I can't breathe
Well I can... but it's hard. It's a cross between a panic attack and something more profound. After tomorrow I have to wait 3 weeks to see Scott again. I barely made it this week without e-mailing him. As it is I'm driving everyone nuts. I mean--well what do I do??? I'm gonna have to talk to him tomorrow tell him well not everything--everything would damage things too badly... But at least I have to know if I can be a friend outside of work... I'm DYING I can only hope that he is too. It's terrible... I mean breathing.. not good.