Damn
If it's not one fucking thing it's another. MY life never seems to want to go right. I had a few little pinpricks of light to keep me going and all of them went out at once except for one, and I don't know if that one is strong enough to keep me going. Everyone I like, they have someone, they don't like me, there is something that prevents me from being happy. Am i doomed to be like this forever. For all of you who know who Deon is, yeah I just got fucked over again. This shit isn't fair, I watch all these people around me in relationships, or about to be in relationships, and I think it isn't fair. Not that anyone really reads this, but yeah. I just needed to vent. Of course he loves me, but he can't show up when I need him the most, yeah w/e....Do I just giving up or keep doing this shit that is hurting me. I will still be hurt if I give up, dammit. If I wasn't so against suicide and self-harm and all that.....I even cried, and I don't cry. Fuck, and all this will go behind a cut because only some of u will read it and if u make the effort then power to ya. Well, I love some of you guys, ciao.........
P.S. Wow, and if you look back a couple entries at my highway quiz, it said this was coming, dammit....being right, but doesn't that mean im going to jail soon....?
~Skye~
P.S. Wow, and if you look back a couple entries at my highway quiz, it said this was coming, dammit....being right, but doesn't that mean im going to jail soon....?
~Skye~