An intro post - Feel free to read if you want to know more about me

Jul 08, 2020 22:02

Well, actually I don’t even know what made me write this post :| Maybe because I’m too tired while school sucks and there is still tons of homework waiting for me (which I don’t want to do, even when knowing that I must do them before getting myself in trouble). So I played around in boredom and finally decided to write an intro post. There’s quite long after my last one, and many things have been changing until now…

As a normal person…

I’m just a normal high school girl living in Vietnam (if you want to know where Vietnam is, go check the map :P) Well, actually I’m not going to be a high school student anymore, as next year I’ll graduate and take an entrance exam to show my learning ability. If I’m lucky (I hope that), I can continue my study in university. If not, then I don’t have another choice but stay at home and continue study, waiting for the entrance exam the following year to try again :( It’s not a good idea much even though my parents are understanding and don’t want to put pressure on me, so I better study hard from now on lol

My favorite subjects are English and Math. I like logic and really hate illogical things.

I want to be in Paris once. My plan is after graduating university I will go for a trip around the world, or at least around Europe. Hope that my parents let me do it, they always think that I’m still a little girl (who I really am.)

I used to want to be a journalist. Actually there’re many kinds of job I want to have when I was small. For example, I wanted to be a Math teacher, then some years later I suddenly wanted to be a fashion designer, and finally an artist (I draw and paint quite well, really.) But my mother doesn’t appreciate the idea of me being an artist (she said that it’s too hard for someone like me.) so she persuaded me to think of a “normal” job. It’s my last year and I should consider my future carrier carefully in order to choose a proper university having that major. At first I thought of being a journalist (my mother’s a journalist too.) but considering about it again, I found that it’s not a good choice anyway. I’m quite anti-social, and it’s not good for my job (well, I’m still friendly, or at least I think that…) There are still many more reasons too, so after reconsidering again and again, I choose National University. At least I can do something with my favorite subject (English!!!) and my major in high school (it’s Literature, it’s really hard :|) Hope that I can pass its entrance exam next year *pray hard*

I’m into photography very much. When I pass my entrance exam I will ask to buy an amateur camera. Then I’ll force my cousin to teach me, he’s professional anyway lol

As I have said before, I’m quite anti-social, but I’m friendly. I don’t bite if anyone wants to make friend with me, really. Just tell me your name and why do you want to know me lol

I don’t talk much. I usually spend time thinking to myself and wonder about my own problems. I don’t want to be a burden to others, especially my friends and family. I have been worried enough about me. I need to stay strong for them.

I like doing skin ship. My close friends were kinda annoyed with it as I always clung on them. But it’s in the past… Now I rather do skin ship with my stuff bunny, or my sister (At least she’s willing to let me do it.)

It seems that many girls like me. I don’t mean like like, but like as a good buddy (maybe I’m too easy lol.) They like sitting beside me and squeezing my cheeks and hands, saying that they look cute (not I look cute) Some of them once said they felt peaceful and happy around me (which I found totally interesting, and warm-hearted. At least I’m not useless.) From the bottom of my heart, I want to be someone everybody can believe in and rely on.

I’m too practical, quite reserved and pensive, sometimes rather insecure, I admit. It’s not like I don’t trust people or I’m having any kind of psychological problem. It’s just my characteristic, I guess. Anyway, I still love people around me…

I want an independent life. Having family and friends around is good, but we should be independent in our own life. If I need to do something, I’d rather do it all by myself and hardly ask for help.

If I receive something from my friends or someone I care about, I will keep it carefully, even when it’s just a piece of paper asking if I’m really okay.

My health, sadly, isn’t good much. I’m always weak since I was small up to now. It makes my family members worried very much and never want to let me stay far from them.

I want to be single in my whole life. Really, marriage to me is just troublesome. I think I’m too young to think of my far future, but I rather live with cats and dogs when I’m getting older lol. Having some love affairs is fun, but being single is great.

To me, even when people love you so much, even when they’re your family, maybe they don’t even understand you thoroughly.

As a fan girl…

I’m a K-pop addict, seriously. I love music very much and it’s hard for me to live without it. But I’m not into K-drama much (unlike my mom and grandma) I just watch a drama because it’s on TV and my family members are watching it so I can’t change the channel lol

I love dancing and the choreography is the most attractive thing to me. Whenever I’m watching an MV or performance, the first thing I concentrate on is the dance moves. I really like dance battle.





I’m basically an E.L.F. I have been in love with SJ for almost four years, and I can say proudly that I love them with all my heart. Even when recently I haven’t talked much about them (there’re other fandoms stealing my attention *sigh*), I still have a soft spot for them. People used to think that the idea of 13 persons in the same group was so unbelievable and inconvenient, but SJ isn’t SJ anymore if one of the members leaves the band. Together with other two members from sub group SJ-M, the boys have been suffering from many problems and difficulties; they should be appreciated and loved for their hard works and effort… To me, 13 + 2 + 1 = FAMILY. EeTeuk, HeeChul, HanKyung, YeSung, KangIn, SungMin, EunHyuk, DongHae, SiWon, RyeoWook, KiBum, KyuHyun, ZhouMi, Henry and E.L.Fs are one.

From the days I started loving SJ, I‘ve never stopped being happy when the members are happy, feeling sad when they’re down and crying when they have to receive unfairness…

Now there’s E.L.F all over the world and I’m quite proud of that fact :)

As an E.L.F, I love all 13 boys (or I should call them as men now?), but my first bias in SJ (I bet everybody has already known) is one of the three main vocals in SJ - KyuHyun. I love his voice most, and actually I fell for him because of it. Then I watched more shows, learning more about the boy and started loving his characteristic as it is fun, mischievous, yet gentle and warm. It reminds me of my own one. He’s handsome and his charm is so irresistible, too lol My second bias is no other than our eternal magnae RyeoWook. Seriously, how can I not love him when Kyu has already fallen for that angel? <3 Together, they make such a perfect couple and that’s why I love KYUWOOK! Forever my OTP!!!





I’ve been a B2UTY, not in a long time much, but my love for them is real, and strong. I did listen to their hits like “Mystery”, “Shock”, “Take care of my girlfriend” before but just when it came to “Lights Go On Again” and “Beautiful”, I grew interested and started learning about the boys. They’re very good, and amusing. I can’t believe that there was time people bashing them and comparing BEAST with Big Bang. I meant, Big Bang is talented too, and they are famous all over the world, but when BEAST debuted everything had just started, there were still a lot of time and a long, hard way waiting for them to go. You can’t judge something just by lame reasons and pessimistic opinions. I admit that at first I was impressed with the name everybody used to call them, you know, as a “recycled band”. But the more I knew about them, the more talents they showed me and at the end of 2010 after listening to their fifth mini album “My Story”, I thought they deserved a good place in my small heart. Anyway, not that my heart is something valuable (except for my health) lol

I don’t have a proper bias in BEAST. I love all six of them equally and it’s hard for me to choose one as the most favorite member. It’s just like there’s time I think I love one member a little bit more than others. Just a bit… I like all Seob couples, like DooSeob, DongSeob, JunSeob, HyunSeob, KiSeob, DanSeob (I mean Dalmatian Daniel/YoSeob),… YoSeob is such a cutie little pie and nobody can resist him lol I also love JunSeung. Recently the news about JunHara has been affecting me, but I will never stop shipping JunSeung. I just need time, to gain back my balance. My heart still hasn’t been recovered yet. But I’m really happy for JunHyung and wish JunHara good luck…

I’m a ZE:A Style, and also an Inspirit, if that’s what you call me as I love ZE:A and Infinite. But the saddest thought I always have whenever thinking of them is that there aren’t much their fans around here. They DO have fans. They are good, talented and they should be appreciated with what they have achieved. I actually have never been worried much about SJ and BEAST (Well, the time I felt worried most about SJ were when KangIn’s incident happened and HanKyung with his lawsuit, about BEAST was when their first album “Fiction and Fact” was about to be released) but when it comes to these two, I really make a fuss and being hypersensitive *sigh*





ZE:A can dance well, right? Their songs aren’t bad, if not saying that they’re good. Just take “All Day Long” (it’s one of my most favorite songs forever.), “Mazeltov” and “Here I Am” as examples. The vocals are pretty beautiful (I don’t love Kevin for no reason.) But why I haven’t seen many ZE:A Styles around here recently? Besides, it’s sad that people just know mostly about KwangHee, not all members of the group. I know KwangHee is famous for his funny characteristic, his ability in variety shows, the plastic surgery things, etc etc…whatever. I also like him because he’s a moodmaker and never afraid to show his opinions. But being the center of the crowd too much like that can stress him out, even when he likes being the center. People taking plastic surgery hardly admit that they were once under the knife, and I appreciate that KwangHee had a gut to admit about that but people shouldn’t press for that fact too much. He’s not something to be entertained and laughed at, or gossiped. I don’t know and am not sure, but I think maybe he’d feel depressed and tired. He’s in ZE:A and I believe that he also wants other members can be in the same shows with him, not only him. So please, Star Empire, can you try to promote other members? JunYoung, SiWan, Kevin, HeeChul, TaeHoon, MinWoo, HyungShik, DongJoon, I want to see them in more shows…





About Infinite, the band is supposed to be a dancing group, it means they really can dance VERY well. WooHyun and SungGyu are great vocalists, while Hoya and DongWoo are in charge of rapping and dancing. L/MyungSoo, he isn’t only the face of the group, but his voice is also nice, I think. SungYeol and SungJong… These guys, their line shares are the least in the whole Infinite and at first I even wondered why they were in Infinite. But after watching and watching, thinking and thinking, without any one of seven members, Infinite isn’t Infinite anymore. Each member in the band has his own specific role. SungYeol and SungJong have done good jobs in variety shows, and I want to see these two more. I even love SungYeol, without a proper reason, really :D Recently Infinite has been filming for “Sesame Player”. I’ve watched the season 1 with MBLAQ, it’s really funny and good. Hope that Infinite can do well in the season 2 <3 Hwaiting Infinite!!! And to Woolim Entertainment, please, I hope that you’ll concentrate more on the band. They need your attention very much.

My biases in ZE:A are SiWan, KwangHee and Kevin. The OTP is SiKwang, of course. The reasons are quite simple. First, because the two boys remind me of myself and my friend (I’m more like SiWan in that case lol). Second, they look so cute together and their friendship’s fun, but also warm-hearted. They’re really best friends. And the third reason is just because I have a friend who loves SiKwang, like me. He and I can talk about these boys non-stop and I found that it’s amusing. In Infinite, my biases are L, SungYeol and Hoya. As I have said above, I love SungYeol for no reason lol. About L, I DON’T like him because of his face, really. The first impression I have about him is that he can play guitar. I do love guitar and am also fond of anybody can play it. So when I first watched “Can U Smile” (Broadcasting Ver.) performance, I was like “Wow… That guy can play guitar. His voice is good too, his face is also handsome.” So that’s why I love L :)) And Hoya, he’s the dancing machine, he can rap, he can sing, blah blah blah…. HOW CAN I NOT LOVE HIM??? And the OTP in Infinite? Definitely MyungYeol and MyungJong. I’m fond of the love/hate relationship MyungSoo and SungYeol share together, besides, MyungJong are both so cute <3

Apart from four boy groups I’ve mentioned above, I also like SHINee, MBLAQ, 2AM, F.T.Island, TVXQ, Big Bang, U-KISS... In the first half of 2011 year there are some boy bands debuting, they are really good. I’ll watch them carefully and expect to see more improvements and something new from Block B, B1A4 and Boyfriend (All of their names are started with letter “B” right?)

I don’t have a proper bias when it comes to female singers and girl groups. The only person I’ve loved very much since the first time I saw her is G.NA. Her voice, her charm, her appearance and ability… I love them all… Oh, and I also do love 4Minute girls :) (The Cube family is so Jjang!!!) There’re still many other girl groups and singers I like, such as Beak JiYoung, Lyn, T-ara, 2NE1, A-Pink, KARA, After School, f(x), Miss A, Secret, Wonder Girls…

As a writer…

I really don’t think I’m a good writer. I still make many grammatical mistakes while writing and my stories don’t always turn out well as I hope. I respect every writer I met and read their works. If I find good works, I will follow the writers of those works and try to learn their style of writing. Just learning the way they write and use words, NO copying and stealing idea. The worst thing in this world is you steal other’s work without asking for permission and claim that it’s yours own one.

Sometimes I do feel proud of myself for the amount of works and what I have written (come on, I even used to think that I couldn’t write ANYTHING in English.), but there’s still a long way waiting for me to continue. I have never had a thought of being a professional writer, though I’ll be more than willing if my condition and ability allows. Writing is my hobby, rather passion. It helps me show my happiness and get rid of my sadness, depress. Besides, it’s also a way to express my love for my biases, as a fan girl.

I’ve always written KyuWook and SJ fandom. I’ve already written in BEAST fandom too. In the future I hope I can write about ZE:A and Infinite. Maybe it’s the only way to show my love for them…

I don’t like cheesy and fluffy things much. It’s one of the reasons why I hardly write fluff… I still do write fluff, but just because I don’t want to disappoint people reading my works. They must be sick with my angst era.

Recently I’ve not often left comments on the stories I read. I’m really for being a silent reader like that. It’s too bad that people support me but I don’t support them back as I used to do. Now I still haven’t settled down my schedule this year properly but as soon as it’s done I’ll try to spare more time and read others’ works carefully…

Oh, and here is my masterlist. Feel free to read if you're interested. All are not f-locked

fandom: infinite, little things, fandom: super junior, fandom: beast, introduction, fandom: ze:a

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