Jul 08, 2008 01:56
I've thought about this long and hard. This decision is not based on any one influence in my life currently, nor is it something I have come to on a whim.
I have decided that I am unable to care for my dog, Bianca, the way she needs to be cared for. As most of you know, I am an animal lover, so this is nearly killing me to say this. I cannot devote the time and energy needed by her to live a happy, healthy life. Right now she is stuck in my apartment for hours on end while I work to pay off my debt load and still have some semblance of a social life. I'm in no way saying that my social life supercedes my responsibility to her, but some of you may see it this way.
I work many hours at my new job (which they keep changing the schedule on me)- leaving me no time to actually enjoy her company. Because of the shift changes I am constantly going through, she is beginning to show signs of separation anxiety. On the bright side, thanks largely in part to Sara, Justin and Madeline, she now loves kids. This bodes well for placing her in a new home.
What I'm asking is this: Please help me find a loving home for my baby... She deserves someone who can be there for her as much as she needs. *** I feel like an unfit mother, (sigh).***
Any suggestions or questions, feel free to email me.
~Jen