volume 151
ugh so i work straight through til next friday then hopefully ill be going out of the state...doubtful, but yeah. has anyone ever heard that song STRAWBERRY GASHES by JACK OFF JILL? ill paste the lyrics:
Turn her over
A candle is lit, I see through her
Blow it out and save all her ashes for me
Curse me sold her
The poison that runs it's course through her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over
Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over
Called her over
and asked her if she was improving
She said "feels fine" it's wonderful wonderful here
Hex me told her
I dreamt of a devil that knew her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over
Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over
I lay quiet
waiting for her voice to say
"Some things you lose and some things you just give away"
Scold me failed her
If only I'd held on tighter to her
Pale white skin that twisted and withered away from me away from me
Watch me lose her
It's almost like losing myself
Give her my soul
and let them take somebody else get away from me
Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over all over me
i actually understand that song...and i kinda like it...is that fucked up? i cannot fall back asleep but it would be nice if i could blah....whatever, im used to being tired as all hell but lately ive been feeling sick. my yoda says that its because im working too much and im making myself sick because i have no time off....*sigh* i have a feeling that shes right but i dont think thats all there is to it as to why im feeling the way im feeling. :-\ i need to go take a shower soon so yeah... write later on...maybe not today but just later.
todays lesson learned: if i put make-up on, it hides my bags a little more...:-(
Turn her over
A candle is lit, I see through her
Blow it out and save all her ashes for me
Curse me sold her
The poison that runs it's course through her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over
Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over
Called her over
and asked her if she was improving
She said "feels fine" it's wonderful wonderful here
Hex me told her
I dreamt of a devil that knew her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over
Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over
I lay quiet
waiting for her voice to say
"Some things you lose and some things you just give away"
Scold me failed her
If only I'd held on tighter to her
Pale white skin that twisted and withered away from me away from me
Watch me lose her
It's almost like losing myself
Give her my soul
and let them take somebody else get away from me
Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over all over me
i actually understand that song...and i kinda like it...is that fucked up? i cannot fall back asleep but it would be nice if i could blah....whatever, im used to being tired as all hell but lately ive been feeling sick. my yoda says that its because im working too much and im making myself sick because i have no time off....*sigh* i have a feeling that shes right but i dont think thats all there is to it as to why im feeling the way im feeling. :-\ i need to go take a shower soon so yeah... write later on...maybe not today but just later.
todays lesson learned: if i put make-up on, it hides my bags a little more...:-(