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It's been a while since I've posted and it's true, you are due for an update. I have been busy as a bee working since the CEO of the company came and visited our store. There are still his 'assistants' in town helping us 'fix' things. Which is really awesome in some aspects and really not awesome in others. I feel like I have grown so much as a person (and as a manager) and that my life is on a continual up-slope. I've said this before and I'll say it again, every few months I look back and think to myself, "Man, things were really shitty back then..."
I have started this thing with my shopping where I make a mental list of things I want in detail. (ie. Tall brown cowboy boots) I wont buy anything unless I find it. It's not only helping me save money, but it's helping me dress better too! It is also helping me feel completely secure in what I want and who I am. I don't know why but I like it and I'm going to roll with it.
Moving on,
After multiple attempts at "dating" I have ultimately decided that I straight up do not have time. I do not have time to give to someone I either;
a. don't know or
b. am only 'kind of' into
I have rejoiced in this new found freedom of singleness not by throwing myself all over the place but by watching Twilight every single night when I go to sleep trying to just once, JUST ONCE, dream of Robert Pattinson. Which when said out loud sounds nerdy and really pathetic but realistically, me keeping my head in the clouds is keeping my feet on the ground. Robert Pattinson is my default as some would say. I don't have to try to have a boyfriend. I can go on dates, I can have 1000 crushes, and I can even make out with people but it doesn't matter because I AM SINGLE and I don't have time to think about dating or not dating somebody.
After visiting Marta in Chicago it made me want to move there more than ever. We looked around for prices and possibilities. Then I came back home and I want to be closer to my girl, but I don't think Minneapolis is finished with me, I feel as if I just got here. I don't think I am quite ready to leave.
:(
I am applying the boot strategy to all areas of my life. I am going to shop until I find something right for me. I'm not going to sacrifice myself to get it.
Goodnight loves
I have started this thing with my shopping where I make a mental list of things I want in detail. (ie. Tall brown cowboy boots) I wont buy anything unless I find it. It's not only helping me save money, but it's helping me dress better too! It is also helping me feel completely secure in what I want and who I am. I don't know why but I like it and I'm going to roll with it.
Moving on,
After multiple attempts at "dating" I have ultimately decided that I straight up do not have time. I do not have time to give to someone I either;
a. don't know or
b. am only 'kind of' into
I have rejoiced in this new found freedom of singleness not by throwing myself all over the place but by watching Twilight every single night when I go to sleep trying to just once, JUST ONCE, dream of Robert Pattinson. Which when said out loud sounds nerdy and really pathetic but realistically, me keeping my head in the clouds is keeping my feet on the ground. Robert Pattinson is my default as some would say. I don't have to try to have a boyfriend. I can go on dates, I can have 1000 crushes, and I can even make out with people but it doesn't matter because I AM SINGLE and I don't have time to think about dating or not dating somebody.
After visiting Marta in Chicago it made me want to move there more than ever. We looked around for prices and possibilities. Then I came back home and I want to be closer to my girl, but I don't think Minneapolis is finished with me, I feel as if I just got here. I don't think I am quite ready to leave.
:(
I am applying the boot strategy to all areas of my life. I am going to shop until I find something right for me. I'm not going to sacrifice myself to get it.
Goodnight loves