Mixed feelings
I've had a few days of extreme ups and downs, and I thought I should write about it. I'm not sure how legible it'll come out though, as my thoughts are scattered like dandelion fluff at the moment.
Firstly, let me say that something delightful happened to me yesterday. I got to hear a voice I really wanted to hear and was reassured on a couple of counts. It had me so happy I literally skipped around the (empty) office for a few minutes.
Next, let me tell you about my friend Angela real quick. (Hope you don't mind, Ang!) She's a very sweet RL friend of mine I met at the hospital. We have a lot in common, I should say. She has things rougher than me and I'm really worried about her. Yesterday, she was lucky on one count (she found out her younger child Lars isn't autistic like his brother) but she wasn't as lucky as me-- in regards to getting a call she wanted. The poor thing. T_T
We were supposed to have a girls night out last night, but long story short she had a panic attack and we weren't able to make it out to the club. Instead we had dinner and an evening in. I know she feels bad about that, and I feel bad because she felt so guilty and freaked out.
I guess I worry about her and wonder why bad things keep happening to good people.
Anyways, let's see... what else happened this week. Well, real quick and in no real order: I'm waiting for some cute clothing I ordered online to come in, I got my beads so I can start making beaded jewelry soon, I babysat for Angela, and-- well, that's about it. The rest was the usual.
Hope everyone's having a good day! Me, I'm tiiiiired.
Firstly, let me say that something delightful happened to me yesterday. I got to hear a voice I really wanted to hear and was reassured on a couple of counts. It had me so happy I literally skipped around the (empty) office for a few minutes.
Next, let me tell you about my friend Angela real quick. (Hope you don't mind, Ang!) She's a very sweet RL friend of mine I met at the hospital. We have a lot in common, I should say. She has things rougher than me and I'm really worried about her. Yesterday, she was lucky on one count (she found out her younger child Lars isn't autistic like his brother) but she wasn't as lucky as me-- in regards to getting a call she wanted. The poor thing. T_T
We were supposed to have a girls night out last night, but long story short she had a panic attack and we weren't able to make it out to the club. Instead we had dinner and an evening in. I know she feels bad about that, and I feel bad because she felt so guilty and freaked out.
I guess I worry about her and wonder why bad things keep happening to good people.
Anyways, let's see... what else happened this week. Well, real quick and in no real order: I'm waiting for some cute clothing I ordered online to come in, I got my beads so I can start making beaded jewelry soon, I babysat for Angela, and-- well, that's about it. The rest was the usual.
Hope everyone's having a good day! Me, I'm tiiiiired.