Oct 14, 2006 22:34
Yo~!
Well, G-town's been fun! I'll be leaving early tomorrow morning, so I can't do any hanging out. :/ Ah, well. I'll be back for Christmas! :3 (I'm pretty sure I'll be spending Thanksgiving down in Victoria with my grandma, but really, who knows?)
I've pretty much come to the conclusion that I'm really not satisfied with my body right now. I think it's time I amped up my exercise routine and went on a diet. Now, please don't misunderstand--I don't think I'm horribly fat or anything. I know I'm not. I'm completely average, and for the most part, like my curves.
However, as of late, I just don't feel comfortable in my own skin. I've only put on about 3 or 4 pounds since mid-summer or so, but frankly, it shows. I dunno...I think I've replaced some muscle with fat...le sigh. I know a lot of you think that this is just bitching and I'm fishing for compliments, but trust me, I'm not. I've never really been a diet person, but then again, I've never really tried to diet. I guess what I want is to change my eating habits for the better, which will hopefully help me in the long run (as opposed to the cursory/temporary effects of a diet).
God....I wish I were still in swimming....
Man...all I want is to be comfortable in my own skin. I think to do that, I'm gonna need to lose about 10 pounds. Anything over that would be marvelous.
Holy shit, this is gonna be hard.
I better start planning....
-suze