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a lot of things have changed over the past month and a half. a whole lot for the better, i sure hope. i mean, can't really say, as one can't really criticize himself all that much. but i sure hope so.
i guess i've been able to appreciate friends more than ever. what i mean is, i now see the value of them more than ever. just the same, i've been able to appreciate more those who really are there, above and beyond those whom i wish were there. in the past, it's always been "who else is out there?" now it's "who is here?" things change and people change. and it really does hurt when you find yourself the only one unchanged, but the circumstances themselves make you out to be the bad guy, the "different" guy.but thank God that hasn't happened to me, and bunch of friends, new and old, are still there for me. which is pretty cool overall.
life's a bit more refreshing than it used to be, what with my new outlook on it and all. things are just more fun, and while the occasional bouts of sadness do strike me at times, there still always seems to be something fun out there.
but on the lighter side of things... i hardly ever sit at the pc anymore, which is good, i think. i leave the net connected for my downloads and stuff, but you'll most probably see the perpetual "not at my desk" notice plastered over my IM name 95% of the time now.
got lots to work on though, for the last few days of summer vacation. my dancing, and especially my singing, have gone totally whack. getting pretty rusty... so i got to do something about it.
so there... a tiny tidbit of my life once again. not much to wonder about, but just a little something to read.
i guess i've been able to appreciate friends more than ever. what i mean is, i now see the value of them more than ever. just the same, i've been able to appreciate more those who really are there, above and beyond those whom i wish were there. in the past, it's always been "who else is out there?" now it's "who is here?" things change and people change. and it really does hurt when you find yourself the only one unchanged, but the circumstances themselves make you out to be the bad guy, the "different" guy.but thank God that hasn't happened to me, and bunch of friends, new and old, are still there for me. which is pretty cool overall.
life's a bit more refreshing than it used to be, what with my new outlook on it and all. things are just more fun, and while the occasional bouts of sadness do strike me at times, there still always seems to be something fun out there.
but on the lighter side of things... i hardly ever sit at the pc anymore, which is good, i think. i leave the net connected for my downloads and stuff, but you'll most probably see the perpetual "not at my desk" notice plastered over my IM name 95% of the time now.
got lots to work on though, for the last few days of summer vacation. my dancing, and especially my singing, have gone totally whack. getting pretty rusty... so i got to do something about it.
so there... a tiny tidbit of my life once again. not much to wonder about, but just a little something to read.