... Wow

[kyn_mad_arabe]

Okay i had a really good time tonight. i mean REALLY good. for one thing i did something i have never done before; i told someone that i liked them and it turned out that they where willing to give it a chance.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH....

i have no idea how it happened... well i do but i didn't expect anything to happen. i just told this person that i was interested and that i thought she was really cool to hang out with. the worst thing is that i was rehearsing it in my head. and trying to figure out different ways of saying it and it just kinda popped out. just like that and i know this is going to sound so cheesy but i was staring at her face and it kinda felt like the right time and the right thing to say and it WAS....

almost fucked it up 25 mins later, but thankfully the person is very understanding and was willing to listen to my explaination. im not going to say the name here because frankly you can call me and ask or you can wait to see us together and i don't want to jinx it or anything but i wanted ppl to know and pat just told me that if i ever call him again at 3 in the morning he was going to kill me. some friend... :(