FUCK ME?!

[kyohki]

Seriously, head over heals for this guy... And I love him... And I wanna make babies... but he seems so adimant about us being 'friends' I am scared to ask him to be mine. If he says no, I'll be crushed and it'll be another several years before I get over it... maybe friends isn't so bad so long as I am getting the benefits *sigh* I dream of him asking me... but I somehow know it's never going to happen.
Well I know you'll never read this... so here goes, I love you... now to work up the courage to tell him how I feel... I should just get trashed and call him...