saturday...where else are you gunna go?
there's no way... i'm gunna end up at the disco.
i only know it is saturday because i had a paper due today via email.
i spent my day watching season 4 of Angel, writing said paper and now.......not doing anything really.
i am i really ready for having free time? i mean what will i do with it? what did i do with it before? i imagine i could read over previous entries for some insight. i think it was a lot like this.
a house in disorder and waiting for the next deadline.
i had a dream recently. it was one of those dreams that is just a basic principle of logic displayed and repeated. it was about doing anything. or i guess more accurately, nothing had to be done. no reason to wake up and if you follow the logic far enough, no reason to exist. we conjure up reasons. we abide by society to provide reasons. gotta go to work so i can afford where i live. i gotta live where i do cause i gotta seek shelter and put my stuff somewhere. i gotta have stuff...on and on and on. it was a pretty rad dream cause it all seemed so plain.
just looked at the calendar. wow the end of the month is quickly approaching. i need to get things in gear. right?
i bought a ticket today to go and see th english beat in austin on the 17th of next month. at least i have planned for that, kind of.
i wonder only now if i should have gotten a second ticket for my man friend. hm.
denver has me jazzed but there seems to be no word on getting my bike there or if anyone from texas is really going. boo hiss. from the sound of things there was a big drama fest down there and there is no longer a major club. just folks riding together. i like that too. i hope to get some of that action.
i haven't ridden in over 2 months. perhaps that is not such a big deal, i mean i waited years for my baby to be mine. but this is different somehow. i miss him. i miss that freedom, that escape. now all i have is an empty apartment now and then and two televisions.
i need to pay off my bills. and start doing what needs to be done. i gotta make this as smooth as possible. i only got one shot.
argh, talking like some dramatic sitcom. fuck that. been looking at pictures of my work from my review. i guess you can too.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/kymical/
more like everything i thought worthy with what little space they give me.
strange i have misplaced my camera since these photos were taken. and i didn't realize it til now. i hope it is okay.
i only know it is saturday because i had a paper due today via email.
i spent my day watching season 4 of Angel, writing said paper and now.......not doing anything really.
i am i really ready for having free time? i mean what will i do with it? what did i do with it before? i imagine i could read over previous entries for some insight. i think it was a lot like this.
a house in disorder and waiting for the next deadline.
i had a dream recently. it was one of those dreams that is just a basic principle of logic displayed and repeated. it was about doing anything. or i guess more accurately, nothing had to be done. no reason to wake up and if you follow the logic far enough, no reason to exist. we conjure up reasons. we abide by society to provide reasons. gotta go to work so i can afford where i live. i gotta live where i do cause i gotta seek shelter and put my stuff somewhere. i gotta have stuff...on and on and on. it was a pretty rad dream cause it all seemed so plain.
just looked at the calendar. wow the end of the month is quickly approaching. i need to get things in gear. right?
i bought a ticket today to go and see th english beat in austin on the 17th of next month. at least i have planned for that, kind of.
i wonder only now if i should have gotten a second ticket for my man friend. hm.
denver has me jazzed but there seems to be no word on getting my bike there or if anyone from texas is really going. boo hiss. from the sound of things there was a big drama fest down there and there is no longer a major club. just folks riding together. i like that too. i hope to get some of that action.
i haven't ridden in over 2 months. perhaps that is not such a big deal, i mean i waited years for my baby to be mine. but this is different somehow. i miss him. i miss that freedom, that escape. now all i have is an empty apartment now and then and two televisions.
i need to pay off my bills. and start doing what needs to be done. i gotta make this as smooth as possible. i only got one shot.
argh, talking like some dramatic sitcom. fuck that. been looking at pictures of my work from my review. i guess you can too.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/kymical/
more like everything i thought worthy with what little space they give me.
strange i have misplaced my camera since these photos were taken. and i didn't realize it til now. i hope it is okay.