Jun 10, 2007 00:50
I'd just like to notify you all...
that at this point in time...
I am entirely over him.
It's a fucking miracle.
I dont know. I was struck with an epiphany.
He wasn't all-too special anyway. Really, I can't name one thing about him that made him special to me besides for the fact that we had sex and he was there for me. Thats what friends are for though! (well not for the first part of course.)
I've been hanging out with alot of guys lately. I think that is what did it for me. Of course I had fun with AJ (if you couldnt tell from those ridiculous pictures!). The phone calls for hours with Jesse. Jon every Monday, Wensday & Satarday. Alonso. Yeah I'm just out and about. Keeping myself busy so I dont even have TIME to think about Anthony.
The motivational speaches from everyone at work are a big help, too. From Luis, Joe, Barry, and Greg. Constantly giving me reasons to hate him seems to work haha.
Now I just feel like being a bitch to him. Because I have no reason to be friendly with him anymore after this crap he pulled this week. Whatever I'm so done. Unless he decides he can act like a fucking human being.
Thank you, and goodnight! <3 <3 <3