MOVING
I AM HAPPILY BUZZED. Or at least I'm trying to. YAY.
HERE.
And hangovers, apparently. I've finally decided to move on, satrting with a changee of username. I'll stop posting entries on my Multiply account as well, but maybe I'll use it to leech on photos and JE clippings I might order from sakuramushy27 . Why? Because finally it's dawned upon me that a new day must come. Memories hanging on to a simple username won't help me forget. I'll be in medical school by summer next year, and I want to get away from everything that my past screams of. Broken relationship. Broken family. Damaged heart and unsound mind. I'm trying to let go of all those, and I want to make a start, even in my online activities. The name kynseidk has stuck with me for eight years and has witnessed my ups and downs. Kynsei is 'fifteen', D is the first letter of my fiven name, and K is the first letter of-- someone who I'm trying to get undamaged from.
I've realized that even if I wanted to, and even if there was a chance in the future, I wouldn't be able to take it all back. I'm in no condition to let go, forget, move on, or anything of the sort, but I can't take back either. This love stays forever, but as for me, I'm walking forward.
Maybe it's time to say Fly, Dragonfly.
And when the stars fall I will lie awake, you are my shooting star.
**To the people I beta, I'll add you so we can keep in touch.
HERE.
And hangovers, apparently. I've finally decided to move on, satrting with a changee of username. I'll stop posting entries on my Multiply account as well, but maybe I'll use it to leech on photos and JE clippings I might order from sakuramushy27 . Why? Because finally it's dawned upon me that a new day must come. Memories hanging on to a simple username won't help me forget. I'll be in medical school by summer next year, and I want to get away from everything that my past screams of. Broken relationship. Broken family. Damaged heart and unsound mind. I'm trying to let go of all those, and I want to make a start, even in my online activities. The name kynseidk has stuck with me for eight years and has witnessed my ups and downs. Kynsei is 'fifteen', D is the first letter of my fiven name, and K is the first letter of-- someone who I'm trying to get undamaged from.
I've realized that even if I wanted to, and even if there was a chance in the future, I wouldn't be able to take it all back. I'm in no condition to let go, forget, move on, or anything of the sort, but I can't take back either. This love stays forever, but as for me, I'm walking forward.
Maybe it's time to say Fly, Dragonfly.
And when the stars fall I will lie awake, you are my shooting star.
**To the people I beta, I'll add you so we can keep in touch.