I Still Fear The Same Fears

[kyteaura]

I can't seem to sleep or rest comfortably lately. The past few days I can't stop thinking about death and every thing I do I go ''once I die no one knew I did this but me'' and every time I see my dad, my grandma, any elderly or sickly person my heart would drop in despair and fear. I know death is apart of life and stuff, but it doesn't stop my heart from reacting or my head from continuing to think about it. I feel so awful that now my stomach is giving me problems and I feel very much like vomiting right now.

Maybe its not a good idea to watch things like My Sister's Keeper and my little cousins killing people off in Grand Thief Auto...

And watching the Olympic ice skaters are also freaking me out. Those blades? Ugh. Stomach. Pain!