nothing too exciting
Nothing too exciting in terms of Scott news. Today he came to the center. But now I don't see him until at least Dec 14. Which sucks, even if he is just a friend. Nothing really romantic--or really any sign was given today. We had fun talking but we've stopped going into each other's spaces. We've seemed to stop the flirting progress. I dunno--maybe I just have and have decided that he must have a girlfriend. Do I still see myself with him? Of course, but I'm getting nervous about investing in it too much. I want us to at least start hanging out elsewhere--not just work. I dunno. I feel lost. That could be stress though. I feel vaguely overwhelmed and I want the gods to let me have a boyfriend or girlfriend SOOOO badly. Now don't get me wrong, I like being single. But I want to experience love. I've loved people before but they've never loved me back. I'm dying.
Scott came late (late for him) and the first thing Daniel did was say--"How do you play the Jedi game.." and Scott says "why were you snooping in my stuff." I screamed to Daniel--"Daniel what did we say about not telling him?" Scott smiled at me and nodded that it was fine. Soooo that's a relief. I figured he had the potential to blow up. Fortunately he'd just won a nintendo wi? Brilliant.
We talked some--not a whole lot. We played a lot of video games. I actually killed him a few times. Although he still insults people by saying "Miss Kim even did more damage to me than you!" I take it good naturadely and I do squeal a lot. But I did tell Scott that the terps sucked. And then he started in about WVU's basketball. I told him that we'd kill them. And he said "well when did you all have a good basketball team?" And I told him probably the year he graduated. The bastard actually said "and HOOOWWWW long ago was that?" I of course said that it hadn't been that long and he was like "1940s" and he nearly got smacked. I did show him the birthday card that I bought for myself. That's the one that has a person's hands pulling back a cats cheaks and says "before getting a face lift Kim tries it on the cat."
OH yes. And Scott ate some of my cake. I told him that it was the season for experimental holdiday cooking. He asked if he should be worrying about it exploding.
We joked a bit--we hung out and talked. But mostly we blew each other up. I wish a lot of things. I've never figured out how to really make things come true though... They haven't in the past. I say everyone pray really hard and maybe he'll hear you. I dunno--he still breaks into my dreams.
Scott came late (late for him) and the first thing Daniel did was say--"How do you play the Jedi game.." and Scott says "why were you snooping in my stuff." I screamed to Daniel--"Daniel what did we say about not telling him?" Scott smiled at me and nodded that it was fine. Soooo that's a relief. I figured he had the potential to blow up. Fortunately he'd just won a nintendo wi? Brilliant.
We talked some--not a whole lot. We played a lot of video games. I actually killed him a few times. Although he still insults people by saying "Miss Kim even did more damage to me than you!" I take it good naturadely and I do squeal a lot. But I did tell Scott that the terps sucked. And then he started in about WVU's basketball. I told him that we'd kill them. And he said "well when did you all have a good basketball team?" And I told him probably the year he graduated. The bastard actually said "and HOOOWWWW long ago was that?" I of course said that it hadn't been that long and he was like "1940s" and he nearly got smacked. I did show him the birthday card that I bought for myself. That's the one that has a person's hands pulling back a cats cheaks and says "before getting a face lift Kim tries it on the cat."
OH yes. And Scott ate some of my cake. I told him that it was the season for experimental holdiday cooking. He asked if he should be worrying about it exploding.
We joked a bit--we hung out and talked. But mostly we blew each other up. I wish a lot of things. I've never figured out how to really make things come true though... They haven't in the past. I say everyone pray really hard and maybe he'll hear you. I dunno--he still breaks into my dreams.