I'm shocked.... according to the paper I actualy did something right against LaSalle Academy last night. Most digs on the team YAY, prob a mistake in the stats
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first off, being hard on myself is how i motivate myself, if i was absolutely horrible i wouldnt be varsity, and i ovethink, i admit that. HEY WORLD, I OVERTHINK EVERYTHING!!!! it is a flaw of mine, that i am working on addressing. and yes other people made mistakes, everyone did, Sadly mine tend to be in key moments, because i psych myself out with the pressure. About this whole dig thing, i know i had some, and i gotmost to the setter, i was actually quite pleased with that, i just dont think that i truly had the most ( i think it was brandon) but what i do, is put myself down, to motivate me to do better, only in a perfect game would i not be able to put my self down adn that isnt possible lol, and i am currently working on stopping that, while addressing the temper issue i have. I know there are other ways to motivate myself, and i'm trying a few ones out, but noone can change that completely overnight, and in alot of frustration i still revert to putting myself down. Just like i know you probably cant stop flat out right away, i dunno. But hey, you can make an effort, but it seems as if you dont even try to do that, or just flat out dont care. I dont hate myself anymore. However, I am dissapointed with my performance in game 3, missed serves and a few shanked passes, and thats when we really needed them. SO thats my goal for next game, do everything i did right against lasalle, as well as coming through when we need it most. And for your information i did not once blame myself for the loss to lasalle, it WAS a team thing, like you said
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