lost
i always knew i'd be lost without nikki. But i guess today i got my first taste of just how much being without her makes me feel. I almost want to throw up. I know she's stressed out and i really think part of it is me. I havent talked to her all day and i know that is partially becuase of me. She is my world. I love her with all my heart and i'm so sorry if i did push you away today. I only hope that things become a lot less stressed for you and you can talk to me.