FanFic [OneShot](Remember Me When I'm Gone)
Title: Remember Me When I'm Gone
Author: TaeminLover
Characters/Pairings: Yuuram
Genre: Romance/ Drama
Chapter: One Shot
Warnings: None. This is entirely a bittersweet story.:))
Summary: Yuuri is going back to his own world.
Author's Notes: It's err...my first time doing a Yuuram Fic..err..I hope you like it..:D
I don't know whether I should be doing this or not. I should be happy but I can't. I will miss this guy. Surely, this guy that made me feel whole and alive yet will cause my death once I go. Yes, when I'm gone...
I sat on the creaky metal of the see-saw as he pushed it at the back.
There it goes again, the silence that has been conquering our never-ending conversation. You could only hear the sound from the see-saw. The evening breeze sends a chilling sensation that makes the silence almost unbearable. Finally, I have this eagerness to know what Wolfram would do once I leave.
"Wolfram,"
"Hmmnn..."
"I'm sorry that I'm causing you this much pain."
"It can't be helped, you know. The pain is part of the package when I accepted your feelings."
"Have you foreseen that this would happen? That we would part ways in the end?"
"Me? I don't. I don't think of anything else when I'm with you."
I smiled but it never reached my eyes.
"Wolfram, do you love me?"
"You know that I do, Yuuri."
It brought a sad smile to my face. I heard Wolfram's weak sobs. I turned my head and looked at his face. The sight of his crying face made my heart break into pieces. The moonlight, as it outlined the highlights of his body, made the scene more tormenting. I do not know how to take away his pain for I am the cause of it. I don't have enough strength to wipe away his tears for I, myself cannot wipe my own.
Why is saying goodbye always excruciatingly painful? I hate to bid my farewell to this person. I want to always be with him. Forever is the word that I want to tell him.
Just when things are going well between Wolfram and I. Just when I have finally accepted my feelings for him.
I love you, too. I know that these are the words that he's been longing to hear all this time. But how am I supposed to tell this to him when I know that it will only make things more complicated? How am I to tell him I love him if it will make our parting much more difficult?
I do not know what to do anymore. I just want to hold him tight in my embrace forever. I just want to forever see him.
At last, I cried. Tears kept on flowing. I cannot seem to stop. Tell me, how am I to live properly if I will be leaving my heart at this place and time? How can I face the morning sun when my future is here?
"Yuuri," I heard Murata call my name. This is the time. I will be leaving...everything. Wolfram.
I did not move a finger. I want to stay like his forever. I want to always hold Wolfram's hands. I want to always see his face. His face that is very dear to me. I love him. I love him.
"Yuuri. It's time. The hole will be closing already."
Murata-kun's voice is filled with authority. I know. at the end of that hole is the time where I originally belong. My family is there. But Wolfram is here.
I started to step away from Wolram. It took me tons of courage and strength to do that step. I do not want to do this. I love you, Wolfram. I turned my back. I won't look back. Once I see Wolfram's hurt expressions, I might just choose to stay here, and that's not possible.
I saw Murata looking intently at me. I know that he knows what pain I'm going through right now. I took another step away.
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"Yuuri." I grabbed his hand, trying to stop him from walking away from me. I cannot just let this person go away.
Yuuri stopped but he never turned his head to look at me. I noticed that his shoulders are shaking. He must be crying like me. He wiped away his tears and looked straight ahead. He took away my hand and continued walking. Away from me. Forever.
I have prepared myself for this day when I learned that he has to go back to his time since he already fulfilled his duties as a Maou here. But I just can't let go of the feelings I have taken care in my heart for so long. It'snot that easy.
Seeing him take his steps away from us made my knees weak. I cannot let this happen. But what should I do? All I can do right now is look at him as he enter that hole. All I can do is accept the fact that I won't be able to see his face first thing in the morning. All I can do is accept that I will be alone in my bed again.
So this is goodbye.
As I felt my knees hit the ground, the hope of him choosing to stay here was gone. But I can't say goodbye. Not yet.
"YUURI!!!"
I shouted his name hoping he would look back. Tears are flowing in my eyes. I still can't accept the fact that I will be losing this man. Please, Lord, give me more time.
I ran to him and held him by the hand.
"Yuuri,I... will wait..for you. Come back please. "
I said those words in between sobs. There seems to be a never-ending source of tears in my body. My cheeks are red. I look like a mess but I don't care.
"Wolfram,..daisuki dayou."
Yuuri kissed me at the cheeks and jumped into the hole. At least, I heard the words. Though I know that he is never coming back.
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