Things that are important to me.
So I'm back, and I live. Been busy and a little anti-social lately, so there hasn't been much interaction on here. Nikki: Sorry we couldn't meet up when you were here. We'll try next time.
Things are going... meh.
Work - Somewhat questionable right now, but I'll be switching departments soon and I'll be getting decent hours for once.
Home - Pretty much the same as usual: avoid confrontation and everything'll be fine [until they track you down and start things]. More and more I think of moving out, I just have to find another job to do so [easier said than done].
Life in General - Things are going well with The Boy, been together about a month and a half [which sadly enough is nearing the length of my longest relationship *ever* ^_^;]. Been hanging out with people a lot, whether it be going to clubs or just laying around at home. All in all, I've actually been pretty happy lately...for the most part, but that's not important now.
I'm finally starting to sort things out with myself. What I want, what I don't want, how I should prioritize things, etc. Examples: I want to associate myself with real, truthful people. I don't want to be the only one giving just to be accepted. Highest priority: paying off my debt. Lowest priority: costumes and conventions. Sure I'll still do Anime North [kinda hard not to] and make things for people, but other than that I've pretty much lost interest in the whole con-going life.
There's too much bullshit and drama going on and I'd rather not be around that scene or those people. Yes, I used to be one of those people, but now that I've distanced myself from everything and am merely an observer, those things sicken me. Are people really that insecure about themselves that they have to lord it over other people that they think they're better? "I can do this better than you, therefore you're not as good as me!" "Oh, well *I* have *this* and it cost a ridiculous amount of money! Love me for it." Load of crap if you ask me. Try being a little less full of yourselves.
Yeah, I stewed over those sorts of things a bit lately and finally decided to get it out of my head. I feel better for doing that, although I'm sure some won't. I'm out, see you guys later.
Things are going... meh.
Work - Somewhat questionable right now, but I'll be switching departments soon and I'll be getting decent hours for once.
Home - Pretty much the same as usual: avoid confrontation and everything'll be fine [until they track you down and start things]. More and more I think of moving out, I just have to find another job to do so [easier said than done].
Life in General - Things are going well with The Boy, been together about a month and a half [which sadly enough is nearing the length of my longest relationship *ever* ^_^;]. Been hanging out with people a lot, whether it be going to clubs or just laying around at home. All in all, I've actually been pretty happy lately...for the most part, but that's not important now.
I'm finally starting to sort things out with myself. What I want, what I don't want, how I should prioritize things, etc. Examples: I want to associate myself with real, truthful people. I don't want to be the only one giving just to be accepted. Highest priority: paying off my debt. Lowest priority: costumes and conventions. Sure I'll still do Anime North [kinda hard not to] and make things for people, but other than that I've pretty much lost interest in the whole con-going life.
There's too much bullshit and drama going on and I'd rather not be around that scene or those people. Yes, I used to be one of those people, but now that I've distanced myself from everything and am merely an observer, those things sicken me. Are people really that insecure about themselves that they have to lord it over other people that they think they're better? "I can do this better than you, therefore you're not as good as me!" "Oh, well *I* have *this* and it cost a ridiculous amount of money! Love me for it." Load of crap if you ask me. Try being a little less full of yourselves.
Yeah, I stewed over those sorts of things a bit lately and finally decided to get it out of my head. I feel better for doing that, although I'm sure some won't. I'm out, see you guys later.