followed Kyuhyun in the small but clean rented room, and took off his jacket, the sunglasses and the cap enjoying the warmness of the room:
"Oh, i realize only now how cold was the wind on the river shore."
"I told you, you were purple, but your cheeks and hands are still cold, should we ask some hot tea from the roomservice?", said Kyuhyun rubbing Sungmin's hands between his palms.
"No need, i'm fine now, i just want to cuddle under that thick blanket with you...Don't look so scared at me, i just wanna cuddle while talking, nothing more. That blanket looks so inviting after the outside coldness."
Kyuhyun's heart was beating hard in his chest while climbing up the small bed, but when Sungmin plastered himself at his chest, his heart almost broke his rib cage.
"I really hate to be cold, this is so good...", purred Sungmin sneaking his head under Kyuhyun's chin and wrapping himself with his former lover's arms, under the woolen blanket.
"As i already told you i tried very hard to fall in love with her, especially that my father was the happiest man on earth when i introduced her to my family as my girlfriend. I could say that my dad's dream to see me as a married man weighed the most in my decision to marry Shaun.
You know his reaction when i told him the truth that you and i are more than a fanservice couple, how he almost had a stroke. I love my father very much, even though he can't accept that nobody can do anything about who and what i am.
Anyway, it was not only me working for my marriage, but Shaun , too. It's embarrassing to told you what she did, but i will tell you anyway.
One night when i rejected her offer to make love because i was too tired, when i was half asleep i felt her trying to... finger my hole...imagine that!
I was so shocked!
But my shock was even bigger when she pulled off the coverlet from our bodies and she sat on her knees with a dildo attached by her pelvic, commanding me to part my legs!
And guess what she did, when i asked her if she went insane!
She coated the dildo from a jar of lube about which i never knew it existed in my house, and tried to literally fuck me!
I was so shocked that i pushed her away so hard that she felt down from the bed and hit hard her back and her arm.
Next day she explained me that i always mumbling your name in my sleep, so she was only trying to give me what she thought i was longing for."
When Kyu saw that Sungmin stopped talking, he wrapped his arms around the head resting on his chest and kissed lightly his crown and forehead:
"I'm sorry, baby, i know what you are talking about, because i often share the room with Ryeong in the aboard tours, and he is always telling me that i call your name in my sleep.
And what did you say to her?"
"I told her the truth that my problem was not a matter of butt sex, but a matter of feelings and a broken heart, i told her that i never stopped from loving you even though i love her too, in a way, a different way, though.
That moment was the start of our marriage's collapse.
She was always suspicious about everything i did, or everywhere i went, she began to be mad even of our Jo Hyun who was born, as you know, on 13 of July.
At some point we made a deal: i promised her to not leave her, but if she will ever find another man to love him and to love her back like she deserves, in that moment i will let her go."
"Yeah, right, or maybe in the moment she will find a man more famous and popular like you are in this moment...", smirked bitterly Kyuhyun.
"So, you admit that i am no longer popular and loved by fans, not talking anymore about the members, who didn't even bother to leave for me some congratulation messages on their SNS accounts.", laughed Sungmin just as bitterly.
"You know very well why they acted like that. You can't blame them for being scared by the KELF's threats that all their secrets will be exposed if they will support you in any way. And you know that the SuJu's secrets are not just a few. Besides, you can't say they didn't congratulate you in private.
As for you not being popular, i was saying that she is no longer married with the idol he used to be so interesting for the media, so she has no more such a big benefit like she had when she was a SuJu member's wife."
"You really don't like her, even though you were the one choosing her for me."
"Yes, i was, and i regretted every minute from the day she sold your dating story to the media. I would have never expected to be a such a greedy and fame seeker person, i'm sorry if i offend your wife, but this is my real opinion about her."
"No problem, you know me that i rather prefer to hear the truth, besides she will be no more my wife, soon."
"Are you hurt because of that?"
"As i said, i am not upset because she found her happiness with another man, but because i'm afraid she will claim our daughter, and Jo Hyun is my life, without her i would be nothing!", sniffed Sungmin in Kyuhyun's shirt.
Kyuhyun kissed again his crown and wiped lovingly his wet cheek:
"I'm sure everything will be okay in the end, if she wants to divorce because she fell in love with somebody else, maybe that man will not agree to take her along with a two years old kid.
Did she say why she wants to divorce?"
"I didn't finish my story.
Someday when i was for a walk in the park with Jo Hyun, my mom sent dad with a home made cake to our house, and found the front door unlocked, so he didn't ring the bell, but entered, thinking that maybe the baby is asleep.
So, he tiptoed in the living room, but what he saw almost gave him another stroke: my wife's agency manager was sitting on the armchair with a coffee cup in his hands and Shaun was sitting on her knees between his parted legs and slurping another kind of coffee...it's my dad's plastic description of what he saw.
She began to yell at him:
//Why are you so shocked?! You were the one forcing your son to marry me, even though you knew he likes sucking dicks even more as i like! So be thankful i accepted him and i gave you a grandchild, spoiling my slim waist! But now i opened my eyes and found my right path in life!
He is the right man for me, strong, powerful, and ready to do everything for me! He will make me a movie superstar like i deserve!//
"Oh my god, i would never thought that nice girl to be capable to speak to an elder like that!", exclaimed Kyuhyun in shock.
"Neither me, though. Dad said nothing to me, nor to mom, but he asked me to meet him after a few days and apologized to me for not accepting that i am gay. I understood his gesture only after i came back home and Shaun told me everything.This was yesterday.
This morning dad came at our house and said he will take the kid with him, for letting us alone and to solve our problems.
And we solved them in only two minutes, when Shaun announced me about the divorce."
"Don't be sad and please don't cry sweetheart, we will fight for Jo Hyun, yes we, because i will hire the best lawyer for you and i will help with everything i could in all this story. Besides there is a good sight, though...your father is finally accepting the truth...", whispered Kyuhyun,showering Sungmin's crown with comforting kisses.
Sungmin removed his arms from around his neck and shuffled up his body, till his lips were almost touching Kyu's neck:
"Just do it right!"
"What?"
"Kiss me right, not on my head...i want to kiss me as you once used to , i want to..."
"But, baby, we are not allowed, you are still a married man, and i remember when you said that you are not a cheater..."
"Yes, i remember, too, especially how you begged me to cheat on Shaun and to give you a last night with you, and how you made me a big cheater.
Today is my turn to beg you: give me back my night i gave you three years ago!"
Kyuhyun was not made from stone, he was a poor human being who's honorable principles flew on the window in the moment that hot breathing was tickling his neck skin and his heart, too.
He crushed aggressively their lips together, pouring all his long time frustration and longing in a hungry kiss, involving biting, sucking, sloppy sounds, saliva streaming down their chins.
Their hands and legs were stumbling in each other in the big hurry to discard their clothes.
Their first making love after three fucking years was wild and rough, but followed by many rounds full of sensuality, taking their time to savor every inch from each other's body they missed so much.
"I never stopped hopping for this day to come at some point in my life, i love you, i always did..."
"And i always will..."completed Kyuhyun the other's sentence, before taking him in his arms and beginning to sing the lullaby song he used to sing to him when they were two young roommates.
-000-
Three more years passed quickly and we find our two lovers in the same spot from the Han river shore, sitting in the same position, with Sungmin's back rested in Kyuhyun's warm arms. Only two things were different: over their heads began to fall the first snow from that year, and their faces were brightened by an obvious happiness
"Why are you smiling?", asked Sungmin, feeling Kyuhyun's smile in the kiss planted behind his ear.
"Because i'm happy, and because i remembered something."
"Tell me, what?"
"I remembered how our younger daughter Sarang came into our lives. How that 24 years old fan came to our home and she told us she was a Kyumin shipper since she was a young teenager. I remember how shocked we were when she told us her story, that she has that lung disease, and her unconventional doctor said to her that she might have chances to be cured if she was giving birth to a child.
And her first thought was to give us a child.
I remember that we thought she was just a crazy sasaeng, and i thank God she was so persistent in convincing us to let her to be the surrogate mother for our child!"
"Yes, it looked to me a such a crazy idea, but i am glad we didn't give up, so we went with her to that special clinic where they mixed both our sperm samples with her eggs, so we will never know which from us is Sarang's biological father."
"It doesn't matter, you and i, we are Sarang's and Jo Hyun's parents, and thank God that the donor mother was cured indeed by her illness, and now she has her own family and child."
"Don't forget about Shaun, she is happy, too, and i'm happy for her that she is living her dream. She called me yesterday and told me she took the leading role in that new drama all the media was talking lately."
"Yes, i'm happy too for her. Besides as long she is happy she will not have some weird ideas to ask back Jo Hyun from us."
"You still don't like her!", laughed Sungmin.
"You caught me! I like only you and our daughters!", tightened Kyuhyun his arms around Sungmin's form.
"You, cheesy little bastard! If you like me, you will be the one in charge to give her our wedding invitation."
"All right, all right, i will give it to her, even though i am not sure she will come. After all i missed from her wedding."
"And everybody knows why you missed!
This time i want another kind of wedding, only with our families and close friends, no celebrities, no media. I want to feel happiness not to act the role of the happy groom from THE WEDDING musical drama, yelling in the mic that i'm happy!
This time i want to tell only you those words, nobody have to hear, only you and our children!"
-000-
After three more years the society is finally ready to give equal rights to all citizens, and the korean parliament gave a positive vote for the same gender marriage.
Kyuhyun and Sungmin were already married for three years, but only in their hearts and in their families and friends eyes, and now they finally have the chance to be legally married, too.
Their happy family was given as example in the political debates, everybody accepted them as a family in the end, the media, the society, even the usual haters...who could resist at such a beautiful love story,such a beautiful parents and such a cute little daughters?...
Sungmin didn't want to join again Super Junior, he remained at the status of musical actor, but sometimes he accepted to accompany Kyuhyun as a guest star in shows and to sing ballads in duet with him.
Besides he is very busy with taking care about the family business: they were the owners of a very famous restaurant from Gwanghwamum, where the clients could choose from a large palette of food dishes,but especially from a selected palette of wines.
It was an old dream of his to open a wine restaurant, and in menu to be found all the wines he ever drank with Kyuhyun.
A/n Who knows what future can bring to our beloved Kyumin, i wish for both of them only happiness!
main pairing: Kyumin
genre:angst, romance, fluff
type: oneshot / split in two parts
rating: PG13
disclaimer: i do not own them, the plot is mine
summary:sequel to DON'T FORGET ME
A/n:
You can read the prequel story DON'T FORGET ME! here:
http://kyu-min.livejournal.com/2377264.html
and part 1 from Master plan here:
http://kyu-min.livejournal.com/2379873.html
It was an usual evening like so many more before: him, alone, in front of a half empty plate of food and a half empty glass of wine, after an exhausting schedule day.
His eyes stopped for a moment on the date displayed on his phone screen, before checking out the caller's id.
"Should i answer?
Why Min are you torturing me like this, why don't you simply accept that i try my best to ignore you and to stay away from you?
I understood from our friends's last visit at your place that you live a happy life. I hope you were not feeling upset i didn't want to go with them...
Don't get me wrong, i am really happy for you, i was thrilled watching the video you sent me through Ryeong: your smiling eyes full of love and happiness while rocking in your arms your new born daughter were worth it to sacrifice my love for you."
He couldn't believe how fast time flew since his arms pressed for the last time at his chest his oh-so missed lover...former lover, though...
The phone went silent eventually, but a message was received after a few seconds.
His fingers were attracted to the screen like magnets, even though his brain was commanding him to not open that message.
But, his fingers won over his brain, and the text appeared on the screen:
"TONIGHT I'M...
missing talking to you
missing your touch
missing your arms around me
missing your sweet voice in my ears, gentle but alluring
missing your heart beat softly pulsing under my head
missing your lips trailing down my body
missing your hands softly rubbing my stomach, massaging my back
missing the way you feel beside me...on top of me...under me...inside me...
I'M DESPERATELY AND PAINFULLY MISSING YOU!!!
.
.
.
I NEED YOU!!!"
"...I need you, too...", whispered Kyuhyun, a hot tear rolling down his cheek, while typing the short reply:
"Where are you?"
"At our place from Han river."
"Our place, OUR...don't you know that this word is forbidden for us, dammit Min?!
Why are you making everything so hard for me?", mumbled Kyuhyun while riding his car in a too high speed for the sake of the traffic laws. But he didn't care about any laws in that moment, not about traffic laws, not about any wisdom laws, not about society's laws, all he cared was to be beside the man he never stopped from loving him,for all these past fucking three years.
Yes, he met him sometimes on different occasions, but always accompanied by his wife.
She was never confident enough to let them alone in the same room, and Kyuhyun respects her for that. It means she loves her husband and wants for him to love her back in exchange.
Yes, it was hard for Kyuhyun to ignore those pleading eyes always looking for his, in their short meetings, but he was heroically resisting...
Not this time, though.
His Minimin should be in a great trouble to send that message. He never called him or texted since the next morning after his wedding , when he locked himself in the bathroom and they were on the phone for a whole hour.
After climbing down his car he instantly spotted the small, crouched form from a pile of rocks.
He was slightly trembling from the cold late autumn wind, or maybe from other reasons.
Sungmin closed his eyes and exhaled in a long sigh of relief when warm hands sneaked under his arms and stopped on his stomach, pressing him against the body attached at his back.
He didn't say anything, just tilted a bit his head, savoring with his eyes still closed, the soft hair strands tickling his cold cheek.
"Minimin, can i ask you a question?", murmured Kyuhyun, warming Sungmin's cheek with his hot breathing.
"Uh-huh...oh, how i missed being called like that...", said Sungmin pulling out his hands from the jacket pockets and wrapping the hands pressing his stomach.
"Why did you quit the band after your army discharging? And i want the truth, not your official statement from that time.", asked Kyuhyun, feeling how the man from his arms straightened his back and tightened the grip of his hands.
"I just felt like a burden and i felt unwanted by everybody, the fans, the members, the company..."
"But, that's not true!You know how elf always brought supporting banners with your face or name during the group's concerts, while you were in the army. And the members never said something wrong to you or about you..."
"Maybe they said nothing to you, or maybe you didn't hear, and yes they said nothing wrong to me neither, but Kyu i felt...i felt their coldness towards me! Shortly i felt unloved by members, also by elf, but don't worry, i am content with my life, at least with my artistic life. Maybe you know that i am a pretty requested musical actor, so it's enough for me. Besides i have more time to spend with my..."
"Your lovely family.", interrupted him Kyuhyun.Are you happy, Minimin?"
"I was gonna say that i have more time to spend with my beloved daughter . If i am happy you ask? Don't know how to answer you:if watching my daughter's smile when i hold her in my arms can be called as happiness, then yes i can say i am happy, but..."
"But, what my lo... i mean...what is the meaning of that BUT?", stuttered Kyuhyun, almost calling the married man from his arms as MY LOVE.
Sungmin turned around , sitting on his heels and looking for the first time at the man he called so desperately an hour ago:
"Kyu, that BUT is meaning that i miss to be called like you almost called me right now , i miss to hear your voice calling me MY LOVE!
Don't get me wrong, she calls me all the time like that, but it's not YOU! Kyu, i still love you, i never stopped from loving you, no matter how hard i tried. She tried so hard to make me loving her, but, but, but...there are so many BUT in my life!"
Kyuhyun cupped the other's cheeks in his palms and stared in his eyes sighing:
"I'm so sorry my Minimin, it's only my own fault i pushed you and her together, maybe if i would have searched more, i would have found a better wife for you."
"No, Kyu, it's not your fault, and it's not her to be blamed either. She is, i mean she was a good wife for me. You would never imagine what she was up to do only for pleasing me and for making me to love her, but i just couldn't!
Yes i like her, i respect her, i always did my duty of husband towards her and i tried hard to not upset her in any way, but...yet again that BUT..."
Kyuhyun wiped with his thumbs the warm tears rolling down on his palms holding Sungmin's cheeks:
"Why did you say that she was a good wife for you, why using the past tense?"
"Because today she told me she wants to divorce from me..."
"But why? She said she doesn't care about your past and she loves you so much that she will fight for you! Please, don't cry baby, do you want me to try talking to her?"
"Of course not, it's not why i called you, i just, i just...reached the edge of the endurance, i missed you too much for all these years, i needed to see you, to hear you, to hug you!", let Sungmin his tears to run freely while nesting himself at Kyuhyun's chest.
"I can feel you, my.lo.ve, yes i will call you my love, even if it's not right to call somebody else's man like that, but for me you will be forever my love!
I didn't love somebody else but you in these three years, and i will love only you for the rest of my life.
I see you are crying because she asked you for divorce, tell me why this divorce issue all of a sudden?"
"Well, it's not so sudden, though, and i'm not crying because she might divorce. I am afraid that she would want to take my daughter away from me."
Kyuhyun's heart was stinging at the sight of that beautiful face he adores and missed so much, painted with pain and fear.
He stood up, pulling up Sungmin by his shoulders:
"You need to tell me everything, but not here. The wind is getting colder, look at you, your lips are purple and your nose is red. Come on, let's go in a warmer place, where is your car?"
"I am not with the car, i took a taxi because i drank some alcohol after she said that to me."
Kyuhyun took him by his hand and headed to his car:
"What if she already took your kid while we were being here?"
"No, my daughter is at my parents house. I found out this morning why Shaun (a/n:it's how Sungmin is calling Saeun) was not against when my dad came to take the baby for the weekend at their house, but let's go and i will tell you everything from the beginning."
They didn't talk anymore in the car. Kyuhyun parked the car in front of a small pension from a side street.
"We should wear these!", said Kyuhyun giving Sungmin a pair of black sunglasses and a cap, and pulling over his head the hood of his jacket.
"Why, i am not an idol anymore?", said Sungmin, but accepting the disguising more for Kyuhyun's sake who was recognizable in public as a member from the still famous pop band Super Junior, but as the very successful balladeer. too.
"Why are you saying this? Didn't you read all the online messages asking for you to come back in SuJu, or all those banners with COME BACK OUR BELOVED SUNGMIN OPPA!?", smiled Kyuhyun squeezing gently the other's hand before climbing down the car.
The receptions was a sleepy old man who was not a SuJu fan for sure because he was not looking suspicious at all when Kyuhyun gave him his ID for registering.
Sungmin followed Kyuhyun in the small but clean rented room, and took off his jacket, the sunglasses and the cap enjoying the warmness of the room:
"Oh, i realize only now how cold was the wind on the river shore."
"I told you, you were purple, but your cheeks and hands are still cold, should we ask some hot tea from the roomservice?", said Kyuhyun rubbing Sungmin's hands between his palms.
"No need, i'm fine now, i just want to cuddle under that thick blanket with you...Don't look so scared at me, i just wanna cuddle while talking, nothing more. That blanket looks so inviting after the outside coldness."
Kyuhyun's heart was beating hard in his chest while climbing up the small bed, but when Sungmin plastered himself at his chest, his heart almost broke his rib cage.
"I really hate to be cold, this is so good...", purred Sungmin sneaking his head under Kyuhyun's chin and wrapping himself with his former lover's arms, under the woolen blanket.
"As i already told you i tried very hard to fall in love with her, especially that my father was the happiest man on earth when i introduced her to my family as my girlfriend. I could say that my dad's dream to see me as a married man weighed the most in my decision to marry Shaun.
You know his reaction when i told him the truth that you and i are more than a fanservice couple, how he almost had a stroke. I love my father very much, even though he can't accept that nobody can do anything about who and what i am.
Anyway, it was not only me working for my marriage, but Shaun , too. It's embarrassing to told you what she did, but i will tell you anyway.
One night when i rejected her offer to make love because i was too tired, when i was half asleep i felt her trying to... finger my hole...imagine that!
I was so shocked!
But my shock was even bigger when she pulled off the coverlet from our bodies and she sat on her knees with a dildo attached by her pelvic, commanding me to part my legs!
And guess what she did, when i asked her if she went insane!
She coated the dildo from a jar of lube about which i never knew it existed in my house, and tried to literally fuck me!
I was so shocked that i pushed her away so hard that she felt down from the bed and hit hard her back and her arm.
Next day she explained me that i always mumbling your name in my sleep, so she was only trying to give me what she thought i was longing for."
When Kyu saw that Sungmin stopped talking, he wrapped his arms around the head resting on his chest and kissed lightly his crown and forehead:
"I'm sorry, baby, i know what you are talking about, because i often share the room with Ryeong in the aboard tours, and he is always telling me that i call your name in my sleep.
And what did you say to her?"
"I told her the truth that my problem was not a matter of butt sex, but a matter of feelings and a broken heart, i told her that i never stopped from loving you even though i love her too, in a way, a different way, though.
That moment was the start of our marriage's collapse.
She was always suspicious about everything i did, or everywhere i went, she began to be mad even of our Jo Hyun who was born, as you know, on 13 of July.
At some point we made a deal: i promised her to not leave her, but if she will ever find another man to love him and to love her back like she deserves, in that moment i will let her go."
"Yeah, right, or maybe in the moment she will find a man more famous and popular like you are in this moment...", smirked bitterly Kyuhyun.
"So, you admit that i am no longer popular and loved by fans, not talking anymore about the members, who didn't even bother to leave for me some congratulation messages on their SNS accounts.", laughed Sungmin just as bitterly.
"You know very well why they acted like that. You can't blame them for being scared by the KELF's threats that all their secrets will be exposed if they will support you in any way. And you know that the SuJu's secrets are not just a few. Besides, you can't say they didn't congratulate you in private.
As for you not being popular, i was saying that she is no longer married with the idol he used to be so interesting for the media, so she has no more such a big benefit like she had when she was a SuJu member's wife."
"You really don't like her, even though you were the one choosing her for me."
"Yes, i was, and i regretted every minute from the day she sold your dating story to the media. I would have never expected to be a such a greedy and fame seeker person, i'm sorry if i offend your wife, but this is my real opinion about her."
"No problem, you know me that i rather prefer to hear the truth, besides she will be no more my wife, soon."
"Are you hurt because of that?"
"As i said, i am not upset because she found her happiness with another man, but because i'm afraid she will claim our daughter, and Jo Hyun is my life, without her i would be nothing!", sniffed Sungmin in Kyuhyun's shirt.
Kyuhyun kissed again his crown and wiped lovingly his wet cheek:
"I'm sure everything will be okay in the end, if she wants to divorce because she fell in love with somebody else, maybe that man will not agree to take her along with a two years old kid.
Did she say why she wants to divorce?"
"I didn't finish my story.
Someday when i was for a walk in the park with Jo Hyun, my mom sent dad with a home made cake to our house, and found the front door unlocked, so he didn't ring the bell, but entered, thinking that maybe the baby is asleep.
So, he tiptoed in the living room, but what he saw almost gave him another stroke: my wife's agency manager was sitting on the armchair with a coffee cup in his hands and Shaun was sitting on her knees between his parted legs and slurping another kind of coffee...it's my dad's plastic description of what he saw.
She began to yell at him:
//Why are you so shocked?! You were the one forcing your son to marry me, even though you knew he likes sucking dicks even more as i like! So be thankful i accepted him and i gave you a grandchild, spoiling my slim waist! But now i opened my eyes and found my right path in life!
He is the right man for me, strong, powerful, and ready to do everything for me! He will make me a movie superstar like i deserve!//
"Oh my god, i would never thought that nice girl to be capable to speak to an elder like that!", exclaimed Kyuhyun in shock.
"Neither me, though. Dad said nothing to me, nor to mom, but he asked me to meet him after a few days and apologized to me for not accepting that i am gay. I understood his gesture only after i came back home and Shaun told me everything.This was yesterday.
This morning dad came at our house and said he will take the kid with him, for letting us alone and to solve our problems.
And we solved them in only two minutes, when Shaun announced me about the divorce."
"Don't be sad and please don't cry sweetheart, we will fight for Jo Hyun, yes we, because i will hire the best lawyer for you and i will help with everything i could in all this story. Besides there is a good sight, though...your father is finally accepting the truth...", whispered Kyuhyun,showering Sungmin's crown with comforting kisses.
Sungmin removed his arms from around his neck and shuffled up his body, till his lips were almost touching Kyu's neck:
"Just do it right!"
"What?"
"Kiss me right, not on my head...i want to kiss me as you once used to , i want to..."
"But, baby, we are not allowed, you are still a married man, and i remember when you said that you are not a cheater..."
"Yes, i remember, too, especially how you begged me to cheat on Shaun and to give you a last night with you, and how you made me a big cheater.
Today is my turn to beg you: give me back my night i gave you three years ago!"
Kyuhyun was not made from stone, he was a poor human being who's honorable principles flew on the window in the moment that hot breathing was tickling his neck skin and his heart, too.
He crushed aggressively their lips together, pouring all his long time frustration and longing in a hungry kiss, involving biting, sucking, sloppy sounds, saliva streaming down their chins.
Their hands and legs were stumbling in each other in the big hurry to discard their clothes.
Their first making love after three fucking years was wild and rough, but followed by many rounds full of sensuality, taking their time to savor every inch from each other's body they missed so much.
"I never stopped hopping for this day to come at some point in my life, i love you, i always did..."
"And i always will..."completed Kyuhyun the other's sentence, before taking him in his arms and beginning to sing the lullaby song he used to sing to him when they were two young roommates.
-000-
Three more years passed quickly and we find our two lovers in the same spot from the Han river shore, sitting in the same position, with Sungmin's back rested in Kyuhyun's warm arms. Only two things were different: over their heads began to fall the first snow from that year, and their faces were brightened by an obvious happiness
"Why are you smiling?", asked Sungmin, feeling Kyuhyun's smile in the kiss planted behind his ear.
"Because i'm happy, and because i remembered something."
"Tell me, what?"
"I remembered how our younger daughter Sarang came into our lives. How that 24 years old fan came to our home and she told us she was a Kyumin shipper since she was a young teenager. I remember how shocked we were when she told us her story, that she has that lung disease, and her unconventional doctor said to her that she might have chances to be cured if she was giving birth to a child.
And her first thought was to give us a child.
I remember that we thought she was just a crazy sasaeng, and i thank God she was so persistent in convincing us to let her to be the surrogate mother for our child!"
"Yes, it looked to me a such a crazy idea, but i am glad we didn't give up, so we went with her to that special clinic where they mixed both our sperm samples with her eggs, so we will never know which from us is Sarang's biological father."
"It doesn't matter, you and i, we are Sarang's and Jo Hyun's parents, and thank God that the donor mother was cured indeed by her illness, and now she has her own family and child."
"Don't forget about Shaun, she is happy, too, and i'm happy for her that she is living her dream. She called me yesterday and told me she took the leading role in that new drama all the media was talking lately."
"Yes, i'm happy too for her. Besides as long she is happy she will not have some weird ideas to ask back Jo Hyun from us."
"You still don't like her!", laughed Sungmin.
"You caught me! I like only you and our daughters!", tightened Kyuhyun his arms around Sungmin's form.
"You, cheesy little bastard! If you like me, you will be the one in charge to give her our wedding invitation."
"All right, all right, i will give it to her, even though i am not sure she will come. After all i missed from her wedding."
"And everybody knows why you missed!
This time i want another kind of wedding, only with our families and close friends, no celebrities, no media. I want to feel happiness not to act the role of the happy groom from THE WEDDING musical drama, yelling in the mic that i'm happy!
This time i want to tell only you those words, nobody have to hear, only you and our children!"
-000-
After three more years the society is finally ready to give equal rights to all citizens, and the korean parliament gave a positive vote for the same gender marriage.
Kyuhyun and Sungmin were already married for three years, but only in their hearts and in their families and friends eyes, and now they finally have the chance to be legally married, too.
Their happy family was given as example in the political debates, everybody accepted them as a family in the end, the media, the society, even the usual haters...who could resist at such a beautiful love story,such a beautiful parents and such a cute little daughters?...
Sungmin didn't want to join again Super Junior, he remained at the status of musical actor, but sometimes he accepted to accompany Kyuhyun as a guest star in shows and to sing ballads in duet with him.
Besides he is very busy with taking care about the family business: they were the owners of a very famous restaurant from Gwanghwamum, where the clients could choose from a large palette of food dishes,but especially from a selected palette of wines.
It was an old dream of his to open a wine restaurant, and in menu to be found all the wines he ever drank with Kyuhyun.
A/n Who knows what future can bring to our beloved Kyumin, i wish for both of them only happiness!