finn's TesFest

Jul 08, 2009 22:00

Mistress Kytherea asked (ok commanded) me to write about my experiences at this year’s TESfest and ways in which they might improve. This year we attended quite a few seminars in which keeping a journal was mentioned so Her request was not unusual. Instinctively i protested with “i don’t know about that.” She shot back with; “See… there you are judging me again.” Respectfully, i replied that; “i wasn’t judging Her but that Jason and many of Her friends put a lot of work into the success of the event and i didn’t want to criticize their efforts.” Again She came back and said;” But they deserve to know.” Other than the fact that Mistress Kytherea is always right that seemed like a valid argument to me. Usually i spend weeks pondering about my time with my Owner, however i didn’t get the feeling from Her that She enjoys that part of the uniqueness i add so here is my experience, uncharacteristically soon after the event.

It is true that i have been feeling neglected lately see Mistress Kytherea’s live journal Feb 1, 2009. Here is the link http://kytherea1.livejournal.com/. So i thought TESfest represented a great opportunity to see my Owner in a lifestyle friendly environment and erase Her disappointment from TESfest last year. Several days after i made the reservations Mistress Kytherea informed me that She had been talking to andrew[Ky] about attending prior to me making the reservations. Not only was this a surprise and a disappointment at the same time, but the news came while i was on vacation. i rallied to save my vacation and put off dealing with this until i returned to work.

Following vacation and some honest discussion between Mistress Kytherea and myself, I thought it would be in our best interest that we each go our separate ways during TESfest and i would consider Mistress Kytherea “busy” for the weekend and other than knowing i was arriving on Thursday and departing on Sunday She didn’t know my plans. Thursday, was hectic but only because i made it so. The directions on the TESfest website gave instructions coming from New York which represented no problem for me because i like the excitement of the City however, by the time i flew into LaGuardia then took a cab to Penn Station, then NJ Transit to New Brunswick, NJ, and finally another cab to the hotel i was ready for a drink. ( suggestion #1) i realize most members of TES are from New York City but for us out-of-towners it might be nice to include travel directions on the TESfest website from Newark airport.

The registration process at the hotel was well organized and other than the hotel giving me a room with double beds instead of a king everything was fine. i subconsciously  substituted in my mind a king bed for being close to an ice machine. i was by myself on one hand and i drink a lot of soda on the other so it worked out. The meet and greet on Thursday evening in the courtyard was a lot of fun and i enjoyed watching the black musicians flirt with a black Mistress and Her submissive. Something strange happened when i got up to leave between songs. The musicians were taking a break. As i walked away, i felt someone tap me on the shoulder. It was the lead singer with an outstretched hand he said “Hey man thanks for hanging out with us tonight. We really appreciate it!” To which i replied “no problem, i enjoyed it”.

The next morning, i attended a seminar about dominance and submission which attempted to tear down my belief that a person is naturally submissive or dominant. Just after the presenter started, someone came in and sat down right behind me. It was Mistress Kytherea and andrew[Ky]. In a strange way this sent me to the edge of my seat. No longer could i just relax and play the role of a church mouse in the corner. i now had to have my “A” game because i never know what will happen when She is in the room. Mistress Kytherea didn’t know i had seen Her come in and poked my arm announcing Her presence to me. While at the same time i was uneasy, in a strange way it was comforting to know that She could go wherever She wanted to and out of the six or so seminars available, She picked the same one as i did. After the seminar it had become increasingly warm in the room and Mistress Kytherea had gone up to the presenter to exchange pleasantries. i stepped out into the hall for some cool air and waited.

After a voluptuous hug from my Mistress, She asked me which seminar i was going to go to next? i told Her that none of them really stood out to me so i wasn’t planning on going to any of them. She wanted to attend a bondage seminar with Lochai, who not only is one of the better riggers there but takes pictures as well. i agreed to go with Her and andrew[Ky] and have lunch afterwards. The seminar ran way longer than it was supposed to and we actually missed lunch but the thing i remember most was looking at Mistress Kytherea on the edge of Her seat, craning Her neck to see as well as She could, absorbing the information. (suggestion #2) the presenter did as good as he could with explaining how to tie the different knots but as far as the audience learning how to tie i think he had little success. Perhaps folding tables could be set up and arranged in a way that the presenter could stand in the middle. 2X4 blocks of wood with large dowels fastened into the 2X4 base could be used by the audience to practice the different knots.

Following the seminar again Mistress Kytherea expressed Her gratitude to the presenter and it was off to another seminar on how to be a good bottom. Much of the discussion was on the lines of negotiating and making desires known to a dominant. One of the advantages that andrew[Ky] and i have is that there is no negotiating with our Owner so the talk of negotiating for a scene was sort of lost on us. We did learn a little about flagging and the meanings of different colors in which pocket. finn[Ky] wanted to ask what does a white handkerchief in the left pocket mean? But he thought it might not be appropriate timing and chose to keep his mouth shut. Afterwards i did point out a spanking virgin to my Owner and piqued Her interest and he was sort of smitten with Her especially when She collected our pens from the assignment. So buddywiththecaninglimit, if you are reading this, you’re at the right place.

It was on to lunch. This ticked me off because the day before they told me that there were no special orders outside the buffet but when Mistress asked them a day later it was “Sure You can have another menu”! The good thing was i was able to order pizza. Mistress Kytherea asked a new friend, Fidel if he would like to join us? He accepted and we had an enjoyable time visiting with him during lunch and afterwards outside on the patio. Later that evening Mistress Kytherea called my room and woke me up and told me to attend the Celebrity auction at 10 o’clock. This excited me as i never know what to expect. Did She decide to put Herself up for auction? What was going to happen that i should attend? my excitement turned to disappointment when She didn’t show. After the auction i went to the dungeon to see if She was there but that too yielded no results and i made my way to my room. At 1:30 AM I couldn’t sleep and went back down to the dungeon and saw Mistress Kytherea and andrew[Ky] were just getting ready to go enjoy the outside patio. Mistress asked if i wanted to go along and i accepted. i was impressed and amused at how andrew[Ky] served Mistress Kytherea. She worked him over endlessly with requests at lunch and then later outside for his shirt to keep Her warm and then to sit on the ground to cool his ass, all done without the slightest pause from him. That night i went to my room and cried myself to sleep. i thought of the history Mistress Kytherea and i have and questioned if my use to Her had run it’s course. This boy had made up his mind that if Mistress Kytherea left to go watch fireworks the next day he was going to beg for release. In that case it would seem obvious to him, Mistress Kytherea would be sending a message that She would rather be somewhere else than with him. Why should someone own his integrity and loyalty if he received nothing in return? See Mistress Kytherea’s live journal Feb 1, 2009. Here is the link http://kytherea1.livejournal.com/.  Yes, i know i was on a pity train, and it was running wild. Sadly, it was one that i had suggested for each of us going our separate ways. my only hope was that if i begged for release She would take Her responsibility seriously and not just because i begged for it.

On Saturday, finn[Ky] took his time getting ready because he knew it had been late the night before and the first seminars weren’t until 10:00 AM so he figured his phone would not ring before 8:00AM. It was right at 8:00AM when his Mistress phoned and asked if he was still sleeping that he sounded tired. finn[Ky] said he had a rough night and Mistress Kytherea said She did too. Hers’ was related to a plumbing problem. I nervously asked what time She was leaving today and if She was going to watch the fireworks? This boy let out a huge sigh of relief and concern was replaced with a big smile when She said She wasn’t going to go watch the fireworks. Immediately he felt a huge burden lifted from his shoulders as he went to meet his Owner.

We had breakfast before attending our first seminar on interrogation. After we were there awhile Mistress Kytherea asked a question about gathering information. She said, “I want to use this if I know something is wrong that is causing a problem in the relationship I want to get that all out, fix the problem and move on”. This boy almost wet himself because just days earlier Mistress Kytherea had told finn[Ky] to speak in clear sentences and quit beating around the bush. i thought there was an interrogation in my near future. Then a little later i was amused by a submissive girl that was taking notes on tactics for withholding information. i was like WTF??? Imagine getting your ass beat in the middle of an interrogation and you’re gonna look at your notes?? C’mon!

Part 2 of the interrogation presentation was held outside. It was a pretty day outside and the interrogators had two female submissives to demonstrate on. The first order of business was to have them strip naked from that point on i was good.*smiles* and when one had to do exercises nude with a pillow case over her head my day just couldn’t get any better.

Afterwards we took a stroll through the vendor village and Mistress bought a stocking mask and I bought a tartan roadster hat. i know… an odd combination but both items will bring an equal amount of pleasure i am sure. We talked with Jason and Sue and Mistress Kytherea made a plea to Jason to make Her a new silk flogger but to no avail. i know that is at least twice She has reminded him when i was with Her and i am not there that often. We didn’t like the buffet menu so opted for bar food which amounted to a damn good Angus burger. Jason and Sue joined us later and it was good to visit with them as well.

With lunchtime over it was time for our final seminar of the day. This one was presented by a submissive who proposed that it was all about her rather than about her Master. i could feel Mistress Kytherea squirm as She sat up toward the edge of Her seat. The girl had a plunging halter top and we had center view thanks to my Mistress. Anyway she  said that it was about her being properly prepared to anticipate her Master’s needs so that she had more time for herself. i remember thinking to myself…” well he must not change his mind very often if you can be prepared for his requests”. This boy commented to his Owner that seminar was a waste of time but the more i thought about something she said i changed my mind. The comment was about if she were Mistress Kytherea’s boy she would get a back pack, and carry that everywhere they went. In the back pack she would have things like a fingernail kit in case Mistress Kytherea broke a nail and from there my mind raced of all the things i could put in the bag. So today I asked Mistress Kytherea if She would be willing to fill out a spreadsheet that I would create, naming Her favorites like shampoo, body wash, color and brand of nail polish etc etc. i think it would be fun gathering the stuff and i would have a reference for those necessities. She seemed excited about the idea which made me happy.

After a nap, Mistress Kytherea wanted to take a bubble bath and i needed ice and She wanted another packet of coffee so i tracked down housekeeping. When i returned Mistress called me in to shave Her legs and wash Her hair. What a difference a day makes. Life couldn’t get any better than it was now. Before rinsing off, Mistress Kytherea dismissed me and when She came out of the bathroom She told me to put lotion on Her legs. Fortunately for me it wasn’t oily. i hate that stuff on my hands. After the lotion was worked into Her legs She asked me to run a comb through Her hair. finn[Ky] has grown to appreciate these moments because usually it is a good time to just talk between the two of us, whatever is on our minds. i think as hard as it was for me to say, this is where i admitted to Mistress Kytherea that She was right that i could learn something from andrew[Ky].

By now Mistress Kytherea’s hair had dried enough that She could finish it off with the hair dryer and get dressed to go outside for hambugers, hot dogs, bar-b-que ribs, and apple pie ala mode. This was the best meal we had and add to it some more conversation and it was a very relaxing time. Next we went to the slave auction but we didn’t have any play money to buy which was just as well. They announced that the last slave was next and we bolted to the dungeon before the rush for equipment. It didn’t matter. There was already a crowd trying to work themselves up to a station. my Mistress knew as soon as they expanded the dungeon there would be more equipment available and She went after a double sided cross along with the girl and her Master that gave the presentation about anticipation and being prepared with a backpack. Go figure! They agreed to share the cross and Mistress agreed to accept it.

Mistress asked me with a twinkle in Her eye “if i was sure i was ready for this? i was really “hungry” as Mistress Kytherea likes to call it and did my best to reassure Her that i was ready. i couldn’t remember the last time we had played. Now thinking back i think it was April at Paddles. The twinkle in Her eye combined with a knowing smirk made me reconsider my decision to forego use of the restroom. When this boy came back he took a small sip of the ice water and Mistress Kytherea told finn[Ky] to take off his clothes and fold them neatly while She took the toys out of Her bag and arranged them on the chair above my folded clothes.

The first thing Mistress Kytherea had me do was kneel down facing Her with my back to the cross and placed a blindfold over my eyes saying “ Take a good look around boy cause that’s the last you are going to see for awhile. I want this nice and dark”.

I was sweating. This was a little disappointing to me at first because i was looking forward to watching the breasts across from me on the cross as her Master put her through his paces. True to Her word Mistress Kytherea continued to turn out my lights. The blindfold did a very good job by itself but in addition She applied vet wrap covering my whole head. Mistress Kytherea asked me if i could see any light and i told Her that i could see very faint light just to the left of my nose, but that i couldn’t see anything. The Mistress Kytherea asked me if i could breathe while at the same time pushing against my nose. my Mistress had done a much better job wrapping this time and i must say my airflow was unrestricted. When She pushed against my nose, i drank Her scent into my lungs as fast as i could. It seemed that with my eyes and ears restricted all my senses moved to my nose and this boy tried to utilize those additional senses to move his nose further up his Mistress’ hand to inhale as much of Her as he could.

Mistress Kytherea moved Her hand and said “Lean forward with your head on the ground and ass up in the air”! Damn why did She have to phrase it like that? The thought of that is so humiliating to me. The leather jock I wear is way too small and my visual is like a peanut shell attached with rubber bands. And worse of all i kept thinking of all the people including miss bigtitsminusherwhitehalter that were able to look at my big ass cheeks separated by only a rubber band while her Master was working her over on the cross. Fortunately, my Owner didn’t give me much time to dwell on that before She started to beat my ass. Hunkered down with my head on the floor i tried my best to remain still for my Mistress, then i felt Her put Her foot on my back and move me off balance by applying pressure with Her foot.

There was a scene in progress next to ours that was loud and a little unsettling but i tried to put that out of my head and focus my attention on my Owner. Mistress Kytherea had me stand and lean against the cross with my arms raised against the wooden uprights while She used a variety of implements like, hairbrushes, floggers, wooden paddles, a thin wooden stick much like the size of a paint stir. Once after a strike with Her flogger Mistress Kytherea asked me “Did that hurt”? finn[Ky] replied “No Mistress”. She then tried to hit me harder and the flogger slipped out of Her hand and flew end over end through the room. i am always filled with apprehension when i hear Her say “Oops”. So in addition to the flying flogger i was able to pick up and hear Mistress apologize for hitting a submissive girl who walked into Her single tail. The Master apologized to Mistress Kytherea admitting that it was their fault but i was expecting for that to have a devastating effect on my Owner and stop our play. Fortunately for me it did not. Mistress Kytherea recognized my arms getting tired and told me to put them at my side. She had me turn around facing Her while She attached clothespins to my nipples. Lucky for me Mistress didn’t clamp them as hard as She could have but i could tell they were there nonetheless. Mistress then had me put my hands over my head and She pushed my elbows out wider which also exposed my nipples to Her throws of the flogger. At first this pain was bearable but i think there was at least three separate times after Her strikes that Mistress told me to square my shoulders after i had cringed and closed them. i think two of the three times She had knocked the clothespins from my nipples with the flogger and it hurt.

Mistress had me turn back around facing the cross and She brought out Her silk flogger to take a bit of the sting out of my back. She can hit real light with it or just lay it over my shoulder or just kind of dangle it lightly over my back and the coolness of the silk feels good against the heat of my back. She hung the flogger around my back and told me to sit down on the chair which was above my folded clothes. Each movement of standing, turning around, sitting, kneeling Mistress Kytherea was by my side and i occasionally brushed up against Her accidentally but it was always a comforting feeling for me. As i sat still on the chair She gave me an old bank money bag to hold. i am not sure what is in there but i was sure it wasn’t filled with money.

Mistress Kytherea said; “you can thank me for being nice to you and get you out of this because i think there is something you would want to watch”. After Mistress pulled the vet wrap off of my head and removed the blindfold i was a little disappointed to see She had packed Her toys but as soon as i looked up i discovered why. There was a Master having a scene with two physically fit, young, females chained facing each other arms out to the side and overhead. i asked Mistress Kytherea if i could put my clothes back on and didn’t get a response which usually is the same as a no.

There was a hairbrush under my chair that had been cracked, Mistress told me that wasn’t the one She was using on me but i like to think it was. LOL Mistress Kytherea told me to stand behind Her and brush Her hair. The brush was wide and big and not very easy to work with, but once I started brushing Her hair i noticed Her locks next to Her shoulders were wet. Now finn[Ky] would like to say Mistress Kytherea worked up a sweat using Her toys on Her property but that would be to ignore how bad Mistress Kytherea wants to find a girl and seeing them so close probably was more the reason for the perspiration because they were HOT and gyrating against each other in between strikes stealing kisses from each other. Afterwards we went outside to take advantage of the nice weather which was pleasant but cool enough for Mistress Kytherea to put on an over-shirt. Her throat had been sore most of the day anyway. (suggestion #3) At other events that Mistress Kytherea and finn[Ky] have attended there is often some food available as a midnight snack. It doesn’t have to be much but it would have been nice.

So the cliff notes version is Thursday and Friday weren’t the best for me, but I learned lessons some much bigger than others. Saturday was another one of those times that are pressed into my memory bank. i am still tired so it must have been a good weekend.

finn[Ky]

tesfest 09

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