Nov 25, 2007 22:26
Or perhaps it's just me whoes such a fucking retard that can't do anything right.
I go to my classes every day and I pay attention in class and everything that is said goes right over my head. People just seem to magically get assignments or know how to do research or tackle things while they intimidate me. I get frustrated. I get upset. I can't concentrate.
High School was hard enough, hell I struggled through elementary school! When do we get a break? Everything's go go go.
Oh but you can take a break from school? Take some time off?
Take some time off for a dead end job that'll lead me no where as I get farther behind and forget what little I do know about going to school? Brilliant idea! So that when I come back i'm even worse off then I am now? Why didn't I thtink of that before!
Nope! Gotta stay in school and careful, don't want to hang around too long or all your friends will graduate before you, take all the jobs, or go off to Saskatchewan and leave you behind because your dumb ass was too slow to do anything right!
But hey! When you finally do graduate you better hope you chose a job that needs you otherwise you spent all that time only to realize that your not needed! There are 50 million other teachers with higher gpa's and more experience and not so dumb that can do twice the job that you ever will!
Sucess! The Future is friendly!