Jun 26, 2010 04:21
We had a family dinner on father's day--mom and a lot of relatives came for it. The next day mom calls me and spends 20 minutes, in this sad tone, of how much she worries about me since I've gotten fatter and how I don't exercise, which is bad for my heart. She sounded so worried and was near tears. I wasn't a healthy baby so she is scared that I'd die before her or something. She was like ''If you want me to quit my job to take care of you, I'll do it'' =C
She made me feel so damn bad that the past few days I've been eating less, eating more healthy (boiling veggies in only water, subways sandwiches without sauce or cheese, etc) juicing the shit out of fruits, and walking at least 3000-8000 steps (I took my uncle's pedometer). The day after the phone call I finally went back to my doctor's and ask for my chest x-ray result. Everything is fine there, but I made my very first annual checkup appointment. I'm nervous because I don't really know what it consist of...And if it has anything to do with breast examination I hope to god that on that Thursday I get a female doctor!
Although...my mom is kind of expecting a miracle. She is actually telling me ''you better look skinner the next time I see you'' which will be around my birthday (a week and a half from now). It ain't happening, woman! I'm trying though, so no more freaking out on me, okay?
So, yeah, if anyone is wondering why I'm online less its because I'm out walking more and shopping for healthier stuff to cook/eat.
PS: I'm so hungry right now ;-; Mom also mention something about oatmeal helping the hunger, but I don't like oatmeal =/ At least not any I've ever made...although I do have cinnamon, which will probably help with the flavour. Might have to invest in some oatmeal. This hunger thing is a bitch.