pratically speechless
I don't even know what to put in my journal. Part of me wants to put nothing because i know eventually this will get shared with everyone. It's not like Haru's hiding the fact he was sent here to spy on me. On the other hand, it's not like I'm not going to tell him.
It's been a hell of a day really. I mean, damn. The shopping expedition started out okay. It was fun, then some of the kids got kidnapped and that was damn scary. Really, terrifying. Then when that bastard in the bar had a gun on Mac...I didn't know what to do. I actually charged a man with a gun. How stupid. I'm lucky I'm not dead but I couldn't let him hurt Mac. I didn't even think about myself...well much. I'm also pretty lucky not to be going to jail for hitting the guy...dont' want to know what Spike did with him.
Then afterwards...that's the speechless part. I never expected anyone would want to do that with me. I'm still reeling from shock. I think I'm more than half in love with Mac and I don't know what to do about it. I really don't. I just know I want more of what happened last night.
Uh oh I hear the shower turning off. Haru will be back out here in a second so I better wrap this up and at least email Kazuma and tell him I have a girlfriend. He'll be thrilled. I'll let him fill in the details for himself. Well, he probably won't but if he tells Shigure...i can only imagine.
It's been a hell of a day really. I mean, damn. The shopping expedition started out okay. It was fun, then some of the kids got kidnapped and that was damn scary. Really, terrifying. Then when that bastard in the bar had a gun on Mac...I didn't know what to do. I actually charged a man with a gun. How stupid. I'm lucky I'm not dead but I couldn't let him hurt Mac. I didn't even think about myself...well much. I'm also pretty lucky not to be going to jail for hitting the guy...dont' want to know what Spike did with him.
Then afterwards...that's the speechless part. I never expected anyone would want to do that with me. I'm still reeling from shock. I think I'm more than half in love with Mac and I don't know what to do about it. I really don't. I just know I want more of what happened last night.
Uh oh I hear the shower turning off. Haru will be back out here in a second so I better wrap this up and at least email Kazuma and tell him I have a girlfriend. He'll be thrilled. I'll let him fill in the details for himself. Well, he probably won't but if he tells Shigure...i can only imagine.