May 31, 2007 23:44
No..it's not an official diagnosis but it is highly suspicious. I know absolutely no one currently sporting a virus, I take many precautions at both of my works, so I dunno. I have all of the symptoms. I started out with a migraine and proceeded to an upset stomach, then excessive stomach cramping, etc. etc. The cramps are the worst ever. I have the highest pain tolerance of the people that I know--and I was actually crying out loud yesterday.
And if one more guy asks, "So are you sure it's not just PMS or woman cramps?" I'm going to castrate them. Men be warned. YES I am sure. Thank you, because I've had my period since I was ten and in fourteen years, I haven't figured out the difference. LIKE OMG--whatever. I can understand Tyler just trying to find out the facts--because that was pretty early into the episode--but dude.
I'm still sick, not nearly as bad as I was--but I can't eat. I've been trying today but even water makes the cramping return. I was able to "sort of" clean the church. I did some of the light work while my grandmother and mother took the brunt of the load. I tried. Can't stoop without feeling like I'm going to throw up. Usually I'd blame the excessive fat in the location--but not today lol.
I've been doing belly dancing, I'm really getting into it. It's good exercise, it'll hopefully make me feel more confident. I have to boost up the self-esteem somehow and the whole confidence thing. I'm also doing yoga. My last yoga class was crazy though--I couldn't move for 3 days. I'm pretty sure even the thin people had the same problem though.
And I was watching So you think you can dance? And I'm never watching it again. They were HORRIBLY cruel to a fat woman on the show. My gods--she went in front of the world and danced in front of judges. What more do you want from her? I knew that they were using her to not only humiliate her, but others like her, a.k.a. me. One of the judges told her that she knew that this was a serious competition and not to come back unless they were looking for her "type." She had the GUTS to ask "What is my type?" And he said "you know, overweight women that can't dance." Never EVER watching the show again.