Happy New Years
Almost time for the new year so I am going back to a post of each month and go on about it a bit to sum up each month of the year.
January
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/8314.html
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/8104.html
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/8575.html
Wow this seems to be forever ago I can remember this though so that is good I wound up seeing fuzzy about a month later still a great guy acted as if I had seen him the day before and was calm and happy glad to hang out with all of us again so that was cool. I never really thanked Kasey for Avenue Q it meant a whole lot more then I let on, Sarah wound up havin little baby owen but that is a story for another month, my money didn't hold on for too long but I wound up moving in my friend Chris "Piro" and that was a life changing experiance I had in essance a feel of what it was like to have a roomate and a place of my own despite we would have random bouts I had a blast due to our random insomnia and wow games or futurama marathons I learned a lot of life lessons from him and that is something that means a whole lot thanks Piro.
February
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/8869.html
Oh god the hot sauce I still hate that crap, as for npcing that was a blast I had a lot of fun learning the inside of the game a bit better and it was an experiance I wouldn't trade for anything. But still that god damn hot sauce will haunt my nightmares for years
March
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/9139.html
ok don't remember exactly what I was thinking I believe I was pissed off about some news article about bannning things again and apparently i was really peverted and horney at the same time
April
derp there is no posts for this month on here [checking elsewhere] nothing anywhere oh well skip a month i guess
May
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/9246.html
Holy crap I forgot about this. I was freaking out about lossing all the cards and the funny thing is in Boston I never wound up really needing my decks I wound up just playing a few screw around games and getting a bunch of cards for free from older sets I got my whole group into magic I had a blast and met a few gaians and got my first experiance with Anime Pavillion which is now where I work during con season I had a blast being at my first Real con weekend. I will have to do this again I just hope that my friends stay friends and we all can go again.
June
another month with no posts I remember being with Charles Bair and Kasey almost all the time getting yelled at for not eating and only seeing Hope 1 time that month
July
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/9481.html
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/9786.html
Still at Kaseys at this point with the clock ticking I started applying to places and getting my life together finding about Anime Pavillion and the such, not all that much to go on about. I had worked through the fears for 3+ years and the death of a close friend so I could take my drivers test only to fail it my spirt was kinda crushed but I just played it off as being pissed.
August
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/10222.html
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/10325.html
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/10671.html
Landed the pathmark job and I passed my drivers test and got my liceance that was the cullmination of a few years of fear breaking, and thus began the Otakon trip of legend. Amazing trip I still reflect on loads of fun, lots of loot from that con I still play with oddly enough I never finished my gundam and now I have a desire to get back to work on him lol gonna do that soon.
September
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/10863.html
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/11023.html
Wow I guess I was a little pissed I am reading through these with mixed emotions both hating myself for being a dick because now that I reflect on some of the stuff it doesn't seem all that bad but some of it I am still a bit pissed on some of the topics like that ticket thing is still a whole lot of bullshit. meh...
October
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/11454.html
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/11884.html
Wow the emo rants continue. I am a little emo bitch in these posts I still sorta am but after getting away for a bit and havin a chance to reflect on myself i realize a lot is not really that important
November
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/12077.html
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/12486.html
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/12690.html
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/12892.html
Finally I start coming to my sences making the realization that I did mess up but I must better myself first I am still working on this and at least I am setting on the right path. I have a long road ahead of me
December
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/13175.html
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/13382.html
Lots of sickness and classes ending. Ending the year a little oddly I pushed the greater majority of my friends away and cut ties with most of them due to a stupid idea I had and I can only hope that some of them can forgive my stupidity and see me once more at that chubby friend that will make them laugh and is fun to be around. I will not mourn for my acts I have learned from them and I hope to be a better person please be tolerant friend I truely am running blindly in the night trying to get the right ideas but i will stubble and fall but I am gonna keep goin I only hope you guys will join me on my fun run lol I love you all happy new years
January
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/8314.html
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/8104.html
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/8575.html
Wow this seems to be forever ago I can remember this though so that is good I wound up seeing fuzzy about a month later still a great guy acted as if I had seen him the day before and was calm and happy glad to hang out with all of us again so that was cool. I never really thanked Kasey for Avenue Q it meant a whole lot more then I let on, Sarah wound up havin little baby owen but that is a story for another month, my money didn't hold on for too long but I wound up moving in my friend Chris "Piro" and that was a life changing experiance I had in essance a feel of what it was like to have a roomate and a place of my own despite we would have random bouts I had a blast due to our random insomnia and wow games or futurama marathons I learned a lot of life lessons from him and that is something that means a whole lot thanks Piro.
February
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/8869.html
Oh god the hot sauce I still hate that crap, as for npcing that was a blast I had a lot of fun learning the inside of the game a bit better and it was an experiance I wouldn't trade for anything. But still that god damn hot sauce will haunt my nightmares for years
March
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/9139.html
ok don't remember exactly what I was thinking I believe I was pissed off about some news article about bannning things again and apparently i was really peverted and horney at the same time
April
derp there is no posts for this month on here [checking elsewhere] nothing anywhere oh well skip a month i guess
May
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/9246.html
Holy crap I forgot about this. I was freaking out about lossing all the cards and the funny thing is in Boston I never wound up really needing my decks I wound up just playing a few screw around games and getting a bunch of cards for free from older sets I got my whole group into magic I had a blast and met a few gaians and got my first experiance with Anime Pavillion which is now where I work during con season I had a blast being at my first Real con weekend. I will have to do this again I just hope that my friends stay friends and we all can go again.
June
another month with no posts I remember being with Charles Bair and Kasey almost all the time getting yelled at for not eating and only seeing Hope 1 time that month
July
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/9481.html
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/9786.html
Still at Kaseys at this point with the clock ticking I started applying to places and getting my life together finding about Anime Pavillion and the such, not all that much to go on about. I had worked through the fears for 3+ years and the death of a close friend so I could take my drivers test only to fail it my spirt was kinda crushed but I just played it off as being pissed.
August
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/10222.html
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/10325.html
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/10671.html
Landed the pathmark job and I passed my drivers test and got my liceance that was the cullmination of a few years of fear breaking, and thus began the Otakon trip of legend. Amazing trip I still reflect on loads of fun, lots of loot from that con I still play with oddly enough I never finished my gundam and now I have a desire to get back to work on him lol gonna do that soon.
September
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/10863.html
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/11023.html
Wow I guess I was a little pissed I am reading through these with mixed emotions both hating myself for being a dick because now that I reflect on some of the stuff it doesn't seem all that bad but some of it I am still a bit pissed on some of the topics like that ticket thing is still a whole lot of bullshit. meh...
October
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/11454.html
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/11884.html
Wow the emo rants continue. I am a little emo bitch in these posts I still sorta am but after getting away for a bit and havin a chance to reflect on myself i realize a lot is not really that important
November
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/12077.html
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/12486.html
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/12690.html
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/12892.html
Finally I start coming to my sences making the realization that I did mess up but I must better myself first I am still working on this and at least I am setting on the right path. I have a long road ahead of me
December
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/13175.html
http://kyohinomotto.livejournal.com/13382.html
Lots of sickness and classes ending. Ending the year a little oddly I pushed the greater majority of my friends away and cut ties with most of them due to a stupid idea I had and I can only hope that some of them can forgive my stupidity and see me once more at that chubby friend that will make them laugh and is fun to be around. I will not mourn for my acts I have learned from them and I hope to be a better person please be tolerant friend I truely am running blindly in the night trying to get the right ideas but i will stubble and fall but I am gonna keep goin I only hope you guys will join me on my fun run lol I love you all happy new years