what the fuck is this "take a picture of your check and we'll deposit it" bullshit? that's just .. retarded. since when has it been acceptable to take photographs of documents? i'm gonna try that at the bank next time. "oh i have this million dollar check but i left it at home.. good thing i took this picture!"
motherfuckers at mcHADES scheduled me to work one night, then come in at 5 the next morning. i was literally crying every few minutes towards the end of my shift, thanks to fucking managers who don't give a flying fuck about their employees, only about their ratings, and send everyone on break an hour after they come in. so i got to work almost eight hours with no break. i'm pretty sure that's illegal. plus this certain manager was outside smoking every ten minutes, literally. i'm gonna start just going outside and pretending to smoke. it's ludicrous that since i don't choose to kill myself with rat poison infused fiberglass cancer sticks, that i don't get any breaks whatsoever, while pregnant managers get to whenever they want. FUCK YOU FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
also school is reDONKulous. honestly. i had so much fucking work this week. i have two group discussion assignments left that i have been avoiding, because for some reason i can do everything else in thirty minutes but not come up with two sentences of a shitty thesis about american anti-muslim-ism and about seven sentences to go with it. i think my problem is that we were given seven BROAD ASS MOTHERFUCKING HORRIBLE topics to choose from.. including parenting.. so of course everyone in my class is doing single moms because it's a community college english class >< i only feel like that was a little mean. but i feel like i'm one of the only ones who tried to pick a topic worth writing about. and of course now i can't come up with ANYTHING. i'm about to email my teacher and ask her if i can switch topics or something because this is just not going well.
OR MAYBE i should just write about the mosque controversy. 750 words about the stupid mosque shit should be easy right? :(
IN OTHER NEWS the guy who promised my first tattoo opened his own shop and now through march 15th they're offering 50% discounts to locals. booyahhhhhhhh. i'm getting my tribute to my mema :) her name was narcissa rebecca. i looked up different types of "narcissus" and found one called "angel's tears" which just seemed to speak to me.
that's it. i'm still working on my ideas for a tribute to my brother and sister.. but i think that may happen this winter too, since they've got a freaking half-off deal. i mean.. $300 worth of tattoo for $150 is excellent. and these guys know what they're doing. i've been looking at dave's work since um.. five years ago? i wouldn't get a portrait from him, but i don't think i'd even get a portrait from kat von d, lol.
anyways.. i'm exhausted after being ass raped all day by mcHADES and school work, and my mom making comments about how ugly my hair looks when i put it up, and how stupid my baby dreadlocks are. so i'm going to go party like it's 1999. by that, i mean, hit my economy bong (don't worry, i got a glass slide hahhhhhhh) and read steven king until i pass the fuck out.