i wish there were some adventure waiting for me
heh havent even finished my last entry yet, oh well. everything feels so beautiful at this moment but nothing in particular. i'm only slighytly drunk, so forgive me if I mistype anything cause I don't much care. i was outside for awhile lyigng in the grass. for the first time I was actually glad that dog was out there so I wasn't alone. I was nice to him.. petting him and talking to him like he cared. there were no stars in the sky... there would be in the country. i wish i was there. if billy was up I would have been dancing, and i hate dancing. in this state of mnind i can't stand being indoors. i'm just sitting in here wishing that there was something adventurous to be doing. even if it was only to be camping and walking down those trails in the moonlight with all those damn bugs and snakes. maybe we can go without the baby sometime this fall. that would be heavenly. people aren't meant to live in houses... although I don't think I'd like not living in them all the time ^^. ah, my life is so mundane. i suppose most people's are. when ethan gets bigger i want to take him camping all the time(when he's big enough to advoid snakes and all that anyway) and I want him to experience it often unlike i did. i dont think my family ever once did, and even if we did it was so boring i've since forgoten about it. anywho back to my l;ast entry to finish whatever thought I was on then.