dream when you're feeling blue dream and it might come true
so before i go into my rant about this terrific evening let me share with you my feelings about this year.
2004... so even though there were some really really bad times this year, i have to say that the good outweighed the bad. im so lucky and i dont even realize it. if i had the energy i'd sit and list everything that was great about this year but im not going to. if i tried to list the names of the people that made this year great i'd forget about a million and then i'd hurt someone.
you know if you made this year great for me. i hope i've left something with you that has either helped you or made you feel good. if i haven't or if i've sincerely hurt you- im sorry. i never really take the time to admit im wrong and honestly this is a downfall of mine. new years resolution? i think maybe. so i hope a certain person or maybe a few people read this and realize i am sorry and thanks for everything you've done for me.
i can't believe i'll be seventeen in 2 months. where did this year go? i just hope that like this year i can get through everything i might strongly dislike and enjoy everything i love more than ever.
christmas was nice. i never really got into the "spirit" of it or whatever maybe because it came so suddenly after school that it didn't seem real but i guess it was nice. im sick of having such high expectations about things so im just going to say i loved it. merry late chrismahanukwanzaka to you.
hung out with someone special a lot this week. that was nice. both so busy but it's nice to slow down every once in a while and just breathe. cause when i'm with you the world just goes away <3
sleepover this week with kel kp moniqua nat and morgana. i never have sleepovers so it was just a random open invite type one and it was fun. watched napoleon dynamite and i fell asleep during garden state but both were great. then my best friend's wedding enjoyed that one. love my girls so thanks.
so tonight. its new years eve and i'm in maryland at someone's house basically alone with a little girl upstairs sick. tried to go to the "family party" but didn't feel the old friendship with someone in fact really didn't enjoy any of it. my brother is having fun paintballing it though and my parents with all their friends. that's nice though right? made me realize the people you used to ride bikes with to the arcade change. the people you used to take baths with change. the people you grew up with change... thanks for a great new year.
missed the posse reunion today. made me sad i love those girls like my sisters. so many hours just makes you rely and love the people you're with. hope you gals had fun. love you forever.
so happy new year darling. hope you're having a great time. read everyone's cute away messages sounds like vb is the place to be. i'm going to go watch you've got mail and cry like i usually do. watch the ball drop by myself. never done that before but i'll be sure to make noise even if it's inside. hope you have someone to kiss by now...
new years resolutions coming soon. or maybe i'll just keep them to myself. what did you decide?
so goodbye 2004 and hello 2005 time's flying wish it would just stop sometimes but all we can do is make the best of this test live like we are dying smile at every moment and love with all our heart.
happy 2005 and best of luck in this new year.
<3
2004... so even though there were some really really bad times this year, i have to say that the good outweighed the bad. im so lucky and i dont even realize it. if i had the energy i'd sit and list everything that was great about this year but im not going to. if i tried to list the names of the people that made this year great i'd forget about a million and then i'd hurt someone.
you know if you made this year great for me. i hope i've left something with you that has either helped you or made you feel good. if i haven't or if i've sincerely hurt you- im sorry. i never really take the time to admit im wrong and honestly this is a downfall of mine. new years resolution? i think maybe. so i hope a certain person or maybe a few people read this and realize i am sorry and thanks for everything you've done for me.
i can't believe i'll be seventeen in 2 months. where did this year go? i just hope that like this year i can get through everything i might strongly dislike and enjoy everything i love more than ever.
christmas was nice. i never really got into the "spirit" of it or whatever maybe because it came so suddenly after school that it didn't seem real but i guess it was nice. im sick of having such high expectations about things so im just going to say i loved it. merry late chrismahanukwanzaka to you.
hung out with someone special a lot this week. that was nice. both so busy but it's nice to slow down every once in a while and just breathe. cause when i'm with you the world just goes away <3
sleepover this week with kel kp moniqua nat and morgana. i never have sleepovers so it was just a random open invite type one and it was fun. watched napoleon dynamite and i fell asleep during garden state but both were great. then my best friend's wedding enjoyed that one. love my girls so thanks.
so tonight. its new years eve and i'm in maryland at someone's house basically alone with a little girl upstairs sick. tried to go to the "family party" but didn't feel the old friendship with someone in fact really didn't enjoy any of it. my brother is having fun paintballing it though and my parents with all their friends. that's nice though right? made me realize the people you used to ride bikes with to the arcade change. the people you used to take baths with change. the people you grew up with change... thanks for a great new year.
missed the posse reunion today. made me sad i love those girls like my sisters. so many hours just makes you rely and love the people you're with. hope you gals had fun. love you forever.
so happy new year darling. hope you're having a great time. read everyone's cute away messages sounds like vb is the place to be. i'm going to go watch you've got mail and cry like i usually do. watch the ball drop by myself. never done that before but i'll be sure to make noise even if it's inside. hope you have someone to kiss by now...
new years resolutions coming soon. or maybe i'll just keep them to myself. what did you decide?
so goodbye 2004 and hello 2005 time's flying wish it would just stop sometimes but all we can do is make the best of this test live like we are dying smile at every moment and love with all our heart.
happy 2005 and best of luck in this new year.
<3