Well yes...I am an idiot.
I thought that finding out Scott was taken would destroy everything--not my life but my romantic gestures, our fastly developing friendship, etc. etc. But no, we're still the same way we were. Outside of seeing him I get a bit discouraged, and lonely. I could be happy only seeing him every day. I'm not sure that was the case for ANYONE else. Perhaps T.C. but I didn't even have this much in common with him.
He read my thesis and didn't hate it--right before his girlfriend came over which makes him a bit less weird. If he'd done it while she was there as I originally thought, I'd say--it'll end next week. Though I'm sure she might have had a few opinions about it. I dunno how he wound up with a girlfriend--she must have been persistent. I dunno.
And yesterday I dunno. We always get along (except for the brief period where we didn't). I think he liked my outfit. I do. I've been planning it ALL summer lol. For those geeks that don't have Otakon--we have Costume Day. Although computer camp staged a cue (sp? no idea) only one kid was dressed up. Scott didn't.
My outfit was a gothy/elvish looking sleevless (think tank top) dress, with black bat wings, make-up, blue lipstick, plain black sandals (because it is camp and I was working a 13 hr day). I said that I was a dark fairy, but everyone seemed to have an opinion. At one point Scott butted in and told the kids I was death incarnate--to (witch) hehe--I giggled.
I was on one of the computers and Scott came in behind me--he told me that all he could see was wings over the computer. He said "it's fabulous." I assume that's as close to a compliment as I was going to get. That and earlier this summer "that's not one color." I've decided that it's Scott like and therefore ok and desirable.
He also showed me his lightsaber, NO NOT THAT ONE, the red one--one of the expensive ones. AND DAMN! So cool. He even let me touch it. I mean really, I think I need to invest. He INVITED me to watch the movie with him in the gym. He brought in the Phantom Menace. Mwhahaha. He told me that I should unplug the laptop and watch. I stared at him and wound up in there. He was sitting next to Marcus and Marcus was angry with me (it was all my fault he wasn't dressed up). I felt bad. I asked him if it was okay if I sat down by him and Mr. Scott. He said no and growled at me. Scott told Marcus to scoot over--and I did sit next to him. But Marcus got angry so I told him I'd just scoot closer to Mr. Scott. Apparently it was what he wanted to hear as he was much nicer.
Marcus was cute though after Scott left to burn cd-rs. Then Marcus decided to watch marcus cam--the footage he shot. It was so funny watching him look at it. It was crazy.
So I watched the Phantom Menace, half of the time Scott hovered--which I hate.
When anyone does it--he knows I have the thing with people behind me etc. too but whatever. It must be a computer guy thing--all the shy ones do it.
Alright so I do it too. Besides the point--if I am on the ground you should be as well. So yes I did get attacked by kids. And yes Scott did yell at them. He told them that he was not as easy as me. And I was like--easy who's easy???? He's decided to be the enforcer like Jaen, unfortunately Scott is not exactly a threat--hence why I like him. He's cute, has a sharp tongue but the kids aren't exactly scared of him. Teddy bear with teeth--perhaps.
Hehe. Yeah well perhaps. Then in the afternoon he was yelling at kids to put their trash in the empty trash bag not in the full one. I gave him a hard time because they were putting in one raisin, one. And he's quick. He is. He told me that "one raisin is all it takes for someone to wind up face first in juice, KIM." And I lauged--it's true. He'll never,ever, ever, let me live it down. I mean really, who can beat me in pajamas, in juice????? Let's see his girlfriend do that. And do snarky, and do goth madam, Star Wars fan, able to use computers, write poems about him (that will get published)... and the list goes on. I don't like steak, he doesn't like steak, it's like we're meant for one another LMAO. Ok well I dunno. I'm in a weird mood. One second I'm like he's probably going to marry her, and it's not fair, and in the next one I'm reliving all of our conversations. This Summer the only ones that are worth sharing are pretty much Scott conversations and stories. Those are the ones that seem to matter. I realize that it's me--but Scott and I have become friends if nothing else.
I'm going to have a Star Wars party in September--for all of you Star Wars fans...woot. And who knows...maybe I'll wind up with someone else. But I'm not sure. The future is the future.
He read my thesis and didn't hate it--right before his girlfriend came over which makes him a bit less weird. If he'd done it while she was there as I originally thought, I'd say--it'll end next week. Though I'm sure she might have had a few opinions about it. I dunno how he wound up with a girlfriend--she must have been persistent. I dunno.
And yesterday I dunno. We always get along (except for the brief period where we didn't). I think he liked my outfit. I do. I've been planning it ALL summer lol. For those geeks that don't have Otakon--we have Costume Day. Although computer camp staged a cue (sp? no idea) only one kid was dressed up. Scott didn't.
My outfit was a gothy/elvish looking sleevless (think tank top) dress, with black bat wings, make-up, blue lipstick, plain black sandals (because it is camp and I was working a 13 hr day). I said that I was a dark fairy, but everyone seemed to have an opinion. At one point Scott butted in and told the kids I was death incarnate--to (witch) hehe--I giggled.
I was on one of the computers and Scott came in behind me--he told me that all he could see was wings over the computer. He said "it's fabulous." I assume that's as close to a compliment as I was going to get. That and earlier this summer "that's not one color." I've decided that it's Scott like and therefore ok and desirable.
He also showed me his lightsaber, NO NOT THAT ONE, the red one--one of the expensive ones. AND DAMN! So cool. He even let me touch it. I mean really, I think I need to invest. He INVITED me to watch the movie with him in the gym. He brought in the Phantom Menace. Mwhahaha. He told me that I should unplug the laptop and watch. I stared at him and wound up in there. He was sitting next to Marcus and Marcus was angry with me (it was all my fault he wasn't dressed up). I felt bad. I asked him if it was okay if I sat down by him and Mr. Scott. He said no and growled at me. Scott told Marcus to scoot over--and I did sit next to him. But Marcus got angry so I told him I'd just scoot closer to Mr. Scott. Apparently it was what he wanted to hear as he was much nicer.
Marcus was cute though after Scott left to burn cd-rs. Then Marcus decided to watch marcus cam--the footage he shot. It was so funny watching him look at it. It was crazy.
So I watched the Phantom Menace, half of the time Scott hovered--which I hate.
When anyone does it--he knows I have the thing with people behind me etc. too but whatever. It must be a computer guy thing--all the shy ones do it.
Alright so I do it too. Besides the point--if I am on the ground you should be as well. So yes I did get attacked by kids. And yes Scott did yell at them. He told them that he was not as easy as me. And I was like--easy who's easy???? He's decided to be the enforcer like Jaen, unfortunately Scott is not exactly a threat--hence why I like him. He's cute, has a sharp tongue but the kids aren't exactly scared of him. Teddy bear with teeth--perhaps.
Hehe. Yeah well perhaps. Then in the afternoon he was yelling at kids to put their trash in the empty trash bag not in the full one. I gave him a hard time because they were putting in one raisin, one. And he's quick. He is. He told me that "one raisin is all it takes for someone to wind up face first in juice, KIM." And I lauged--it's true. He'll never,ever, ever, let me live it down. I mean really, who can beat me in pajamas, in juice????? Let's see his girlfriend do that. And do snarky, and do goth madam, Star Wars fan, able to use computers, write poems about him (that will get published)... and the list goes on. I don't like steak, he doesn't like steak, it's like we're meant for one another LMAO. Ok well I dunno. I'm in a weird mood. One second I'm like he's probably going to marry her, and it's not fair, and in the next one I'm reliving all of our conversations. This Summer the only ones that are worth sharing are pretty much Scott conversations and stories. Those are the ones that seem to matter. I realize that it's me--but Scott and I have become friends if nothing else.
I'm going to have a Star Wars party in September--for all of you Star Wars fans...woot. And who knows...maybe I'll wind up with someone else. But I'm not sure. The future is the future.