Where I've Been....
Well, shortly after my post a month or so ago, I had a bad relapse of depression/anxiety, brought about by a series of shocks as far as intrapersonal relationships go as well as other factors.
Since then, I had been on medical leave from work while I tried to recover. It was fairly boring-- just a bunch of sitting around all day playing with the kitties and otherwise doing nothing since I was too depressed to do much. I did play some online games though!
I also went back to my partial hospital program, though I ended up not quite finishing it properly this time. I do think I got something out of it though, maybe as much benefit as I possibly hope to reap from a place like that.
Currently I am back at work, my first day back in about two months. Last night I was terrified, hence last night's post-- plus I was being introspective again about my intrapersonal relationships, which never helps. I guess I'll never be quite good with people? Or be able to keep friendships strong.
I feel lonely.
Anyways, here I am at work. It's not quite as bad as I dreaded. I feel like I'm in the doghouse here, but hopefully that feeling will pass. Ganbarimasu!
And that's it, I guess.
Since then, I had been on medical leave from work while I tried to recover. It was fairly boring-- just a bunch of sitting around all day playing with the kitties and otherwise doing nothing since I was too depressed to do much. I did play some online games though!
I also went back to my partial hospital program, though I ended up not quite finishing it properly this time. I do think I got something out of it though, maybe as much benefit as I possibly hope to reap from a place like that.
Currently I am back at work, my first day back in about two months. Last night I was terrified, hence last night's post-- plus I was being introspective again about my intrapersonal relationships, which never helps. I guess I'll never be quite good with people? Or be able to keep friendships strong.
I feel lonely.
Anyways, here I am at work. It's not quite as bad as I dreaded. I feel like I'm in the doghouse here, but hopefully that feeling will pass. Ganbarimasu!
And that's it, I guess.