Jan 01, 2006 20:01
Well NYE wasn't so bad, though today has me introspective. Weather patterns are matching last years fairly closely, so I must wonder. Anyway I'm a bit buzzed on the potentiality of the new year. I'm thinking about cycles. of spirals, patterns, and how to adapt to them.
so 2005. . .
A good and bad year, I've been to the greatest heights and some of the lowest depths.
I have lost important things. . .though I wonder if it's more of a case of misplacing them.
This hasn't been a year I would've ever predicted. In both good or bad.
So I suppose the message or theme has been one of balance.
From a Taoist view, that is a thing to be desired. I'm a shitty Taoist, though, being far more active in my pursuits then is ideal.
Perhaps it is wisest, in the words of the Beatles, to let it be.
Perhaps I may gain a proper balance of active vs passive, thinking vs. feeling.