e.x.a.m is..... OVEEEEER~~~!!!!!!!!!! and FANART!!!
yay for me! XDD i never this happy before only because the fucking exam is finally over~ lol
it's been a very hard week for me. my head kept on hurting (there's a small lump at the back of my head, and it hurts so bad), i couldn't sleep at night because my nightmares became worse, there was a cold war two days ago because of the pregnancy. yes. the PREGNANCY. i should have realized it before. the morning sickness. morning sickness. shit.
and the cold war ended yesterday after i finally said "let's get it aborted". ok, i KILLED a child. so what? the embryo was already broke into unshaped thing and if it were born, i don't know what to say anymore.
another sin i made. but forget it, after all, my sister become better now. and doesn't traumatized because of it.
as for celebrate my holiday....
the black and white one
and i...can i call it a wallpaper?? XDD i'm suck at photoshop, sorry ^^;;
call me the silly bitch, but i couldn't help but to 'awww' the scene XDDD picture copied from the extra Kobayashi vol.11 (or 12 or 13, i'm not very sure ^^;) but i drew it myself using a 2B pencil and a small-very small eraser. i need to buy a new one, but just too lazy >_>;
and some old drabbles
Knowledge
ChihiroxYamato/The Extra Kobayashi/PG/romance
They want to know more about him, to learn how to love everyone as much as he does. To know about his pain, his sorrow, and whatever he feels in his heart. They always want to now, because they love him, truly from the deepest parts of their heart. But most of them fail to know, because he’s just too secretive, just too afraid to open himself up, protecting himself behind his laughter and smiles. He just wants to be the person everyone loves.
But there’s one person who really understands him, who knows even the slightest change in his behavior and his expression. And they teach each other how to unlock the barrier and to be their true selves, to express their thoughts, to hold each other through tough times, and to know what true love is.
Sleep
KengoxChihiro/The Extra Kobayashi/G/?
He kept on disturbing everyone during this week, but only a few knew that he didn’t get a good sleep at night
He laughed and tricked everyone he had interest in, but only the man who was back at his home knew the truth, and the reason why a non-cooperative person like him would come and do group work.
In the end, after the truth had to be told, he had to take care of Chihiro Kobayashi, who finally could get a nice sleep, much like the dead, for three days after a sleepless week.
And he knew that he was being tricked again.
nb. i made these long time ago. so sorry if there's anything wrong with it. shit, i'm really into Kobayashi XDDD
but, yay for happiness!!! XDDDD
btw, album barunya Linkin Park bagus ga ya? pengen beli, tapi mall yg jual original cd jauh T_T
it's been a very hard week for me. my head kept on hurting (there's a small lump at the back of my head, and it hurts so bad), i couldn't sleep at night because my nightmares became worse, there was a cold war two days ago because of the pregnancy. yes. the PREGNANCY. i should have realized it before. the morning sickness. morning sickness. shit.
and the cold war ended yesterday after i finally said "let's get it aborted". ok, i KILLED a child. so what? the embryo was already broke into unshaped thing and if it were born, i don't know what to say anymore.
another sin i made. but forget it, after all, my sister become better now. and doesn't traumatized because of it.
as for celebrate my holiday....
the black and white one
and i...can i call it a wallpaper?? XDD i'm suck at photoshop, sorry ^^;;
call me the silly bitch, but i couldn't help but to 'awww' the scene XDDD picture copied from the extra Kobayashi vol.11 (or 12 or 13, i'm not very sure ^^;) but i drew it myself using a 2B pencil and a small-very small eraser. i need to buy a new one, but just too lazy >_>;
and some old drabbles
Knowledge
ChihiroxYamato/The Extra Kobayashi/PG/romance
They want to know more about him, to learn how to love everyone as much as he does. To know about his pain, his sorrow, and whatever he feels in his heart. They always want to now, because they love him, truly from the deepest parts of their heart. But most of them fail to know, because he’s just too secretive, just too afraid to open himself up, protecting himself behind his laughter and smiles. He just wants to be the person everyone loves.
But there’s one person who really understands him, who knows even the slightest change in his behavior and his expression. And they teach each other how to unlock the barrier and to be their true selves, to express their thoughts, to hold each other through tough times, and to know what true love is.
Sleep
KengoxChihiro/The Extra Kobayashi/G/?
He kept on disturbing everyone during this week, but only a few knew that he didn’t get a good sleep at night
He laughed and tricked everyone he had interest in, but only the man who was back at his home knew the truth, and the reason why a non-cooperative person like him would come and do group work.
In the end, after the truth had to be told, he had to take care of Chihiro Kobayashi, who finally could get a nice sleep, much like the dead, for three days after a sleepless week.
And he knew that he was being tricked again.
nb. i made these long time ago. so sorry if there's anything wrong with it. shit, i'm really into Kobayashi XDDD
but, yay for happiness!!! XDDDD
btw, album barunya Linkin Park bagus ga ya? pengen beli, tapi mall yg jual original cd jauh T_T