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"Do you think that if I crack open this can and cut myself, they'd let me go for a while?" Apparently so. I didn't even need to cut myself, or even crack open the can. They heard me and immediately called the police. People say the walls are white, with padding similar to gym mats- on the walls, floor, ceiling. In the movies it always is, but it's not. The walls are really purple, with pillowish padding, even eyelets, like on a couch. There's a bed. I don't remember anything after that.
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Sometimes I wonder if when something is being filmed, they change it to make it look better. Like Florida, it doesn't look like it does in movies. In "Adaptation" it does, but that's all. I miss my Everglades.
I miss seeing Natives fishing and selling pipes and jewelry. I miss the mere thought of being able to move to reservation whenever I want. Sometimes I wish I did, to fight the good fight. Everyone is equal there, it's almost like communism, but with no leader (chief gets equal too). And it works. I creamed corn with them once. They talked about the upcoming corn feast, quite similar to Lammas. Maybe that's why I want to do this. I need Lammas to make me feel like "I am home again."
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Sometimes I wonder if when something is being filmed, they change it to make it look better. Like Florida, it doesn't look like it does in movies. In "Adaptation" it does, but that's all. I miss my Everglades.
I miss seeing Natives fishing and selling pipes and jewelry. I miss the mere thought of being able to move to reservation whenever I want. Sometimes I wish I did, to fight the good fight. Everyone is equal there, it's almost like communism, but with no leader (chief gets equal too). And it works. I creamed corn with them once. They talked about the upcoming corn feast, quite similar to Lammas. Maybe that's why I want to do this. I need Lammas to make me feel like "I am home again."