Nov 30, 2007 17:53
You know what...I'm done caring about certain individuals who I used to call my friends. This goes for online and offline. In the past few months I realized who my true friends are...actually I made that little journey ever since I started to moderate ACF. And now I think I finally know who my true friends are.
So much backstabbing, lying and assuming has been done over the time and I think I'm now at the point of "can't be arsed to care anymore" and I'm happy with that. ACF used to be an awesome place but over time it changed so bad and all I did was letting it get to me, because I was a staffer there, but I guess also because I loved the place. Now, the only section I can be arsed to visit is RoA and maybe some small sections I used to visit. Staff is just not what it used to be. Too many shit is going on there, people plotting shit, people thinking others are plotting against them, can we add more to that? I think we can but why should I be arsed to do so?
Too bad I ended up losing some people as friends that I really cared about. Some of them I regained as friends, which I am very happy about, some I lost because of my own mistakes and others...well I lost them because they assumed things.
BUT NOW...I'M DONE WITH IT!!!
People can assume all they want for all I care. It's those people who actually don't know the real me...just a select few actually know who Darkbeat is...correction...who GLENN is. And those people are the ones I can call my true friends, for always sticking with me and asking me shit if they heard something.